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😔✊🏻 a tragic love story

THIS CHAPTER IS VERY SMALL BECAUSE NO ONE IS LETTING ME BREATH 😤

1000 comments for the next chapter, please spare me this time and go slow 🥺🗿😩

BTW 👉🏻👈🏻 I have done a face reveal at the end of this chp 💁🏻‍♀️ just sayin y'know 👅

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keep breathing!

jeongguk couldn't scream, it felt like his vocal cord had stopped working, his vision could've got blurred out if he had let his tears fall, the feeling of being trapped in his own body was so foreign and strangely he was liking it.

His body wasn't moving, but rapidly falling at the same time, like a colourful feather of a tiny bird, not knowing where it might land, but nevertheless not give a single care because what was offered before him was magnificent and breathtaking.

His eyes weren't fixated on one single thing, they roamed around in such hurry, scared that everything might disappear soon and this experience would be short lived.

He wanted to scream, let out a single 'Woah!' , make everyone scratch their ears from his cries of joy, but nothing came out. He kept listening to air, lacking on sharing a response, making it a one way conversation, which wasn't frustrating at all.

Even though the air was completely damped with pollution, it felt fresh and cool. Leaping a flat fall by himself wasn't a bad idea, he could see everything beneath him without moving much, from the fading smokey clouds to the texture of the earth surface, different shades of green blue and yellow.

It was peaceful and Jeongguk never knew someone can feel so free till the date, when he was finally experiencing it himself. There were so many emotions running through his head but there were none at the same time, he was flying through the air like a free soul that had finally been removed from the cage of reality. He was dreaming a beautiful dream, where the mother earth that belongs to no one, had offered him the gratitude of peacefulness and illusions.

The worries of being a human had been long forgotten, no criticism, no racism, no violence, nothing hateful, he was in the middle of no where and he didn't have anything to worry about.

"Jeongguk!", he heard it clearly, the voice of his beloved, he knew it was time to pull out his parachute, but something was stopping him. Just a little more, the feeling of flying in calmness, just for a little while, "Jeongguk what are you doing!", the panic in the others voice seemed distant, he was so close, if he shuts his eyes now, he'd reach where he belongs, the pull would be so hard, that he might not survive, would it be blissful? to die like this?

The sanity had finally gained it's control over him, when he got his first panic after the fall, his hand instantly moved downwards, fighting the air, to pull out the parachute. As soon as the ring was snatched in the direction of ground, he felt himself being sucked upwards until he was finally balanced between the gravitational pull and the atmosphere, slowly swaying in the air and moving downwards.

The view from here was still great, not only the main landmarks, but he could see the smallest details like people and sign boards. When his feet finally touched the ground, he wanted to do it all over again, the strange mixture of feeling content and empty suddenly washing over him.

"Gukkie!", he did not realise when a pair of arms had found their way around him or how the person holding him securely had started crying. He was still in a trance, when he felt calmness again seep through his veins, it was probably from the warmth he was receiving, or the heat and blood rush from his wild experience. Soon he realised the calmness was taehyung and the peace of mind he had been in was not his first. In middle school, him and his best friend had taken a run down a hill, betting on who would win the leftover rice cake. He had felt the same rush of adrenaline and sudden wave of calmness once they had reached the bottom. Although this was different, more fascinating, he knew that Taehyung made him calm.

"Y-you okay?", Taehyung pulled away, his cheeks puffy and red, bottom lip trembling, as he examined Jeongguk shakily, "Taehyungie.. Thank You!", and the younger broke down.

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"So like, she assumed her tits made you hard, but you were completely imagining Namjoon in a lace bra?", Jeongguk nodded.

"That sounds Gay!"

"I am Gay!"

Taehyung stopped playing with Jeongguk's hair, tilting his head a little and kissing him on the lips, "I know!", he whispered before diverting his attention back to the television.

Jeongguk wasn't interested in watching bandersnatch, unlike taehyung, who was somehow so into the movie, all while multitasking, his hands tangled in the younger's hair as his lips occasionally touched his forehead. Jeongguk felt content in Taehyung's arms, so delicate and loved.
(A/N: if y'all prefer watching movies like 'The Perfect Date' or 'To all the boys i've loved' on netflix, over movies like 'Bandersnatch' or 'Split' then personally, I don't understand you! 🤷‍♀️)

He saw how Taehyung chose the option of making Stefan say no to the offer Mr.Thakur had suggested, before snatching the remote out of his hand and switching off the television, "Wha-", Taehyung got cut off, his eyes popping out of their sockets, as Jeongguk turned around and placed himself on his lap.

"I want your attention!", Jeongguk pouted and laid his head on the older's chest, shifting closer, feeling Taehyung's arms encircle around his tiny waist and chin plop on his head, "You have all my attention, baby."

Jeongguk played with Taehyung's hoodie straps, and hummed some random tune, before lifting his head up and kissing him, "I love you"

Taehyung smiled and deepened their kiss, moving his hands soothingly on Jeongguk's hips, making him moan in content.

And that's when it hit Jeongguk.. he wasn't carrying any condoms, fuck!

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CHAPTER NO 54 IS SMUT SMUT SMUT SMUT SMUT SMUT SMUT SMUT SMUT ! I hope this much warning was enough, please skip the entire thing if you're underage or uncomfortable reading such stuff, you wouldn't really miss anything in the story line, so that wouldn't be a problem ❤️!

FACE REVEAL AHEAD

DON'T SCROLL IF YOU'RE A HEART PATIENT

SHIELD YOUR EYES WITH SUNGLASSES, JUST IN CASE

I'M FUCKING WARNING YOU! DO NOT SCROLL IF YOU PLAN TO NOT RUIN YOUR DAY

BRO WHY YOU STILL SCROLLING? IT MAKES NO SENSE

WOW! I CANT BELIEVE YOU'RE STILL SCROLLING -_-

FOR THOSE WHO LOVES RUINING THEIR LIVES ....

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