9

We made it back to Canada finally at 5 in the morning. Jason and I sleepy walk in the front door and up to our room. We didn't even change, we laid down and passed out.

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I woke up to someone shaking me, I woke up and looked at Hazel. I sat up and rubbed my eyes.

"Whats going on?" I ask her, still half asleep.

"I have to go, some emergency at home" she says fixing her bag on her shoulder. I nod and get up, going over to my purse. I grab $40 and gave it to her for her pay.

"Thank for watching her, I hope everything is ok" I tell her, she hugs me and walks down the steps and out of the house. I lay back on the bed and cuddle into Jason's side. He groans and moves around, he wakes up and wraps his arms around me.

"Hey baby" he says pulling me closer to him.

"Hey, what do you want to do today?" I ask him. He yawns and sits up.

"I have a job today" he says. I sigh and get out of bed, walking into the bathroom. After I do my thing, I walk back into the bedroom to see it empty. How, thanks for telling me you leaving.

I walk into Mel's room to see her already changed and dressed, Jason must have done it before he left. I picked her up and lightly hugged her.

"How about we go to the park" I say, I know she doesn't understand me but oh well. I take her him my room and lay her on middle of the bed, I put pillows around her, even though she can't roll I want her to be safe. I walk over to my closet and change into some skinny jeans and a nice yellow tank. I slipped on some flat and put my hair in a messy bun. I grabbed my purse and put Mel in her car seat. I grabbed the diaper bag and walk to car.

We arrive at the park and I get the stroller out of the back of the car. I put Mel in it and start walking over to the park, i sit on the picnic table and fed Mel. I put the little hood thing down so she wouldn't get to hot. Just then I hear someone yell my name, I look up to see two large men making their way to me. I cover Mel up with her blanket and walk to the car, hoping they will leave me alone.

But they didn't, I was right to my car when one of them grabbed my shoulder. I turn and kick him in the stomach, the other guy throws a punch at me, but I dodge it and grab my knife out of my pocket, what you always have to be safe. The second guy throws another punch, and it lands right on my face. I knee him in the stomach and stab him at the same time.

He drops just as the other one gets up, he runs to me. I hold my knife out and it lands right on his neck. He drops to the car, gasping for air. I hurry and put Mel in her seat and put the stroller back. They didn't touch her, thats good because if they did then I would have killed them 10 times. Im also lucky that no one else was at the park, or was walking around.

I was driving home, when I decide to stop at McDonalds, what I should celebrate, I just took out two HUGE men by my self with just a small pocket knife. I go through the drive through and order my food, I drive around and pay, they hand me my food and I'm on my way home, again.

I manage to get Mel's seat, with her in it, a purse, a huge overstuffed diaper bag, and a bag full of food in the house all by myself. Now remind you that I'm only 5'2 1/2 ( the half counts ;) ) and have very small hands. I walk into the living room and put everything down, I was about to eat my food when Mel starts to cry. I pick her up, she doesn't need a diaper change, and I just fed her, she is probably tired.

So I rocked her for a while, but she still cried. I picked up the diaper bag and a bottle fell out, she stopped crying when she saw the bottle. So I put it back, and she cried, brought it out, she stopped.

"OMG I just fed you at the park, you have been spending too much time with Chaz" I tell her. I laugh at myself, gezz its already been a long day.

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I was getting ready to make dinner when Jason walked trough the door. He walked over to Mel, who was in her little swing and picked her up and kissed her. I smiled as I cut the rest of the chicken.

"How was work?" I say wiping my hands on a towel. He shrugs and goes back to Mel, whatever I really don't want to deal with him, I have been through enough today and to make it worse, i have a huge ass bruise on my face from that guy.

"When dinners done bring it to me" Jason says putting Melanie down and walking into his office.

"Ok Mr. Dick" I say low enough so he can't hear me.

It takes about an hour for everything to be done, and when it is I fed Mel her bottle, which she sucks down in like two seconds. Yep, she has been spending to much time with Chaz.

I go into the kitchen and make Jason's plate. I grab a beer and walk into his office, he is working on his computer, not even looking at me when I walk through the door.

"Here's your food" I say. He looks at me then back to the computer.

"I'm going out with the guys tonight, so i'll eat with them" he tells me. I put my hand on my hip and was about to say something, but I only know that it will lead to a fight. I turn around and walk out.

"Hey, but I'll take the beer" he calls after me. I roll my eyes and walk back into his office, I drop the can on his desk and walk off. I put his plate on the counter and walk back into the living room and watch Mel swing in her swing.

"I'm leaving bye" Jason says. I roll my eyes and look at him.

"Your not even going to tell you daughter bye, or tell her you love her?" i ask him. He rolls his eyes and looks at me.

