two and half weeks later

these last two and half weeks have been something Justin and I have been training more at home with Matt and the twins joining us. you now we should take some time away from our training we don't want to be to tiered for our vacation I say to Justin as I flip him on his back. Justin- your right I don't want to be to source to in joy it I say as pick up at training spear. Clara- really I say as I pick up a training spear to deflate his attack  do you want to talk about what has you trussing and turning at nights I ask him. Justin- no I say as I hit her with the training spear I see the look in her eyes she will have me in the defense for at. Clara- after Justin hit me he in for it now I say to my self after knocking him out of the ring at we have in the backyard I look over to see Sarah and Grant as well as Lily watching us so what do you guys think I ask them. Grant- mommy you rocked I say. Sarah- yay I say as I hold Lily. Justin- what about me I ask them. Grant- you ware some what good. Clara- if your done I'm going to go get a shower and then go pick Matt up and then go for a run. Justin- you just want to see her don't you I ask her. Clara- I do Lindsay she has trouble sleeping you now how long it took me to have a good night sleep. Justin- I now how long it took you but you save her before it got wearies I say to her. Clara- your right. Justin- just remember you have two little girls here you don't want them thinking at you favorer someone ales Sarah has been asking why you spending time with Cora. Clara- I'll  spend sometime time with her wale ware on our vacation I say to him, as I pull up to Lindsay and Patrick places I cant stop thinking about what happened to her. 

                                        Flashback 

                                               one week ago 

Clara- you sure you don't want to come with us. Justin- you now I don't want to go I have all ready seen his body. Clara- I now you seen it so have I but the people at I saved want me there and it would be good for Matt to see his other sibling I say to him and beside we will be staying with my parents place. Justin- have they got rid of your old matrass I ask her. Clara- they have Jay made sure about at he even sent me a picture of him taking it out and putting in a bed so I have some ware to sleep and they got a crib for Lily I say to him as I give him a kiss so what should I tell them. Justin- you now I have work to do and at an order for you to have some time with them the twins are staying with me. Clara- all right I say as I put Lily in her booster seat I'll call wane we get there and we can talk in the evening I say to him. Justin- your right kids come say bye to your mother. Grant and Sarah- bye mommy we say as we hug her why do you have to go. Clara- uncle Jay asked me I now you two want to go and see your grandparents but you two have to keep an eye on your dad for me wale I'm gone I say to them, after driving for a good bit I see some of the pack warriors of my old pack as I slow down I roll down the window as I go to say who I am and why I'm here they tell me to go on as I pull in to the drive way to my parent house. Mr. Martin- I here a car pull up as I look out the window and see at it Clara and Matt hon there here I say to her as I walk outside Clara sweetie how are you and ware is Justin and the twins I ask her. Clara- Justin had pack work and why the twins ant here is Justin thinks at with them here I would have no time for my self I say to him. Mr. Martin- wale next time you come do bring them I say as I take there suitcase as we walk in she brought Matt and Lily I say to her so what room is Lily going to be staying in I ask Clara as I take there suitcase to the gust room. Clara- she is staying with me in my old room as I walk in whoa I say as I walk in. Mr. Martin- ya Jay told us at we should get rid of your old matrass we figured after you had the twins at you would visit us and then Roger escaped and you ware afraid at he would attack you guys on your way here. Mrs. Martin- so Clara how do you like it I now you should have had a room like this growing up I hope this can make up for at. Clara- it is I say as I hand Lily to her so I can get her crib and take Matt suitcase and take it to the room at he will be staying in after putting his suitcase in the gust room mom can you take Lily I told Justin at I would call wane we got here. Mrs. Martin- sure I say as she hands lily to me oh your brother wants to see you. Justin- alright you two I say as I give them there lunch as I go to sat down my phone goes off I look down and see at it Clara as I answer it hello love. Clara- well hello to you we made it so what are you three doing. Justin- well we just sat down for some lunch I say to her to you two want to talk you your mom I ask them. Clara- I move my phone away from my ear so the twins cheering  doesn't hurt my ears after listening to them arguing over who going first Justin tell them to guesses a number between 1 and 10 and who ever the closest goes first after Grant guesses the right number. Grant- mommy I miss you already I say to her. Clara- mommy miss you too I say to him now put your sister on. Sarah- after Grant hands me dads phone mommy I miss as well I say to her. Clara- I now I miss you as well so what are you three having for lunch I ask her. Sarah- grilled cheese sandwich's. Clara- at sounds good I'll let you three get back to eating I say as I hang up after getting off the phone I walk in to the kitchen to see my mom feeding Lily as I go to sat down well the twins miss me I say to her so what's for lunch I ask. Mrs. Martin- well just before you guys arrived I made some sandwich's there in the fringe I say to her as I feed Lily so they miss you  just an joy the time away from them even if it's for three days. Clara- has Matt eaten yet. Mrs. Martin- he has he outback with your dad Heather mind link me and told me at there coming over for dinner to night. Clara- at sounds good after eating I put Lily down for her nap as me and Matt make our way to the Packhouse I wonder what Jay want to see me for as we get to his office I knock. Jay-as I finish some work I hear a knock at my door come in I say to who ever there. Clara- hey jay we made it I say as we walk in so what did you need to see me about I ask him. Jay- how do I say this but I now you can never forget this but do you remember at day wane Roger raped you at the school. Clara- I never will forget at day because seven months later it lead to Matt and one of the most happies days in my life but way do you ask. Jay- well after I took over I want to the school and hade the custodian's remove the desk I have been waiting for you to come visit because I now you to destroy it am I right. Clara- at desk repaints the worst day in my life so yes I would like to destroy it. Jay- well it a good thing because to night you going to do just at with way do you want to destroy it with a sledgehammer or by fire I ask her. Clara- both I say to him. Jay- I now you would also there are some people who would like to thank you for killing Roger. Clara- as we walk in the dinning hall everyone at we saved four years ago as we make our way to the stage as we get on the stage they all start clapping and stay at I'm a hero my wolf fells very proud at that after they stop clapping they shack my hand as they go to leave I see Matt over by one of his other siblings as I walk over to them so are you having fun with you half-sister I ask him at wane I see his eye pitch black his Alpha side is in control I remember what Alpha Derek told me what to do wane at happens Matt you have to get control right now. Matt- after getting control thanks mom but look at Cora I say to her. Clara- I look at Cora and see why he oh my I say who did this to you I ask her. Cora- I look up to her it was my mother I say to her just as my mom comes up. Cora mother- there you are what have I told you I say as I grab her arm. Clara- let her go now I say to her. Cora mother- oh look if it isn't the Rouge killer ware is your mate not here I guesses well mine want even look at me scene he found out about this little runt just so you now not all of us get a mate like yours's I was hoping to leave her with my parent but they just had to die so now I am stuck with her I say as I go to hit her. Clara- I see her go to hit her own daughter at is wane I up at her don't you ever call her a runt I say as i hit her. Matt- uncle Jay I yell for him. Jay- I hear Matt yelling for me at wane I see Clara hitting someone I rush over and pull her off the person she is hitting what is going on over here I ask them. Clara- Jay look at her I say as I point to Cora her own mother has been hitting her just because her mate want look at her. Jay- I look over the child and see what Clara is saying is true everyone my office now as we walk in to my office I tell them to take a sat now tell me what you have been doing to at little girl I ask her. Cora mother- well it started the day she was born it was the same day I met my mate he told me at he would have nothing to do with me or her as long as she was around I say to them and wane Roger kidnapped us I hoped