(Idk warning thing: if you are grossed out by blood or needles *raises hand* don't read this)

I ran up to Brendon's bleeding body.

"Babe!" The girl looked at me and I heard sirens come around the corner. Tears spilled down my cheeks seeing Brendon's face on the concrete with his eyes closed.

"Ry?" Brendon said softly lifting his head. When he turned his body I saw blood all over the ground and his thigh clearly cut pretty bad. I bent down next to him stroking his hair.

"We're going to go to the hospital but I won't leave your side I swear!" I hugged his shoulders and he grasped onto me.

"Ry. My leg hurts." He said almost breathlessly

"I know. I know. But it will be over soon I swear!" I cried onto his forehead (fivehead) and he stroked my cheek.

"Your to beautiful to cry Ry. Don't waste your tears on me." He said closing his eyes slightly.

"B!" I freaked out as the ambulance pulled up. "Quick help someone HELP!" I cried holding onto Brendon. And man and a woman came up to us lifting Brendon's body onto a stretcher. I followed.

"Related?" The woman asked.

"He's my husband." I said without thinking. I saw Brendon smile making me cry some more.

The woman beckoned for me to get in too. I hopped into the ambulance and the man handed me a tissue before putting a IV into Brendon's arm. Brendon whined but lifted his head. The woman started to bandage his leg. I grabbed Brendon's hand and squeezed it.

"It's going to be all over soon I swear Brendon." I said

"Does anyone know how much blood he lost?" The woman asked the man he nodded.

"About 45%" he said grabbing something I assumed was blood in a bag and replacing it the IV. I panicked because 45% is a lot.

"We need to start with blood now. Do you know his blood type?" I nodded because we had a conversation about this when we where still in school.

"A positive." I nodded and the man checked the bag. And it said O positive. (Which can go to B or A or O blood types btw) Brendon squeezed my hand so I assumed what the woman was doing hurt.

About 5 minutes later we pulled up to the hospital. The man and woman got out rushing Brendon into a room once we got inside. I tried to follow but the woman stopped me.

"He has a emergency surgery. We'll get you once it's done." She said closing the door in my face. At that moment I broke down into tears. I didn't care at this point I pulled my legs up to my chest when I fell to the floor. I leaned my head backwards on the door banging it repeatedly.

My heart sank when the clock hit 3 hours, no one had come to get me. I was now sat in the waiting room. But all I could do was stare at the clock. A boy came and sat next to me. He smiled at I recognized him.

"Mi-"

"Mikey." He finished sniffing I know my eyes are red because I've been crying for 4 hours straight now.

"What's wrong?" I asked placing a hand on his shoulder.

"My brother got in a car crash." He broke down in tears and another boy came and sat next to him hugging him who also had tears in his eyes.

"It's okay Mikey he'll be ok. They say it's probably a concussion and he only lost 20% of his blood." I rubbed Mikey's back but stopped when I noticed all the tattoos on the boy who was hugging him hands.

"I like your tattoos." I said he nodded sniffling. "Why you here?" I asked nodding at him feeling a tear run down my face.

"My boyfriend is his brother." He said still hugging Mikey. "I'm Frank."

"Ryan." I said tapping my foot.

5 hour mark. Frank and Mikey had gone in already to see the boy who's name I learned to be Gerard, he went to my school.

"George-" I immediately stood up in my seat before the woman could continue. "George M Castel." She said and another man stood up following her.

Maybe he died

Maybe the surgery didn't go well

Maybe he's in a coma and will never wake up

Maybe-

My thoughts where interrupted when a man this time called my name

"George R Ross." I stood up following the man the room I had sat at only hours earlier. He opened the door and I walked in. Brendon was lying on his bed with some water on the tray in front of him. He still had a IV in but this time with no blood. He had a heart monitor that was beeping. Which stressed me out. His other arm was wrapped up and his legs where under the blanket.

"Wanna see babe?" He asked I nodded and he lifted up the blanket. I gasped when I saw his thigh red and purple with stitches over lapping each other and going all different directions and his thigh seemed much smaller.

"Oh my god it should've been me." I ran over kissing his lips and wrapping my arms around his neck. He kissed back weakly so I pulled away. "Where they nice?" I asked sitting on the side of his bed tears running down my cheeks holding Brendon's hand in mine. Right before he answered the woman who was in the ambulance with us walked in. She was tall probably about 5'9 she had on doctors clothes so white robes with a blue undershirt she had dark brown eyes and long dark brown hair with pink tips.

"He had about 19% of thigh was amputated." I cringed at this and started to cry more (silently) she continued. "He lost 45% of his blood which was transferred back just in time. His muscle was damaged so he may never be able to run again. We can get him set up with physical therapy so it could possibly be a chance. And he will be staying here for 2 more weeks." She finished putting her pen down on her clipboard.

"Thank you Ms?"

"I go by they or them pronouns. But my names Ash." Ash said they grabbed the water off of Brendon's tray and filled it up with fresh water.

"Thank you Ash." I said. I looked back over at Brendon who smiled weakly. "This should have never happened I'm so sorry I should of-" Brendon put his hand on my arm. And shhhed me

"It's not your fault. It will never be your fault. I love you. Come here." He said and I kneed on the bed kissing his lips again and this time he kissed back more aggressively. Ash walked back into the room.

"Oh and I- I'm I can come back later." I took my leg off of Brendon and sat down wiping my lips.

"S-sorry." I said and they continued

"Anyways, here is Brendons medication." I nodded and took the bag of pills from Ash.

"Thank you!" I said Ash nodded leaving the room.

"I love you so much Brendon." I said kissing his lips but pulled away for him to speak

"I know." He smiled and I kissed his lips again.

a/n
Wowowoowwo 1237 words I thought this was gonna be short but nope
Anyways I hope you humans liked this I don't really know why I have a warning at the beginning it could be because I got queasy writing this because I don't really like seeing blood or needles or forearms because that's one of the easiest place to see your veins and I don't like veins but yea I hope you humans liked it
Idk who knows maybe I'll update again probably not if not another's coming tomorrow
Peace🖖🏽🖤