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A/n thanks to @fan_girlin_life and @maegangallegos22 for giving me the ideas on the last chapter. I took both of them and mixed them haha

I wiped off all of the food from Mel's face, I was trying to feed her but she just wanted to play instead. I carry her into the hotel bathroom and give her a bath.

After she was done, I dressed her and put her down for her midday nap. Once she was out for sure, I walked into the mini kitchen and got a bottle of water. Just then, my phone started to ring, I picked it up and saw it was Jason. I haven't talked to him since I left, but I have to grow up and do it.

"Hello" I answer the phone after the fifth ring.

"Baby, I'm so sorry. Please believe me, I never wanted to hurt you and if you take me back, I will stop all the drinking and smoking, all of the parties and clubs. Please baby I miss you and I need you and Mel in my life" Jason says from the other line. He sounds like he is about to cry any moment now, I take a deep breath in, then answer.

"Jason, I love you, I really do but I can't have you pushing me and hitting me all of the time. If Mel grows up and sees that, then I will fail as a mom." I say almost in tears as well.

"Kelli I swear I will be better please." He begs. I lay down on the couch and shake my head.

"I'v heard that all before and everything time I fall for it, you end up hurting me more. I'm sorry" I say before hanging up. Tears rush down my face, I hate not being with him, but it is hard to thrust him because of all of the shit he put me through.

I lay there on the hours for a couple of hours just thinking, but Melanie finally woke up. I went in and got her and changed here diaper. After that I fed her and we watched TV together.

About two hours later there was a knock on the door. I put Mel down on the floor, she is starting to crawl so its ok. I answer the door to see my father standing there, I let him in and lead him to the couch.

"Hello Kelli, and Melanie" he says while he picks up Mel and tickles her, she laughs then he puts her back down.

"So have you thought about our offer yet?" I know what he means, the gang. But the truth is, I haven't thought about it, I have only thought about Jason and the new baby.

"No" I shake my head. He sighs then leans back on the couch.

"Well, I understand if you are scared because this is the biggest gang in Texas but you have to think about all of the good from it. All the money and big houses and all of that stuff" he says trying to convince me. I just look at him then say.

"There is no good with being in a gang. You kill people, you can't have a social life because people will recognize you. Also there are people that want to kill you and your family, and I'm responsible for any deaths in the gang and that sucks" I tell him. Tears threaten to come out, but I have to be the strong Kelli right now.

"I know it is, but you need to really think about it. Your mother and I are getting too old for this life and you are our only hope" he begs.

"Even if I say yes, I still have to talk to Jason about it. He won't want to leave his life up there and move here." I say, I know Jason and he most likely won't want to do it. Dad nods then stands up, I follow him to the door.

"Then you better call him, and make things right, you may hate him, but think about Mel. Plus deep down he is a great guy, its just really deep down there" he says before walking out. How does he know whats going on? I sigh because he is right, I have only been thinking of me and not Mel or the new baby. I do need to make thins right, but when?

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I step off of the plane and the cool air hits my face, I'm home after a week of the hot sun in Texas. I came home because Mel is missing Jason, and so am I. Plus, I need to tell Jason and the gang about everything, I haven't made up my mind yet but I still need to talk to Jason.

After driving for an hour I pull into the drive way, Jason's car is here. I walk around to Mel's side and get her out, along with the diaper bag. I left all of the other stuff in there, but I'll get it later. I walk into the house, expecting a mess but it was spotless, the floor was scrubbed. The pictures dusted, windows shining and even the door mat was clean.

I walk into the living room to see Jason pacing back and forth, when he sees me he stops and runs over to me. I know I shouldn't have, but I hugged him back with my one arm, the other still holding Mel's carrier.

"Baby iv missed you so much. I'm so sorry I will never do that again and if I do you can leave and never come back" Jason says all in one breath. I smile into his shoulder, the strong Kelli came down and the forgiving Kelli came out.

"I missed you too, god I have so much to tell you" I say pulling back. When I do, Jason bends over and gets Mel out of her seat and throws her in the air a couple of times. She giggles each time she goes up, I walk into the clean living room and sat down on the couch.

"So you like my cleaning skills?" Jason asks coming into the room. I laugh and nod, he sits next to me with Melanie on his lap.

"Why couldn't you do this when I'm home?" I ask jokingly. He laughs then looks at Mel, playing with her hands.

"I will from now on, so what did you want to tell me?" He ask me while he puts Mel down and she crawls off to her toys that was in the conner of the room. I take a deep breath in and think of how I'm going to say it, so many questions run through my head. I look into his eyes and speak up

"I'm pregnant" I say with a small smile. Jason freezes and doesn't say anything, oh god this isn't good. He stands up and walks out the front door, I run after him but he slams the door in my face. Before I could open it, I hear him yell.

"YESSS IM GOING TO BE A DAD AGAIN!!!!!!" I laugh with tears coming to my eyes. The door opens and he runs in and hugs me, lifting me off of the ground, spinning me around.

" oh my god I'm so happy" he says before kissing me. I smile, cry, and laugh at the same time. He finally pulls away and leads me to the couch, he sits down them pulls me on to it lap.

"So what was the other thing you wanted to tell me?" He asks rubbing my stomach. Shit, I forgot about the gang. I look at him then sigh, I haven't even made my mind up about it so how am I going to ask Jason about it?

I take a deep breath then began talking, whats the worse that can happen?

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Ohhhh. Sorry I haven't updated in a while.

I need ideas or I won't update!!

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