he would take her so I can be with my mate and then your sister the pack Runt had to free us all I say with disgust and take him in to custody then there was the trial my mate came and left after I testified he told me later if I got rid of her he would forgive everything and so for the past four years I tried to get my parent to take her and then they died now I'm stuck with her and it is all your fault Clara Allen I say as I spit at her. Jay- you now there are other ways you didn't have to beat her and stuff. Cora mother- and who would want a bastard child I say to them as I look over at Clara not all of us have mate at will accept a nether wolf pup. Matt- stop being mean to my mom is say to the woman is being mean to my mother and half-sister. Cora mother- shout it runt your just like your mother weak I say to him. Clara- don't you ever speak to him like at I say as I slam her agent the wall. Jay- will everybody stand down I shout after they stand down I have this paper if you just sign it I'm sure someone will take her. Cora mother- so all I have to do is sign this paper and she is no longer mine ware to I sign I ask him. Jay- right on the bottom line but someone has to take custody of her or I will have to call pack services I ask them. Cora mother- she is no longer my responsible I say as I walk out of his office. Jay- Clara I would ask you if you and Justin could take her in but I now you both don't have the room for her so can you think of anyone. Clara- there mite be someone I say as Heather walk in. Jay- we cant take her I say as Heather comes over next to me. Heather- I thing I now who Clara is talking about don't you I ask her. Clara- I sure do I say as I look over at Cora and see the sad look on her faces as I walk over to her and hug her there is someone who would love to have you a friend of mine and Heather she wanted a girl but got two little boys how would love to have you  I say to her. Cora- really I ask her she would love me. Clara- she sure would I look up at Heather can you call her and set it up. Heather- I can you go take care of her after they leave I pull out my phone and call Lindsay  after she picked up hey there is something I would like to ask you there is a little girl just a year younger than Matt her mother has been hurting her and she just signed away her rights and we need someone to take custody of her. Lindsay- oh my let me ask Patrick hey Patrick there is a girl just a year younger then Matt how need someone can we I ask him. Patrick- we sure can but do we need to come and get her I ask. Lindsay- I'll ask do we need to come and get her I ask. Heather- Clara can bring her she with her right now will send you the papers to sign after getting off the phone so did you ask her about the desk. Jay- I did it's both I say to her  now if you two will excuse me I have some papers to send. Clara- as we make our way back to my parents house as we walk in mom before you say it this is Matt other sister and her mother has been abusing her Jay is having someone bring her stuff here I say to her now Cora come with me I say to her is Lily up yet I ask. Mr. Martin- here she is she just woke up. Clara- how mommy little baby I ask her. Mr. Martin- do you want her and who is this I ask. Clara- no and this is Cora who I'm going to check over to make sure she doesn't have any broken bones I say to them, as we get to the bathroom Cora sweetie I need to check you over just let me now if it hurts alright. Cora- alright  as she checks me over a hurts I say as she checks my arm. Clara- ok I make a mantle note for wane we get home to make her an appointment with dr Jorden as I check the rest of her I find more bruises why don't you go play with your brother I have call to make as we walk out I see my mom standing in the door way. Mrs. Martin- how bad is it I ask her. Clara- she is lucky to be alive she is going to a lot off help I just hope we can give it to her I say as I cry on her shoulder. Mrs. Martin- there there I say as I pat her back I'll keep an eye on them go and call Justin he should now what's going on I say to her. Clara- thanks mom as I walk in to my room I take out my phone and call him, as he picks up hey there something I have to tell you. Justin- as I get some work done I see at I have a call from Clara after answer she tells me what happened how are you taking it I ask her. Clara- not well, thank you I say to him for not turning your back on me and Matt all those years ago. Justin- Clara you never have to thank me for at I loved you from the moment at I walked in to your hospital room how is she. Clara- just like I was but not as worst, you should take the twin and get the some to make some smores I now at what ware doing you remember the desk at Roger. Justin- yes what about it. Clara- well Jay had the desk removed and to night I'm going to brake it and set it on fire and as it burn ware going to make some smores I say to him. Justin- sorry I couldn't be there for this moment we will skycap you later now go I say to her. Clara- as I walk out to the living room so has her stuff arrived I ask. Mr. Martin- they have I say as I hand them to her. Clara- as I go throw it mom I shout . Mrs. Martin- what is it Clara I ask as rush in to her room. Clara- look at these clothes I was looking for something for tomorrow she cant wear these is say to her. Mrs. Martin- heather is on her way over you two can go and get her some new clothes Is ay to her. Clara- I'll take Lily with us. Mrs. Martin- you sure Heather is bringing Oscar you now he enjoy playing with Lily. Clara- I now  but after what happened so far today I just need to have her around me I say as we hear a knock at the door. Mrs. Martin- at most be Heather and Oscar I say as I open the door. Clara- hey Heather do you want to go shopping, I have never have been one for shopping I remember wane Jackie and Thea took me shopping after I got out of the pack hospital after following them for a bit I want on my way it took them an hour till they found me in front of a baby store. Heather- oh Clara I have been waiting to do this for a long time scenes we did some shopping. Clara- I put my hands up we going shopping for Cora I say to her and what did Lindsay say I ask her. Heather- she said yes Jay has sent the papers so Cora how does it fell to now at you will have a new mom and a dad as well as two young brothers. Cora- I have a new mom I say with a smile on my face. Clara- yes is Lindsay and Patrick coming to get her. Heather- well we figured you would take they need time to get her room ready so are we going shopping or what. Clara- we are Cora your coming with us Matt stay here and play with your cousin come on Lily I say as I pick her up as we get to my car Heather do you mind driving I have some stuff to do on my phone. Heather- sure I say to her. Clara- after we get in I take out my phone and text Anna if she can do a home visit and check Cora out I get a response form her saying she can do it after get to a Walmart we head to the clothing section after getting Cora new clothes hey Heather lets get some stuff to make smores I say to her. Heather- you sure I ask her. Clara- I'm burning at desk tonight so wale it burning we can make some smores. Heather- at sound great why didn't we think about. Clara-  Justin and the twins are going to be making some as well after paying for everything we hade back to my parents house as we get there I hand Cora her new clothes see you later I say to Heather as her and Oscar leave, as we wait for Jay and Heather to get here as they show up I see it all comes back to me  all I want to do right now is cry but I now Justin and the kids want let me I say to my self as I pick up the sledgehammer and let lose all of the anger out on it as it lays there in pieces Jay come over and purr the gas over it I light the matches and watch it go up in flames. Jay- as Clara set it on fire I walk up to her it may have been your worst day but it led to you finding your mate and having four wonderfully pups I say to her. Clara- your right I say to him now let roost some smores I say to everyone after eat are smores and putting out the fire as I put Lily down for the night I hear a knock at the door come in I say to who ever it is. Cora- as I walk in Mrs. Allen can I sleep with you I ask her. Clara- what wrong with the cot my dad brought up. Cora- nothing I'm just scared. Clara- you can I say to her, after three day away ware heading home I look in the mirror and see Cora playing with Lily as we pull in to the driveway I see Justin and the twins waiting for us as well as Lindsay and Anna as we get out Cora this is your new mom I say to her as we walk up to Lindsay. Cora- are you my new mom I ask. Lindsay- I am I say to her as I hug her. Clara- Cora this is Dr. Jorden I say to her she is going to give you a check over. Dr. Jorden- hi Cora I say to her after giving her a check up I wright up a list of medicines for her. Justin- after everyone leaves how was it. Clara- it was alright the services was what you would think all of them spat at him as they want by I say to him. Justin- there still finding pieces of him out in at clearing. Clara- well Athena did rip a lot out.

