Trying to Mend Ones self

👈Choon-Hee👉
Waking up to see the sun shining, was the best way to wake up if I was being honest.
A pair of jean shorts were placed on a chair, also a brownish mustard shirt. I grabbed them, walking to the shower. I did what I had to do, walking back out into Yoongi's room.

I see Tae & Yoon-gi playing with Dae, I smiled and said good morning in a quiet voice. We're up early, because we were going shopping. I grabbed my wallet and a banana, apparently I'm not allowed to purchase anything. Jin & Hobi Oppa's rule, I smirked because there is no way I was going to listen.

I was free of that fucking hell hole, I will buy anything I damn well want. No one can tell me differently, I decide if I want it or not, no one else ever again. I walked to the youngest room, I think I heard Oppa call him Kookie. I knock on his door, I say quietly if I can come in? Come in HeeHee! I turn the knob and raise an eyebrow at the name, I giggle quietly.

Kookie when we go to the strip mall, will you come with me? I wish to get something, but I want you to come with me. He stares at me for a second, then nods his head showing a cute bunny smile. I grabbed his hand, but then I asked him to bring a spare pair of basketball shorts.

I told him I would explain when we get there, he gave me a spectical look then he agreed. I whisper shouted thank you Oppa, he started to blush which I thought was adorable. We woke the others and we're on the way, Yoon-gi have me his card, telling me it was for snacks. I got on my tip toes and kissed his cheek, grabbing kookie's hand.

I told him to run, so the others won't catch up. I told him what I wanted to do, he gave me a look. When I wouldn't back down, he gave in when I told him I'd buy him snacks. We made it to my destination, I told Kookie it was for myself but also for Yoon-gi Oppa. It was my way of telling him, thank you for all his help.

1 hour and 20 minutes later, I came out wearing the spare shorts. I was super satisfied, we were at a tattoo parlor. I wanted something pretty to remind me that I've been beaten, broken, bruised and a little bit shattered. But with him helping me, it says I can bypass this and any other obstacle.

I showed Kookie, he was surprised. He thought I was going to cover the one on my stomach, the lady looked at me. She was terribly sorry I had a bad past, she told me to come back and she'll surround it with butterflies and rainbows. I told her the next time I came, it will be with whom have helped me become a better me.

I was ready, to move on. But I had this strange knot in my stomach, that this was just the calm before the storm. We bought snacks, we met the boys at a clothing store called supreme. It screamed out comfort, in many shapes and sizes for me. I grabbed things, that weren't girly at all. Well with some begging with some agreements, I got a few dresses.

I gave Kookie a look, when they mentioned dresses. I was worried, but Yoon-gi & Tae w/ Kookie reassured me. I was next to Jimin on the ride back, he accidentally bumped my thigh and I had to hold back a scream. He gave me a look, saying we would talk about this later. I nodded my head in agreement, we made it back to the house.

Jimin volunteered to help me, bringing my things to Yoon-gi's room. I had asked him if I can stay longer, due to my nightmares. He said I can stay forever, which lead me to giggle uncontrollably. I taking things out of my pocket, when the vaseline fell out of my hand. It rolled and hit his show, shit. I told him I'd tell him what it was for, but he has to keep it a secret for now.

He slowly agreed, but before I told him. I wanted to become stronger, like him. I begged him, he said he would think about it. I blew out the breath I was holding, I showered putting on clean undergarments and a fresh set of clothes. I walked down, to see them all being lazy in the couch. I grabbed Hobi Oppa, I asked him to cut and due my hair.

I needed it to make myself better, I had light brown hair. I wanted it to be black as night, as well as to the middle of my back instead of my butt. He soon complied but he showed me the design, for the back of my head which was pretty cute.

(Just picture her hair black, not purple)

I felt pretty for once, I loved it. I told him we would spend more time later, but he needed to find with his baby brother not just his baby sister. He totally agreed, I walked out to the kitchen, I was a starving. I made steak with vegetables and rice, I called them for dinner but no one came. I covered the food, putting the meat in the drive. I walked to the living room, but RM, Tae, Jin, Jimin were all asleep.

I walked to kookie's room to see him, Dae and Hobi playing video games. I told them to get their old butts to the kitchen, dinner was ready. I walked to Yoon-gi's room, to find him coming out of the bathroom with just a towel. I blushed but I told him, I was hungry and I would at least like to eat dinner. I cooked near, as soon a I said that tho. His towel fell off, I covered my eyes and giggled. Oppa, do you feel a breeze? He blushed so cute, he turned around. I have him a back hug and told him he was adorable, I can't believe this but I slapped his butt. His lil yelp, made me giggle more as I ran out the door.

I sat at the table, I served the rice, vegetables and steak. I grabbed me a semi big piece, with a lil rice and lots of vegetables. I grabbed my chopsticks, I prayed then I started eating. I looked up to see all 6 of them looking at me, mouths dropped. I covered my mouth as I chewed, I waved shyly. I ate everything on my plate, before anyone sat down to eat. I don't know what it was but I was still hungry, so I helped myself to more rice and vegetables. I chewed slowly tho, I giggled some more.

Because for some reason, some time soon it will be the last time I giggled like this. So I decided to just show them, I scooted the chair back towards the counter.
I stood and lifted my right side up, I coughed and pulled the bandage off. You can see the red and raised skin, Yoon-gi & Tae stood. They understood why I got this, they cried and hugged me. The others not so much, well Hobi, RM & Jin. Because the 2 of them new already, they sent me to my room.

I rolled my eyes at them and said You would never understand how I felt, to be beaten, broken and bruised and used even. Just don't judge me, at least I know where 4 of stand. If this is how you will be towards me, I will just leave and find a new place to live. I soon as I said that their attitudes and faces changed, whatever I'm going to bed let me know when you made up your minds.

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