"She a baby, it's not like she understands what I'm saying" he says. I stand up and walk over to him.

"Look, you have been a grade A dick today and its ok to take it out on me, but not on Mel. She is a baby and didn't do anything to you to make you ack like that. We both had a crappy childhood, but I'm not letting my child go through that, so you can leave like you always do, or step up and be a father because I'm tired of being the only parent around here" I tell him. I don't know where all of this is coming from, I guess I have been holding it in for a while. Jason just stood there and looked at me in disbelief. He finally rolls his eyes and walks out the door, slamming it shut.

"Yea, go ahead and walk out on your kid, just like your dad did!!" I yell after him. Before I know it the door swings open and Jason grabs me by the neck, holding me against the wall.

"Don't you EVER bring up my dad again you hear me!" he yells in him face. I bring my knee up, hitting him in the stomach, he lets go of me and I push him away.

"Why, because you are to afraid you are going to turn into him? Well you already are" I say after a catch my breath. He stands up and punches me in the stomach, when I'm down he kicks me in the ribs. I grab his leg and pull him down, I jump on top him and punch him in the face, but he throws me off. He rises his hand to punch me when someone grabs his hand. I look to see Ryan holding Jason back. Maegan rushes over to my side and cleans the blood off my face.

"What the hell is going on here!?" Alfredo shouts, Jason and I still have eye contact, not breaking it for one minute.

"She was comparing me to my dad" Jason finally says. Ryan and Chaz pull him over to the couch and I sit in the chair. Chandler has taking Mel upstairs so she doesn't have to go through it again.

"Well maybe it you stuck around here for your wife and kid them i wouldn't have" I say. Maegan hands me an ice pack for my old/new bruises coming in.

"Maybe if you didn't nag all the time and look after me, then I wouldn't have to leave all the time" He yells back. What is this a therapy class?

"Me look after you? How about you look after me and your kid, because if you did then I wouldn't have gotten beat at the park today" I say. Everyone in the room goes quite, Jason's face falls from sadness, then back to anger.

"What, did they touch Melanie?" he asks standing up. Chaz and Ryan push him back down on the couch.

"No they didn't touch her, but I took one to the face. But you don't have to worry I took care of them" I say. Jason groans and runs his hands trough his hair.

"So you killed in front of my kid?" he finally asks. I laugh and roll my eyes at him.

"Your kid? She is a McCann, both of her parents are killers and in a gang, she is going to grow up in this. I hate to even think about my baby girl living in this shity life, but its going to happen" I say. I get out and walk into the kitchen to get a glass of water. I look at clock, it is only 8:48. Wow to think of all the things that have happen to me today and its not even 9pm.

I felt someone wrap there arms around me, I turn and look into Jason's soft carmel eyes. I want to pull away and kick him out of the house, but I was stuck looking in his eyes.

"I'm sorry, I know that I have said that a lot and you probably don't believe me, but I am. I should have never laid my hands on you, ever. I should have walked away, went upstairs and cooled off. Im sorry that I wasn't there for Mel and you today, I should be, I'm the husband and father and I need to protect you guys. I need to change, and I will." he pleads. He has said that he will change, but he has put his hands on me three times in the last two weeks.

"Jason, I can't forgive you and you keep hurting me and Melanie like that. You promised me that you would never hit me or anything and you have. You promised that you wouldn't run off when you are mad, and you do. I trust you, but everyday you are braking it more and more, along with my heart" i say almost in tears. A tear fall from Jason face, he gets down on his knees and holds my hands.

"Please i swear i'll change, i'll go on pills to come me down. I will do anything just one last chance, that all I ask you. Please Kelli, one more, I can't go a day without being with you or Mel, please" he begs. I looks down at him, then look away. God, what should I do, give me a sign or something!

"Yes" I words came out of my mouth without permission. I guess that's my sign. Jason hops up and hugs me and kisses me. He tells me that he will change, but I have heard it all before.

After Jason calms down, we walk into the living room to see it empty, i guess they left when we made up. We walk up stairs to find Mel asleep in her crib, thank you Chandler!

Jason and I walk into the bedroom, i strip of my blood clothes and climb into bed. Jason carefully pulls me into him, I wince at the pain from my ribs.

"I love you Kelli" Jason whispers in my ear.

"I love you to" I tell him. And I do love Jason, with all my heart, but I hate how easy I forgive him, after he beat me! I should have said no, but I didn't. Maybe we were meant to forgive each other, but this early? I lay asleep for hours just thinking about everything that happened today. Finally the pain gets to bad for me to stay awake, so I let my mussels relax and fall asleep.

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Ok so like What The What?!? Jason must be on his period or something (as @fan_girlin_life says)

So should Kelli have forgiven Jason that quickly?

What will their relationship be like after this?

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-Bella 💋