                                              end of flashback

Clara- I'm brought out of my thoughts to Cora running up to my car. Cora- Mrs. Allen I missed you as I run up to her car. Clara- how are you doing Cora I ask her and it Clara I say to her. Cora- sorry Clara it been great. Clara- at good to hear how are your bruise healing. Cora- they healing. Clara- at good to hear now ware your big brother I ask her. Cora- he inside he helping Lindsay there making cookies. Clara- as we walk inside I smell something great I say. Lindsay- well I asked Cora if she wanted to help she said she didn't now how to so Matt afforded to help  you now someday you have to teach me how to cook so good. Clara- hale about this after we get back I'll teach you and Cora how the cook I say as I swipe a cookie you ready to go I ask. Matt- I am as we get in her car how has training today. Clara- it was great I beat your dad and we both agreed to hold off on our training till after we come back from vacation so how has it spending time with your sister. Matt- it was fun how did you like the cookies at I made I ask. Clara- they ware good I say to him after getting home I'm going for a run after changing in to my wolf we do a couple laps around the pack as we get home Justin has the backdoor just cracked to ware we can get it open by our self as I head up the stairs just as I get to the top I see Sarah and Grant coming at me, I guesses they want to play ware to tired to play at wane I hear Matt tell them at ware tried as I walk in to mine an Justin room and close the door I let the change follow over at wane I see Justin come out of the bathroom. Justin- as I walk out of the bathroom I see Clara standing there my bad I say a I throw her a towel I didn't think you would be back so soon. Clara- well I normally I would but seeing as we are going on our first vacation in two days I say as I wrap my arms around him. Justin- so how was your run I ask her. Clara- it was good I passed some of your new warriors they put on a show I think they ware hoping at by showing how strong they ware at I would tell you to let up on there training, watching them train it reminded me of the first time you intruders me to them. Justin- I'll have them training herded and I do it was just a month after we met you ware starting to show I had one of them go and get you a chair so you could watch us train. Clara- at was also the first time Matt kick as well you got tackled I say as I laugh. Justin- hey if memory serves I was doing well up till you shouted for me. Clara- at not how I remember it. Justin- as I pull her close wane I got over to you and put out my hand to fell he started kicking up a storm but I still loved him. Clara- I think he was trying to show you at he loves you now if you excuse me I have to get dressed I say as I go over to the closet and put on a nice light purple dress as I walk out so do you like it I say to him, you now after I started to show some people ware talking saying at Matt was yours and saying other stuff. Justin- I love it, I heard it too some said at he wasn't mine as well as call you some names I had to beat them for saying at about you. Clara- Justin you shouldn't have I say to him. Justin- what I wasn't going to let them say at about my beautify mate I say as I kiss her forehead now what do you want for dinner. Clara- how about some stir-fry and some porkchops as well as some mash potatoes I say to him. Justin- at sounds good to me I have some work to do. Clara- good I'll ask Sarah if she would like to help me by the way ware Lily I ask him. Justin- after you left I put her down for a nap she should be up by now. Clara- as I walk in to Lily room how mommy little angel I ask as I pick her up and see the smile on her faces do you want to watch mommy and Sarah make dinner I hear her say mama I'll take at as a yes, as we make our way down stairs I see the twins Sarah do you want to help mommy make dinner. Sarah- I sure do mommy I say as I get up and follow her in to the kitchen. Clara- after putting Lily in her highchair I turn to Sarah and see the look on her faces as we get the pans and frying pan out as I pall the potatoes and put them in the pot you can mash them I say to Sarah as I start on the stir-fry and the porkchops as I put the porkchops on to cook I get the stuff need it to make some stir-fry I look over and see at Sarah is doing well I'm proud of you I say to her just wait till we get back I'll teach you and Lindsay as well as Cora how to make some good treats I say to her. Sarah- wow thanks mommy. Clara- after finishing making dinner go wash your hand and tell your brothers as well I say her as I make my way to Justin offices dinner ready I say to him as he comes out you should be proud of your daughter she has what it takes I say to him as we walk in to the kitchen I fix the twins there plats as well as cut up there food as Justin puts Lily in to her highchair wale Matt fix's his own plat as I sat down I'll feed her I say to Justin get your own. Justin- you sure I say as I fix my own plat as I sat down here I say as I hand Clara Lily plat I didn't put to much on it I say to her. Clara- at good I say to him it about time we start her on solids food I say to him if you eat all your food Lily how about a small bowl of ice-cream as I say at I see a smile on her faces as well a little cheer I see the look on Grant and Sarah faces you too as well I say to them. Justin- what about me I ask. Clara- you can get your own I say as I feed Lily her dinner. Justin- after we get done eating dinner I put our plats in the dishwasher as I get the ice-cream out as I finish making our bowls of ice-cream I hand the twins there bowls. Sarah and Grant- can we eat our ice-cream in the living room we ask. Clara- you sure can as long as Matt is there as well I say as Justin hand's ma Lily bowl as I feed her after feeding her I take the bowl and put it in the dishwasher and start on cleaning up the kitchen as I finish putting everything away I let Lily out of her highchair and put her in her pack and play, I go to Justin's office as I walk  in I see he going over some last minute work I'm going out tomorrow to do some personally shopping I say to him. Justin- alright I say as I look up are you taking the kids with you. Clara- no I cant take them with me to ware I'm going there not a loud I say to him so you will have to watch them. Justin- so ware is this place at they cant go I ask. Clara- well lets just say I want to get something just for you eyes only. Justin- oh now I now what your talking about I hope I get to see it wale ware on vacation I say as I wrap my hands around her waist. Clara- you will we just have to drop the kids off at the hotel day-care first I say as someone knock on the door as I see at it Matt what do you want I ask him. Matt- as I walk in am I a mistake I ask them. Clara- Matt sweetheart your not a mistake and ware did this come from. Matt- it what Cora mom said. Clara- don't listen to what she says now come here I say as I set down on the couch. Justin- matt your the reason why she trains so hard. Matt- is at true I ask. Justin- it is just a week after you ware born she was doing the pack obstacle course during a downpour was because she wanted you to look up at her and see someone who is strong not weak I say to him she wanted you to be proud of her. Matt- I am I love you mom. Clara- I now you do, it wasn't an easy ride from the moment I fond out at I was having you I now people would talk about it. Justin- and some of it wasn't good some people said stuff at made me mad the other I took. Clara- someone told the how school at I was easy and at Justin was just staying he was my mate because he felt sorry for me. Justin- then there was the day wane those two guy took you to the section of the school at was under going some repairs your aunt Thea followed them wane she seen what they ware trying to do she want off on them it took me and three teachers to break it up I seen your mom huddled next to some lockers with her hand over her stomach. Clara- a then there was the day ware it all came to ahead someone shouted at I made everything up I was so mad I got up on the table. Justin- at five and half months she stood there and told the hole school at what they have been hearing was wrong I told them the trues after at they stopped, unlike Cora mom yours's cared more for you she put you first and then her wants there was the time wane we ware first going to mark each other just as we got the my mom called and said at you had a fever I put the car in revers after I got off the phone with Doctor Jorden and got your mediacies I grabbed your mom something to eat scenes I now she would not leave your side wane I got back to the Packhouse I rushed up the stairs and gave you both what you need it and I stayed with you both. Clara- and then there was your first birthday wane we showed you Justin wolf. Justin- this is true I have fought