Alex woke up the next day feeling the strained on his back for sleeping on the couch. He sat up rubbing his eyes and yawned before he looked around his house finding it too - quiet.

His thought went to Henry last night after he asked him about having children. He was quite shocked the way Henry reacted towards the question. They never talked about this before and he thought Henry loves kids. The way he's interacting with kids when they went for hospital visits and how he talked to them at the youth centre. He would never imagined Henry could be against the idea of them having kids.

He sighed rubbing his eyes before he walked to his bedroom. He was hoping Henry would be awake by now and getting himself ready but when he walked in, he was greeted with emptiness and cold in the room. The bed was made but he knows Henry might not sleep in it last night. He shook his head before he pulled out his phone and pressed on Henry's number.

Alex waited for the call to be connected but he was connected to the voicemail instead. He wanted to leave his message but he chose not too and turn off his phone. He hated how Henry reacted sometime and when he is avoiding Alex like this. So instead of moping around, he went to shower and get himself ready for the day.

He knows where Henry was supposed to be but he decides not to see him right now afraid people might see them fights. But he is kind of worried that Henry is not responding to his text or his call so eventually he caved and went to the their base office here in Austin.

As he parked his car, he noticed he didn't see Henry's parked anywhere. He walked further into the building before he was greeted with one of the residents that work with them there. "Morning sir." He called and Alex smiled. "Mr Fox is not with you today?" He asked and he stoped in the middle of the steps turning his eyes towards him.

"What do you mean? I thought Henry is here." He says and the guy shrugs.

"Uhm, nope, he didn't come in yet. We were gonna ask him to sign something but I guess you are here, then you can help us." Alex sighed in worry, where the hell Henry is hiding right now. But he shook it off because he need to make sure their work run smoothly.

It was already passed five when Alex realized he needed to get home and start thinking about Henry. He had left dozens of missed calls and hundreds of text with possible death threats at him but he didn't reply to any of them.

He sighed as he walked into their home after he parked his car in the garage. He placed his keys in the bowl and threw his shoes by the corner. He walked barefooted to the kitchen and grabbed himself a cold beer. He uncapped the bottle and took a gulped and left it on the counter for later before he headed to his bedroom.

He pushed the door apart and turned on the light before he was startled by a figure next to the window that made him screamed. "Jesus! You fucking scare me asshole!" He yelled and Henry turned his gaze at him. "Where the fuck have you been?!" He asks and Henry turned his head back to the window. "Out." He mutters almost a whispered.

"Well good for you then leaving your duties to me and hang around to do nothing." Alex banter taking his suits off. He could hear Henry sighed as he kept his gaze towards the view outside, hugging his knees by the window seat that he loves to do when he needs space to think.

Alex took off his shirt after he finished with the button and threw them in the hamper leaving him in his pants. "Hen?" He called trying to get his attention. Henry hummed not bothered to turn his gaze at him. "Look, if you don't want kids then it's fine but don't shut me out like this. It's getting frustrating right now since you are the only person I can talk too in this house." He says and Henry just kept his position like a statute. "Might as well talking to the dogs better than talking to you." He rambles on.

"I can't Alex." He mumbles after few minutes of silenced and Alex retort. "Of course you can't but I'm not asking you to get pregnant." He said and Henry shook his head knowing Alex would use his humor in this.

"I can't have kids with you." He says again but this time a little louder. "Why the hell not? We're filthy rich! We both a good husband and I know a better father and we have a loving family to give a child love he or she would never dreamt off." He starts and Henry turned his body to face him, finally.

"I can't and please don't force this to happened." He said as he walked passed him and Alex grabbed him by his arm pulling him back. "Tell me one good reason why. Just one Henry." He can't help gripping Henry's arm a little harsh but he needed to know this.

"I said forget about this." Henry stern voice seethed through his teeth and he pulled back his arm from Alex gripped.

"NO! If you want me to forget then fucking tell me why you don't want kids Henry!" He said blocking him from getting his way. "TELL ME!" He screamed at his face as he pushed Henry's shoulder back.

"I CAN'T! Alright! I can't! I can't knowing that one day that kid is going to grow up and had to deal with grief! I can't knowing that kid will have to go through depression and anxiety his whole life because he lost his father, JUST LIKE I DID! I can't knowing I won't live long enough to see him get married or have kids like we intended too." Henry eyes are blazed with fire from his heart and soon replaced with tears soaking his face.

He pushed Alex by his shoulder and took a seat by their bed leaving him in shock, standing in the middle of their spacious bedroom. "Why didn't you tell me this?" He asked, feeling his voice breaks in ever sentences.

"That I was going to die sooner than you?" Henry replied and he scoffed, Alex shook his head before he stood before Henry leaving few feet apart. "No, that you have this thought." He says and Henry looked up to his husband with tears in his eyes as Alex hold his.

"I don't want to upset you." He whispered and Alex sighed. He took few steps forward and settled in between Henry's welcoming legs. He wrapped his arm around Henry's broad shoulder as he sat on his lap. He took Henry's chin and made him looked into his eyes.

"I told you. No matter what. We are in this together." He says and Henry sighed leaning his forehead together. "Whenever your head is a storm Hen, come back to me. I will be the ground remember?" He whispered as he could feel the tension in Henry's head slowly released. He exhaled as Alex wrapped his arm tighter closing in their hugs.

