A/n: Ok so I'm going to mix it up some and do Jason POV for this chapter. Through out the whole story, both of them, I have only done Kelli's but I'm going to do Jason's today. Let me know if you like it like that!

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Jason's POV

I stand there with sweaty hands and a nervous pit in my stomach. I look at the wooden door that is closed in front of me, I lift my hand up to knock on the door but I just couldn't move. I shake my head and turn back round to see Kelli and Derek both looking at me with Mel laying her head on Derek's shoulder.

"I can't do this, I have to go I can't do this" I say shaking my head, walking past them only to have Kelli grab onto my arm.

"Jason you can do this and you will do this. There is nothing to be afraid of, you are going to go in there, meet your father and get your answers that you have always wanted. Ok, I'm going to be by your side the whole time, all of us ok" she says calmly while lightly rubbing my arm. I take a deep breath then nod, she gives me a smile and a light push toward the door.

I turn back and walk closer to the door, I take another deep breath in then let it out. Its time to be a big boy McCann, just man up and do it. Before I could stop myself, I lift my hand up, knocking on the door.

"One moment!" I hear a mans voice say from the other side of the door. Just then the door opens and a tall man appears in front of me.

"Can I help you?" he asks looking at me, i try to speak up but nothing comes out, just then I feel a warm hand slip into mine, I look to my right to see Kelli standing there giving me a sweet smile. I smile back and look up to the man.

"I'm Jason" I finally say, the man looks at me a second then brakes into a smile. He steps forward pulling me into a hug. At first I just stand there but then hug him back.

"It's great to finally meet you, Im Jeremy" he says pulling out of the hug, i smile. I can't believe this is happening, you would think I would be mad at him for leaving me and believing a lie for my whole life but I'm not mad. I'm freaking happy, I finally get to meet this man that gave me life. I feel like I found a big missing part of me.

"Come in, its freezing out" Jeremy says opening the door wider. I let Kelli and Derek go ahead of me, then follow them while closing the door behind me. I look up to see Melanie running over to me, I pick her up and kiss her on the cheek.

"Is dat gampa?" She asks me in her little baby voice. I laugh and look over at Jeremy who pulls Kelli into a friendly light hug.

"Yes sweetie it is" i say. She smiles and lays her head down on my shoulder.

"Derek my boy, great to see you again" Jeremy says pulling Derek into a hug. I walk over to Kelli and give her a small kiss on her temple. She smiles and pulls me into a side hug, I look over to see Jeremy smiling at us.

"Well let's sit down, don't want the pretty lady having to stand any longer" Jeremy says walking into the living room. We all follow and take a seat on the couch, I pull Kelli closer to me and pull Mel up on to my lap.

"So Jason, I bet you have some questions for me. So go ahead and ask away" Jeremy says sitting back further in his chair. I sigh and nod my head.

"So mom told me that you guys had to leave and go into hiding to stay alive, but Alex took me and ran off. He told me that you guys died and that we had to be in the gang to protect ourselves. But I guess my only question is why did it take so long for you to come around, I mean why didn't you come back when I was a teenager or something?" I say. You would think that I would have so many more questions to ask but this is all I really want to know.

"Well, I didn't want to come around because when we left Alex and I got into a fight. He told me that if we ever came back that he was going to tell you that we didn't want you guys and I couldn't bare for you to think that of us." Jeremy, or I guess I can say Dad said.

"So I believed that you and mom were dead, and that I was all alone when Alex died" I say. Dad looks down and sigh then runs his hands through his hair that was the same shade as mine.

"I didn't want you to believe that, I wanted to be there for you but I was scared that Alex would make you hate us. I didn't want to hide your brothers, mother or i from you, so when I found out that Alex was dead I tried contacting you but I couldn't find you" he says looking at Derek then back to me.

"How about we move on from that. I know that was I did was wrong and your mother knows that too but I just want to make up and get all the time I lost back" Dad says looking up at me. I look over at Kelli then down to Melanie, I give a small smile and nod.

"Great, now Jazzy and Jaxon are at school right now but I want you to meet them when they get back" Dad says smiling. I almost forgot about them, they are my little brother and sister.

"I would love to meet them, we all would and I'm sure that Melanie would like to have another girl to play with before Sophia comes" Kelli speaks up while ticking Mel's tummy, which makes her give a small squeal. We all smile and I give her a kiss on her cheek.

"I would love to have all my kids here, it's too back that you never got to meet Justin before be passed" Dad says shaking his head. I look over at Kelli then back to my dad.

"We did meet him, he was in our gang before, well you know" I say. Dad looks over at me then to Kelli then back to me.

"Really?!? That's great! Although it's to bad he is gone now" Dad says. I feel Kelli's grip tighten on my hand, I look over to see her looking down at her feet.

"Babe are you ok?" I ask rubbing her back. She sighs and shakes her head.

"Umm well.." She starts but soon stops.

"Well what?" Derek asks from the other side of me. I watch as Kelli takes a deep breath then slowly lets it out as her eyes close.

"Justin isn't dead"

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Ohh man! Ok so how did you like the Jason POV? Should it happen more or nah?

Anyway I have put some though into my
Last A/N update and there will be a book 3!!! And I have a perfect way to end this book! Let's just says it's going to end with a bang;)

If you have names for the third book I would love to hear them! And don't worry both Justin and Alex will be coming into play very soon!

Thanks for reading
-Bella 💋