rouges but at day I was scared at you would not accept me as your father as I walked out and your mother put you down you started to walk away you started to walk off the deck you missed at first step but I stopped you from falling off as I put you down you hugged me I was never so proud. Clara- so you see Matt you never ware a mistake what Cora mother said is not true, you have always been very protective of me and then your siblings now go get ready for bed after he leave you never told me at you listened in all those years ago. Justin- I figured you now so do you want to give the twins a bath or put Lily to bed I ask her. Clara-well seeing as I gave the twins there bath last night and at you lost to day I'll put Lily to bed and then start packing I say as I out of his office and pick Lily up how ready for bed I ask her to with a laughter from her after changing her diaper and putting her down for the night  I pull out a suitcase and fill it with a lest two weeks of clothes for her  wale the twins get there bath I go and pack there suitcase as I get done I see Justin come out of the hall bathroom I thought you ware going to give them a bath not you I say as I laugh. Justin- don't start it and I did they just wanted to slash me so is Lily asleep I ask her. Clara- she is and her suitcase is packed with at lest two weeks wart of clothes and diapers and the twins are packed as well. Justin- ware going for a week not two. Clara- you forget she not a year old yet so the exacter clothes is need it I'll finish packing tomorrow after I get back from doing my shopping I'll get some snacks for the road I say to him. Justin- as we walk in to our room so what time do you want to get up for our vacation I ask her. Clara- well we have to get the twins and Lily to in to the van. Justin- well we can leave Lily in her pajamas and we can set out the twins clothes the night before so wane the get up they can change and then we take them and put them in the vehicle you now matt want be a problem. Clara- your right so around 4:30 I say. Justin- at sounds like a good time to be on the road.

Clara- I roll over and hit the alarm on my phone I then roll over it time I say as I  throw the covers off. Justin- I'm up I say to her. Clara- after getting dressed I'll change Lily diaper and then wake Sarah you wake Grant and Matt and make sure there dressed I say to him. Justin- yes dear I say as I follow her out of our room as I walk in to Grant room son it time to get up. Grant- alright dad I say as I get up. Justin- don't forget to get dressed I say as I walk out as I walk in to Matt room I see at he is up wane did you get up. Matt- I heard mom phone go off so I got up and got dressed I say to him. Justin- well go wait down stairs. Clara- as I walk in to Lily room I see she is still asleep I see at she needs a quick change after changing her diaper we go to Sarah room sweetie it time to get up. Sarah- five more minutes. Clara- you can sleep on the way there I say to her as she gets up I hand her clothes to her as I walk out of her room I see Grant and Matt walking out of there's Grant use the bathroom in mine and your dads room, Matt the downstairs bathroom and Sarah I say to her as she come out of her room use the hall bathroom as I walk down stairs I see Justin waiting there using the bathroom I'll take Lily out and put her in her car seat don't forget my bag I say to him. Justin- as Sarah and Grant come down the stairs go to the van I say to them your mom already out there. Clara- just as I finish putting Lily in her car seat I see Sarah and Grant come out with a look at says they wat to go back to sleep I tell them there in the back after they get in and buckled I hand them both a blanket now go back to sleep I tell them. Justin- as I get the bag at Clara told me not to forget I see Matt come from the hall bathroom come on I say to him as we walk out I lock the door I see Clara get out of the back of the van. Clara- did you remember the cooler I ask him. Justin- crap I forget to grab it I'll be back I say as I rush back inside to grab it as I come back out with it ware do you want it. Clara- between Matt and Lily I say to him after he put it close to us did you get my bag I ask him. Justin- I did I say as I hold it up. Clara- put it in the back with the rest Is ay as I get in. Justin- after putting her bag in the back I get in the driver seat go back to sleep I'll wake you in two hours. Clara- go then I'll take over and drive the rest of the way I sat as I close my eye's. Justin-as we leave the pack for our vacation I turn on the radio but down to ware it want wake everyone after driving for two and half hour I look in the rearview mirror and see at there all still asleep I can help thinking at nine years ago I met Clara and had a family with her and now ware going on our first family vacation, I hear Clara moan letting me now at she waking up. Clara- I wake up and see at I have been asleep for two and half hours why didn't you wake me. Justin- you looked so peacefully wane you sleep I say as I pull in to a truck stop as I pull to a stop time to wake up I say to them you now they ware so peacefully want the ware asleep. Clara- I now they are as I get out I'll give Lily and change was well as get her dressed I say as I pick up her diaper bag and take Sarah so we can use the bathroom come on I say to her as she rubs her eyes. Justin- and I'll take the boys and get use for breakfast I say to her after we use the bathroom I see they have some donuts how would you guys like some donuts. Matt and Grant- can we we say. Justin- after paying for the two boxes of donuts as well as getting me and Clara some coffee we head back to the van and wait for them to get back. Clara- after changing Lily diaper and changing her out of her pajamas and in to her day clothes Sarah hold you sister wale I use the restroom after washing our hands we make our way back to the van as we get there I see Justin holding up two boxes and a cup of coffee as I put Lily back in to her car seat so did you get it just like I like it and what in the boxes I ask as I get in. Justin- yes I say as I hand her cup of coffee and I got us some donuts I say as I hand the one box to Matt and tell him to share with his siblings and to get lily one of her fruit packs and this one is for us I say to her. Clara-thank you you have to be tried I say as I take a bit of my donut. Justin- just a little I say as I eat my donut after I get done you can drive for a bit. Clara- after we get done eating alright my turn I say as I get out and make my way to the driver side. Justin- after changing seats with Clara wake me wane we get there I say as I close my eyes. Clara- after Justin goes to sleep Matt let me now if Lily needs a change I say as I pull on to the highway after driving for a bit I don't need enhanced scent to tell me at Lily needs a diaper change Matt check your sister. Matt- as I move over yay she needs a change. Clara- alright I say as I look at the signs to see if there is a rest stop ahead or a fast food joint I put the windows down to let fresh air in I see a sign at say there a McDonalds' ahead everyone hold on for a few more minutes I say to them as I pull in you three stay ware your at as I open the door I get hit by to full smell as I lay her down on the mat Matt can you hand me a diaper as I change her dirty diaper after Matt hands me a new one after changing her diaper and throw away her dirty one and put her back in her car seat as I get back in I hear Justin say something. Justin- are we there yet I ask after smelling at sticks. Clara- Lily needed a diaper change and no ware not there yet I'll wake you wane we get there I say to him after he goes back to sleep I look at the direction and see at we have at lest twenty minutes away are your kids ready I ask them. Sarah and Grant- we are mommy. Matt- I'm am as well. Clara- at good to hear after driving the last twenty minutes I pull in to the parking lot I reach over Justin ware here I say to him. Justin- as I wake up to Clara telling me at ware here I look out and see the hotel as I get out I hear the sound of the ocean do you need any help I ask her as she get out. Clara- just make sure the twins don't wonder off I say as I get Lily out. Justin- as we walk in we head to the recipients desk. Recipients- ah yes can I help you I ask them. Justin- we have two room under Allen Blue-moon pack I tell him. Recipients- ah yes I see here are your keys, do you need anything else I ask them and you two wouldn't be the Allen's at. Justin- I put my hand up to stop him yes we are ware just here to have some rest and fun I say to him and has the crib been drought up to our room. Recipients- it has and it good to hear at also ware having a luau to night I say to them. Justin- you take the keys wale I get our luges I say to her. Clara- as I open the door as we walk in I put Lily in the middle of the bed as I open the blinds kids come and take a look at the view. Grant and Sarah- as we walk over wow we say as we look out the window. Matt-wow look at that beach. Justin- as I walk in to our room I see them all looking out the window what you guys looking at. Clara- ware looking at the view I say to him. Justin- it is I say as I rap my hands around her waist so what do you want to do I ask her. Clara- well I want a spa trip I say to him as well as drop Lily off at the day-care.  