Henry nestled his head on Alex's chest as he listened to his heartbeat. "You are doing so well with your last check up and what happened three years ago, it's something that made us learned." Alex says and Henry tilted his head up to meet his eyes.

Alex took his head in his hand as he leaned closer, their nose touching together as he lingers his lips over him. "That life is too precious if we let it go by unnoticed. Every moments count. Even this." He leaned and sealed their lips together in a kiss and he could feel Henry surrendered to him.

Henry wrapped his arm around Alex's waist as he continued kissing him. Alex let his mouth opened and Henry took the chance and let his tongue slipped into him. Alex shifts in his seat and straddled Henry instead. He could feel him exhaled as he sat on his growing erection under his pants and Alex cursed his own pant gotten in a way.

He pushed Henry and it caught him by surprised but sat there eyeing Alex in front of him. Alex took off his pants and his boxers freeing his hard member as he pulled Henry shirt out and threw them back. He let his hand roamed Henry's chest before finding the elastic on his waistband as pulled them off his long legs.

He grabbed Henry's neck as he sat in between his hard member letting his own erection poking Henry on his hard abs.

"I want you to fuck me." Alex said and it made Henry's eyes widen in shock. "What?" He asked and Alex shut him up by kissing him again, hard. "I want you to fuck me till you forget about what you're worrying." He said and before Henry could register what he said, Alex took Henry's hand and sucked on his finger.

Henry stares at him with his mouth gaped apart as Alex took his two fingers and it felt warmth running through Alex's mouth. Henry could feel his finger runs Alex's tongue and he gagged when it went deeper. Henry was too stunned to say anything so he let Alex guide him.

Soon Alex brought Henry's wet fingers behind him and rested in between his entrance and ordered Henry to prep him. Henry didn't think twice before he pushed his wet finger into Alex entrance as he groaned in pain.

It wasn't usual to see Alex bottoming but once in a while, he let Henry fucks him and it has been a while since they did. Alex hold on Henry's like his life depended on it as he pushed his finger one, twice and few more times till he adjusted.

"Fuck me." He says as he gripped Henry's blonde hair and his head tilted back as he did. Henry pulled his finger out before guided his growing erection into Alex's entrance. He spat on his forefinger and lubricated his tip before pushing Alex down on his erection.

Alex groaned as he feel his inside being pushed into a growing tightness and he exhaled when the pain starts to become warm and it made him move.

Henry rested his hand on Alex waist as he ride him in his lap, feeling every movement is like fluid to him. That Alex body is like a statute they saw in V&A museum they sneaked in middle of the night. Feeling all the curves on his body as Henry pushed him deeper into oblivion.

It took Alex by surprised when Henry lifted him up and threw him on the bed. He bounced as he smirked at Henry sliding into his open leg and kissed him again. He wanted Henry to continue but instead, Henry flipped him on his stomach with just on hand and pulled him by his hips closing on their waist together.

He felt Henry slowly guiding his cock into him from behind and he moaned in pleasure as Henry continued. Alex felt Henry's hand glides towards his torso and he lifted Alex up to his chest as he kept thrusting into him. Slowly Henry run his hand down to Alex growing member and starts to stroke him.

He held Henry's wrist as he felt like his own hand stroking him and Henry's hand is softer and his gripped is more subtle than him. As Henry moaned in Alex ear, his hips kept smacking into Alex. His hand moves like it was made for this, it's synch like a song.

Alex could feel he was close to his end when Henry gripped turned stronger and sloppier, he took Henry's hair in his hand and gripped into his blonde hair. Henry loves when Alex does that and it brings him closer.

"Oh Christ! I'm coming." Henry says and Alex could feel him close too. "Me too." He whispered as he turned his head to the side and Henry kissed him.

Henry kept his last thrust into Alex like it was his lifeline and if he didn't succeed this, he was going to fall. He gripped Alex's cock hard as Alex came into his pale skin and Henry explodes into Alex while he bite into Alex shoulder.

They both pants catching their breaths as Alex fell on the bed with Henry behind him. They both laid in their filth trying to catch their breaths as Henry kept his arm around Alex and Alex laid against his chest. "That was fucking hot." Alex said and Henry couldn't agree more so instead he smiled nodding.

It's not all the time when they fuck each other raw with no condoms or lube but sex with Henry is never the same all the time. Sometimes it takes time with Henry and he needs literally everything to make him come. Every single touch that Alex made would bring him to his coming but sometimes on certain occasion, a raw, make up fights is all he need.

It was late by the time they finished their fourth making up sex and Alex was boneless on the floor and Henry by his side, panting. "Are you sure your heart can take this?" Alex asks and Henry smacked him on his chest before he pulled him on top of Alex.

"I love you Mr Fox-Claremont-Diaz." Alex says and Henry smiled before leaning towards his lips. "I love you more." Henry replied and their kiss might turned into another make out and before they knew it, they are asleep on the floor of their bedroom.

The talk about having kids was long forgotten and Alex never questioned Henry knowing how upset he would get about it. He knew now that if he forced Henry into having a kid, he would spent his life in resentment and he would hate himself for that.

A/N : One more chapter, I think, we'll see.