I haven't updated this book for like a few days now and that's sad. That just means my life is really fucking boring but anyway,

I have no idea why I wanna talk about this or post this in this book? And like I don't know I just wanna type it I guess? I mean it's my book anyway. It's supposed to entertain you guys however I'm not really good at that so fuck it.

Uh so I saw this chapter , it's from a book and the character was happy to lucky and shit but someone broke his heart . I don't know if he's depressed but anyway, he's heart broken and he changed because of that.

And he became like ya know, uh it says there submissive? I'm not even sure if the person who made that book reads this but it's fine because I'm not really planning to say shit on that character.

I don't know why I feel so awkward typing this thing right now, I keep typing the word " uh " for some reason

Anyway, back to the story. When I saw that I was like , woah bro. You got heartbroken and now you're letting people step on you and stuff, ( the author really said that on the description ) and I'm like

What?? Why?

But then I guess some people changed to that because they were hurt?? I have no idea because for me, if I got hurt or something , my personality would change and I'm going to be more distant and more serious than before?

Because trust me, at 2015 I say " xD " and say those weaboo stuff , or basically I act like a cute son of a bitch. I was afraid of being mean because I was new and I want to meet new friends in this app. And now you can't even see me use emoticons , except to borger . My replies to people are short , it almost sounds like I'm not interested even though I am. Some people are also intimidated by me which is fine. I don't find that weird or offensive but you know the point.

I guess for me when I read that description , it was weird because we're the exact opposites? I don't know if some people are like that character but yeah.

That's pretty much it.
Uh I don't know what to say anymore.

Oh uh I remembered something.
Fun fact, when I'm typing all of this, I'm actually speaking it. Does that makes sense? Like when I type i
I will say the word I also

Okay fuck, that was pretty weird. But that's not what I wanna say, I just wanna share to you guys that we are having an event on February 14 in our school.

Matchmaking thing.
So we basically answer this paper, check all your likes and stuff, you gotta write your name, gender, or who are you interested to. And they will find someone who has the same likes as you, but you have to pay two dollars to meet that person.

Most of my friends did it, Jake and punpun did but I didn't do it. It was optional anyway so it doesn't really matter. I was the only one who isn't answering it in that class so I'm just using my phone the whole time.

We also have a project about mathematicians and I picked this confused atheist lmao, he seems pretty interesting and he's also depressed. I did not expect that , I literally just searched mathematicians in google and picked his name so yeah.

I have advance math.
I don't remember if I picked that or my mom forced me but it doesn't really matter since it's done, im already there. The teacher is nice so it's fine.

Anyway, how are you guys?
You guys have dates on valentines Day?
Or y'all just gonna sit on the couch and watch some youtube?

I also went to Jake's house today , punpun was there , they were basically calling us peasants and they're literally in Jake's house so we were laughing and they started saying forgive me to Jake.

It was pretty funny , punpun kept laughing while Jake and I are eating the salmon. It was fun, we have different classes now so we could only hangout at lunch and play uno. That's it.

This chapter has 700 plus words.
Oh damn.