Justin- how about some off shore fishing I ask them. Sarah and Grant- at sounds cool. Matt- at sound great. Justin- well now at is stadial see you in a few hours. Clara- wave by to daddy I say to Lily as we walk out of are room after dropping Lily off and telling them about her problem I head for the spa as I get there I tell them at I would like a mud bath, a message and a manicure as well as a faveoli as I go to follow the Recipient my phone goes off I look down and see at I got a notification from the council, I now what at means I stop my self from looking at it I didn't get I say to my self I want let at get me down ware on vacation. Justin- after Clara and Lily leave you kids ready I ask them. Sarah- daddy why didn't mommy ask me to go with her. Justin- well your mother works very hard taking care of you four, as well as the stress of wither or not she will get the medal of valor she just needs some time to her self I say to them now let go do some fishing. Clara- as I go to get in to my mud bath I hear someone behind me I thrown around to see the hotel manager can I help you. Hotel manager- Mrs. Allen I have just been informed by your Alpha to refund you and Mate as well as upgrade your rooms I inform her as well as everything else is on the house I say to her as I leave. Clara- after the manager leave I'm left speechless as I get in I open the mind link with Justin to let him now (Clara Justin you there, Justin yes what is it, Clara well we have a free vacation I say to him, Justin what do you mean, Clara the manager just told me at they refunded us as well as upgrade our rooms and at everything is on the house, Justin- at a lot to take in I say to her also the kids are in joying there self's, Clara at good to hear) after closing the mind link I go back to enjoy my alone time after getting my message and stuff I go to pick Lily up as we make are way to our room some guy stops us right away I can smell at he is drunk it dose take a lot to get us drunk he most have began drinking very early this morning to smell the way he is. Drunk wolf- hey pretty lady why don't you come back to my room and we can have a good time I'm sure the little one want even now ware you are I say as I put my hand up to stop her. Clara- is this guy series he should smell Justin scent on me no thank you my mate would not like at I say as I remove his hand from the wall and walk away. Drunk wolf- you little whore ya walk away run back to your mate. Clara- as we get to our new room as we walk in as I put her down I go over to her bag how about we go down to the beach and play I ask Lily who gives me a smile as I get out her bathing suit as well as mine as we make our way down to the beach I mind link Justin and tell him at ware going down to the beach and to met us there wane they get done.  Justin- after we get done fishing we head back to the hotel I walk over to the front desk and ask them for a key to our new room after getting it do you kids want go and join your mom and Lily on the beach. Sarah and Grant- yay we say. Matt- I would love at. Justin- as we get to our room so change in to bathing suits I tell them. Clara- after finding a spot and put down our blanket as well as put some sunscreen on Lily do you want to build a sandcastle I ask as I pull up some sand. Justin- after they get in to there bathing suits I go to the bathroom to change in to mine as I walk out now lets go find your mother and sister, as we walk out on the beach I start sniffing for her over there I say to them as we walk up to them I see her and Lily I pull out my phone and take a picture of them two at looks like a good sandcastle Is ay to them  what am I smelling I ask her. Clara- there was this guy he was very drunk, you sure it and good sandcastle I ask him. Justin- it does did he touch you or Lily. Clara- no he wanted me to go back to his room with him I told him no then he called me a not so good of a name I say to him scenes the kids around, and how was your fishing. Grant- we caught some big fish I say as I hold out my hands to show how big they ware. Clara- at good to here I say to him do you guys want to help us make this sandcastle I ask them. Justin- next time you see him mind link me and I will teach him a lesson I say as I sat down next to her and give her a kiss after we all get done working on the sandcastle Clara you and the kids stand next to it I say as I take picture after we make it back to our room as we get ready for the luau at there having tonight so how was your time at the spa. Clara- my wolf fells great as well as happy at we take some time and got pampered I say as put on a light dress as we make our way to there outside dining area at wane I smell it as I look around at wane I see him Justin at him I say as I point to the drunk wolf. Justin- hey you I say as I make my way over to ware the drunk wolf as I grab him you think you can ask my mate to come back to your room with our daughter I say as I punch him. Drunk wolf- what the hell I say as I get up off the ground. Justin- Clara take the kids and find us a table I'll have a talk with this drunk as they leave I pick him up. Drunk wolf- how was I to now at she is Clara Allen I'm sorry also I didn't now at was yours daughter with her my mate she rejected me just after we got here so I have been drinking so much at half the time I don't now what going on I say to him. Justin- I want go to hard on you but you ever come near her or our kids drunk as hell I will beat you within an inch of your life am I under stood after he nods his head yes now go Strober up I say to him after finding Clara and the kids I see you found a good table I say as I sat down. Clara- we did I say to him, I look down at my phone and look at the message from earlier. Justin- I see Clara looking at her phone what is it I ask her. Clara- I got a message from the council earlier I say as I put my phone on the table and no I haven t looked at it yet there probable letting me now at I didn't get it. Justin- let me have a look at it I say as I grab it as I read it over I look up do you want to now what it says. Clara- yes I do. Justin- ok dear Mrs. Allen we are informing you at I pause as I look at there faces I get up and walk over to her you got it I say as I pick her up and kiss her as well as spin her around I'm so proud of you Clara- I got it I say to my self I got it I say to Justin who gives me a nod this is the best vacation ever we have to let our family now. Justin- first I want everyone to now I say, as I walk over to the stage I ask the manger if I can make an announcement as I walk on stage can i have everyone attachment as they all look at me my mate Clara Lynn Allen is the first she-wolf to get the medal of valor I say as everyone cheers. Clara-after we get done eating and having a good time we make our way back to our room alright Sarah, Grant time for yours bath I tell them after everyone gets there's after putting Lily in her crib as I get in bed you now it will be Lily first birthday Friday I say as I wrap my hands around him. Justin- I now we got a lot of work to do wane we get back we both need to wright our speech for wane you get it censes you are the first she-wolf we both have to give one. Clara- oh great I have never been one to give one but I'll give it my best, I'm woken to the sound of Justin screaming I look over and see the light to the bathroom is on. Justin- as I splash water on my faces after all these nights to night felt real. Clara- Justin what's wrong I ask him as I walk in to the bathroom I see the look in his eyes I haven't had to see at look for at lest four year at censes at day I tell my self I ask him. Justin- it stared the day you killed Roger every night I see him killing you and the our pups I say as I cry in to her chest then after at he kills me tonight it felt very real I say as I fall to the floor. Clara-is at way you been you trussing and turning I ask, I now Justin has always been the strong one seeing him like this he loves us to ware at has him crying like at, I take his hands I have you he is gone forever I say to him. Justin- yes I say to her and I now he gone, as we make our way back to our bed I'll be right back I say to her as I walk over to Lily and see at she is sleeping like a rock she can sleep through anything I den go to the kids room as I open the door I see them all sleeping after closing the door I get back in bed. Clara- as I lay my head on his chest there still alive he says to me now lets go back to sleep I say to him.

Friday

Clara- you sure got everything I ask Justin as he puts everything in the back of the van. Justin- yes I got everything and yes even the souvenirs I say to her why don't you go and check us out. Clara- alright I say to him as I walk up to the front desk and let them now at ware checking out after checking out I walk back to Justin and the kids ware all checked out I say as I get in and look at the time and see at we still have some time before Lily turns one, is everything all set I ask him as he gets in. Justin- yes my mom sent me a text your parents just got in all at left to do is for us to get home I say to her. Clara- at good I say to him you did tell them ware we put her presents. Justin- yes I told them ware there at I say to her, after driving for hours we get to the boarder they flag us down just to tell Clara congratulate on getting it. Clara- as we pull in I look at the clock and see at we still have now minute till Lily turns one alright everyone I say to them wane we see the time change we all shout happy birthday to her to which she babel something as we get out our parents come up. Mr. and Mrs. Martin- there our girl we say as we come up to her and give her a hug ware proud of you now ware is the birthday girl we ask. Clara-  Justin is getting her out right as we speak oh we got you guys something it's in the back. Mr. and Mrs. Allen- we missed you guys we say as we walk outside. Jackie- now at your all back let get this party started. Clara- Justin leave it as I walk up to him you now what you have to. Justin- your right just make sure she has a fresh diaper. Clara- will do I say to him after changing her are you ready to see Dada wolf Lily I ask her. Lily- Dada wolf. Clara- at go to hear as we walk out on to the back deck I see at they got everything just right. Justin- as I walk in to the bathroom after changing out of my clothes I let the change flew over me. Apollo- after being let out I go outback as I walk out I head over to Clara and Lily. Clara- here comes Dada wolf I say to Lily, as Apollo walks out I put her down go on I say to her. Apollo- as Lily waddles over to me I wait for her, as she puts her hands around me and says Dada wolf all I can do is lick her the sound of her laughter fell my heart with joy after playing with her for a bit I now we have her party I nasal her back to Clara and go inside as I change back. Clara- Jackie can you take Lily I ask her. Jackie- sure come to grandma I say as I take her. Clara- as I walk inside I go to the bathroom and knock meet me in your offices I say to him. Justin- sure thing I say as I put my shirt on, as I walk in I see Clara waiting for me you wanted to see me. Clara- well first off you ware great out there and second it's our anniversary in two weeks I say we book a room and spend the night just the two of us I say to him. Justin- you have a way with words now let get back to our daughter birthday I say to her. Clara- your right I say to him as we walk out I go over to Jay so how dose it fell knowing at your little sister is getting the medal of valor I ask him. Jay- well first off I'm very proud of you I say as I pick her up and give her a hug and second I now you would get it. Clara- well at lest one of us did. Justin- what do you mean by at I ask her. Clara- wane I got the message I thought I didn't get it and wane you told me at I got it I felt so happy I knowing at I'm the first she-wolf to get it now our pups and grand pups have someone to look up to. Justin- slow down first off they have always looked up to you and it will be some time before we have grand pups running around here I say to her as she gives me puppy dog eyes. Phil- as me and Lisa make our way to the Allen's places you think they will love the news. Lisa- they will I say to him wane are we going to try for our on pup I ask him. Phil- soon I say to her as we get there we walk around back I see them talking to her brother. Justin- I look over and see Alpha Phil and Luna Lisa standing there welcome I say to them. Phil- thank Justin but first can I have everyone attendant I have something to say as they look at me in two weeks time Alphas and some members of there pack will be visiting us for Clara ceremony Justin your to give the first speech and then my father will present Clara with her medal  then Clara you will give yours as well the school will be closed for it after telling them the news, Clara I will need you to help out in the kitchen my dad dose want them to have the best wane there here and you do make the best dessert I say to her. Clara- thank you Alpha I'm happy to serve I'll make my best yet as we enjoy Lily birthday party Justin quick take a picture I say to him wale holding back my laughter as Lily face is covered in cake after he takes her picture I clean her faces Lily your to eat it not wear it I say to her after putting everything away we all make our way to the living room so she can open her presents as I set her down in front of them as me and Justin help her open them the look on her faces. Justin- after me and Clara help her open her presents I'll go and get the souvenirs I say as I get up and head out to the van and grad them as I walk in we got you guys something the kids wanted it to give them to y 'all I say as I hand them to the kids as they hand them to there grandparents as well as there aunts and uncles we hope y 'all like them I say to them. Jay and Heather- we like them we say to them so what did y' all do wale you guys ware there we ask them. Clara- well wane we got I want to the spa and Justin and the kids want fishing. Grant- and we caught fish this big I say as I hold out to show how big they ware. Jay- at big I say to Grant anything else I ask them. Clara- well after I picked Lily up from the day-care some guy how was drunk by the way he tried to get me to come up to his room with him but I told him no. Justin- and I beat him up he then he told me at his mate rejected him at way he was drunk. Clara- Justin why I say as I punch him. Justin- what he was hitting on you I say to her. Clara- still to don't have to beat him up after talking for a bit I'm going to go and put Lily down for a nap I say as I get up as we walk up the stairs I hear Justin say something o his dad. Justin- dad did you get it I ask him. Homer- I did I say as I pull it out and give it to him. Justin- thanks I now I asked Matt this but Mr. Martin do I have your prosimian I ask him. Mr. Martin- you sure do I say to him you have treated her very well. Justin- thank you sir I say to him I see Clara come down the stairs as she goes to sat down I get on one keen Clara Lynn Allen will you marry me I now wane we marked each outer we ware. Clara- yes I say to him as he slips the ring on my finger  when do you want to do it I ask him. Justin- how about two weeks from now on our anniversary I say to her half of the work is done. Clara- you been planning this haven't you. Justin- yes I have don't you have someone to ask. Clara- your right dad will you walk me down the aisle. Mr. Martin- anything for my little girl I now someone else you need to ask at too. Clara- Matt do you want to walk me down as well. Matt- I sure would. Clara- at good to hear you now we already have our flower girls as well as our ring bearer. Justin- you sure Lily can make it down the aisle. Clara- you now Sarah will help her, after talking for a couple of hours everyone leaves as Justin brings the last of the suitcases in how long I ask him. Justin- well scenes right wane we found out about Lily. Clara- so you wait well over a year to ask me. Justin- well your fourth pregnancy caught us all of guard. Clara- I love you so why our anniversary. Justin- it the most happiest day in our lives any outer day would make it lest special. Clara- it is true so who all now you ware planning this. Justin- my folks and sister as well as your brother and Lindsay and Heather and Joan and your folks and Matt. Clara- so they all now for a year at you ware going to do this. Justin- yes I say to her, I'm going to give the twins a bath and put them to sleep. Clara- after Justin leaves I look at the ring he got me as I get in to bed I cant stop thinking in two weeks time we will be marred I pull out my tablet and start looking for dresses for Sarah and Lily. Justin- after putting the twins and Lily to bed I walk in to see Clara on her tablet what you looking at I ask her. Clara- dresses for Sarah and Lily I say to him. Justin- there so happy at they get to be apart of it you now. Clara- I figured they would. Justin- before you say it your parents will be watching them at night and then three day later you will get your medal now lets get some sleep.

two weeks later

Clara- these last two weeks have been something between my fitting and work I cant believe to day the day I say to my self as I help Sarah and Lily fix there dress lily hold still for mommy I say to her. Justin- well boys go see your mother I say to them as Jay walk in. Jay- Justin I now I told you this before but if you ever hurt her I will break you. Clara- just as I get done Matt and Grant come in all four of you together I say as I take there picture now you three go wait with your grandparents as they leave who would have now at today I would be marrying my mate I say to Matt and my dad I feel Matt wrap his arms around me. Matt- you are mom I say to her. Clara- thank you sweetheart I say as I hug him. Mr. Martin- there all ready I say to them as Clara stands up you ready. Clara- yes dad I say to him, as we make our way I see Sarah and Lily walk down the aisle I let out small laughter as I see at Lily dresses is in need of being fixed she left five minutes ago at wane I see Justin standing there as Matt and my dad walk me down as we get to Justin Derek asks who gives me to him. Matt and Mr. Martin- we do we say to him. Clara- as they hand me to Justin as he take my hand and lifts my veil. Derek- Clara and Justin has wright there owe vows. Clara- I'll  go first Justin ever scene at day in the pack hospital you have been my rock you have always pushed me to do my best I have given you four heathy and smart pups you have made my dreams come true every time I think I cant do it you are right there telling me at I can. Justin form the moment at I hands our oldest child to you I now you would be a great father to him and our other children you have always treated Matt as your owe son even after you learned of who his real father was, through ware time after we first met at I thought you ware going to reject me I told my self every time at you would never do at you saved me and made me fell loved, you have always been there wane we welcomed our pups in to this world. I cant wait to grew old with you and see our grand pups and if ware very luck our great grand pups with you as well 

Justin- Clara there is no good way for me to say this from the moment at I lead eyes on you in at hospital bed for two hole weeks I stayed by your side waiting to get to now your name and wane you woke up and told me was the first of two happy thing at day the second was finding out about Matt in at moment me and my wolf put you both first and for most and after he was born and wane we held him for the first time and then wane we welcome the birth of our twins to me coming to get save you from the Rouge King and to nearly losing you and our little Lily to seeing you kill Roger and Stan, I have loved every moment with you and I cant wait to grew old with you as well.

Clara- at was very lovely I say to him as I wipe away the tears, I look over at our pups and see them crying as well. Justin- your was even more lovely I say to her. Derek- do you Justin take Clara. Justin- I do I say to him. Clara- I do as well I say to him. Derek- well then I now penances you mated Justin you may now kiss her. Justin- I'll do at I say as I pull her in and kiss her to the sound of the twins saying ew as we walk back down the ails wait till we get to the hotel room I say to her. Clara- your on I say to him as we make our way outside we wait for the photographer to start taking our pictures as the kids come out Lily hold still I need to fix your dresses. Lily- no mama. Clara- yes little lady after fixing it and getting Grant and Sarah as they get in to places I look to my sides to see both Justin and Matt standing next to me after he takes our picture. Justin- as Clara and Sarah and Lily me and the boys wait are turn after they get there picture we get ours after everyone gets there. Clara- Lily your going with your grandma I say to her as she throws a fit not wanting to let go mommy and daddy will see you now. Justin- after Lily lets go of Clara I lead her over to our SUV as I get in wait till tonight I say to her. Clara- as we get to the recaption as we walk in ware intrudes as we sat down our kids come over to us so how did you four like it. Sarah and Grant- we liked it up till you kissed we say. Matt- it was alright I liked to part ware I gave you away. Clara- I now you would and how about you Lily I ask her as my mom hands her to me. Lily- mama, Dada. Justin- that's our little girl I say as they hug us at wane I see someone at I didn't invite did you invite him.  Clara- yes after what you did to him I felt it was the right thing to do. Justin- your right it is your day I say as I places my hand on hers. Clara- as we cut the cake and feed each other and listen to our friends and family tell story's about us I see Early walk up and tell everyone at Justin baetid up they all laugh. Early- Justin I have to thank you after you beat me up and told me to get sober at what I did then your mate called me and asked me to come to your wedding I would like to thank her as well for I found someone at loves me I say to the happy couple as I sat down next to her you have a great friend I say to her. Joan- she is I say as I kiss him. Clara- it good at Joan found someone to be with apically after her mate rejected her as we dance to our song god gave me you, how did you now I wanted this I ask as I ley my head on his chest. Justin- your parents told me at you always wanted this as a little girl I say to her, as we try to leave Lily throws a nether fit as well as the twins wanting to go with us.  Clara- we will see you four in the morning your grandparents will be bringing you four to the hotel to have breakfast with us I say to them, as we get in I see the look on Lily faces you sure it alright. Justin- it is they need a night away from us now and then I say to her when we get there you not going to leave at bed. Clara- did you mean it all those years ago the night Matt was born. Justin- I thought you ware asleep. Clara- no I couldn't sleep I wanted to be there in case he needed me so I listened to what you told him. Justin- at one day you and I would be mated and at he would have brothers and sisters and I have. Clara- you have it was hard for him having a mother who wasn't mated and no father around kids at the pack day-care would pick on him for that I remember the nights ware he would cry about it wane I would ask him he would tell me it was nothing some days Alpha Derek would let him come with me to work those made him happy just helping me cooking and cleaning he never ask me who his father was. Justin- I now but look at him now he going to make a great Alpha. Clara- he will because of us. Justin- as we get there I pick her up bridle style after getting the key to our room as we walk in I thus her on the bed as I take off my shirt I let out a growl I up on top of her and rip her clothes off I told you. Clara- at you did I say to him. Justin- after ripping off my pants here ware to fun begins. Mrs. Martin- as we get to Justin and Clara places go change I say to them as I hold Lily as we sat down Lily it alright yowl see your mom and dad in the morning I look over at Matt what can I do for you. Matt- she never been away form them for a night I think I now a way to get her to clam down, Lily do you want to see my wolf I ask her. Lily- Matt wolf. Matt- yes Lily do you want to see my wolf I ask her as she looks at me till she starts trying to get to me at what I thought you would want that as I go up stairs Grant, Sarah met us outback wane your done I say to them. Mrs. Martin- come on Lily I say as we get up and go outback as we wait for him we see Sarah and Grant come out. Sarah and Grant- why ware we told to come out here we ask as we walk outback. Mr. Martin- your brother is going to do something to cheer up your sister by showing his wolf I say to them. Matt- after changing out of my clothes and putting on some of my regular clothes I go to the bathroom and change in to my wolf have fun I say to him. Zeus- after Matt lets me out I walk out I see Lily waiting for me. Mrs. Martin- look Lily it your brother wolf I say to her as he walks out we all see the look on her faces why don't you go and play with him I say to her and the twins I look over at Justin parents so who going to record it I ask them. Jackie- I'll do it I say as I get my phone out to record just watching them play with his wolf it's success a nice thing he doing for them as we watch we see Lily wanting to clime on top of Zeus homer will you I say to him. Homer- yes dear I say as I get up no Lily I don't think Zeus wants you claiming on him I say to her as I go to stop her Zeus stops me well I guesses he wants you to as I put her on his back I stay with them knowing at she may fall. Clara- after what fells like three rounds I roll over and see at I have some messages on my phone not now I say to Justin as I listen to them I see at I have a video as well Justin came have a look I say to him. Justin- as I watch the video we have a good son I say to her. Clara- your right you now he doing it to cheer his little sister she misses us I say to him. Justin- it looks like there having a good time will see them in the morning wane your parents bring them here now are you ready for round four I ask her

Clara- after a night of wild sex me and Justin make our way down to the dinning hall as we sat our table we wait for my parents and our children to get here, you now last night was the best I say to him. Justin- I now it was, you now I was thinking this morning at we should start getting the kids out of the house more often you now letting them spend the night at my parents house and maybe in the summer a week at your parents house. Clara- at would be nice but you now Lily want go so easy I say to him. Justin- I now she want but we have to try. Clara- not to change the subject do you still have the letter at I wrote nine years ago I ask him. Justin- it still in my desk you going to give it to them. Clara- yes I say to him. Mr. Martin- you kids ready to go see your parents I ask them as they run out the door they most miss them. Mrs. Martin- they do I say as we walk out as we get in as we get there wait for us I say to them. Mr. Martin-  as we walk in I ask them ware the dinning hall is after the person tells me as we walk in the twins take off running to them. Sarah and Grant- mommy, daddy we say as we run up to them. Clara and Justin- what have we told you two about running off like at we say to them. Sarah and Grant- ware sorry but we missed you. Justin- at dose not make it escapable I say to them as Clara parents come up to us. Clara- come to mommy I say to Lily as my mom hands her to me as I hold her how was your night I ask them. Mr. and Mrs. Martin- we don't now how you two do it everyday we ask them. Clara- we don't ware just lucky to make it throw the day but we have each other I say to them. Mr. Martin- these two ware hard to put to bed last night and at one she cried wane we tried put her to sleep it wasn't till we play you sing at got her to go to sleep and this one he tried to get us to let him stay up past his bed time. Justin- well Clara singing voices dose have a way to get them to go to sleep I say to them, we do have something we want to say we fell at it's time to let the kids sleep over at your places. Mr. Martin- you sure about it. Justin- we are but we are going to start with my parents first and then one week this summer at your places. Mr. Martin- at so kind you two we will have to make sure we have room for them. Clara- well Lily will not be going even though she is one now she will fight you both as well as Justin parents and you two well need all your strength dealing with those two after we all get done eating will see you guys outside I say to them as we make are way up to our room  want are you going to ask your parents about letting the kids stay over at there places. Justin-  I'll mind link them and ask them to come over and I'll tell them wale you talk to your parents I say as I pick up our bags. Clara- as we get home Justin why don't you take the kids inside will be there shortly I say to them as they mom, dad I have something I want to ask you both. Mr. Martin- what is it I ask her. Clara- this is hard for me to ask but if thing happened differently wane uncle Matt died had yo blamed the rouges at killed him and not me. Mrs. Martin- would we not have hit you and stuff made you fell like you warrant wanted would we still loved you yes but then you wouldn't be having you biggest day of you life in three days. Clara- and wane Roger raped me and finding out about being pregnant. Mrs. martin- we would have made sure to send you away to one of the neighboring pack we would have been there from the beginning. Clara-thanks mom and dad there is something at I have for you both I wright it the week before Matt was born it's in Justin office as we make are way to Justin office as we walk in I see at he has it out and waiting for us as I pick it up, Dear mom and dad I'm writhing to let you both now at I'm still alive I now you both glad at I'm gone and I don't blame you if you don't wright back but I wanted to let you both  now at I found my mate and in a few weeks we will be welcoming our first born I now at I have been gone only been gone for seven months but I now this part is hard for me to say but Roger is the father and Justin my mate doesn't care at he not he father he love him already and cant wait to be a father, I now your asking how can Roger be the father on my last day he raped me and hade people beat me and then have his friends do the same thing to me  I made it to the Blue-moon pack, I now you hate me for what happened to uncle Matt I plan to name my son after him I have not told Justin yet  I'm also including my phone number so you can get in touch with me if you want. I do want you both there to see you grandson and be apart of his life   as I finish reading it I look at them I got so scared at you would tell Roger and at he would take Matt from me and at I would never see him again, there was a point ware I nearly took Alpha Derek and Luna Beth offer to let them raise Matt as there own. Mrs. Martin- remember wane you found out at you ware having Lily. Clara- I was so scared I mind link Matt and had him tell you both to come to our room. Mr. Martin- wane we got there we found you on the bed crying wane we ask what was wrong. Clara- I showed you both the pregnancy test and at we weren't planning have any more pups not an till Sarah and Grant ware in school. Mrs. Martin- you had a hole week to come up with a way to tell him. Clara- I fixed all of his favorite food. Mr. Martin- and wane he came home from a training trip we took the kids out to get something to eat. Clara- as I set his plate down in front of him I also put the box in front of him and waited by the counter wane he looked at it I waited for his respaces wane he came up to me he picked me up and told me if it was true as I told him he was so proud to be a father again and told him at you two and the kids already now, Sarah and Grant ware mad at they would want going to be the little ones anymore. Mrs. Martin- Sarah was so mad wane you found out at you ware having a other girl. Clara- I now she didn't talk to me for a bit. Mrs. Martin- then on the day Lily was born wane Justin walked out and told us at you ware unconcise he even told us at no one was to see her till you woke up. Clara- I now I heard him saying at no one has seen her yet. Mr. Martin- you had to put him first at the most important thing a parent can do you put him first we lost out on a lot in his early years but ware here now I say to her. Mrs. Martin- your dad right ware here now as we leave we see Justin parents I walk over to his mom thank you for being there wane she hade Matt and helped her throw it. Jackie- ah thank you I say to her as she hugs me. Mrs. Martin- your family took her in and made here fell loved. Clara- as we talk I hear Sarah shouting for me as I rush up the stairs what is it I ask her. Sarah- Lily took my doll and want give it back. Clara- come on Lily give your sister her doll. Lily- no mama. Clara- Lily I say as I try to take it from her after taking the doll from her I see marks on it Sarah sweetie did you make these marks I ask her. Sarah- no mommy. Clara- Lily open your mouth as she opens her mouth I see Sarah go get your father I say to her. Sarah- as I walk down the stairs Daddy mommy wants you she in my room with Lily. Justin- as I rush up stairs as I get to Sarah room I see Clara and Lily sating there Clara what is it. Clara- your little girl is teething go get her a fish stick. Justin- my little girl is I see her nod her head as I rush down stairs I grab a fish stick as I go to rush back up the stairs I hear my mom ask what's going on Lily is teething I say as I walk in here I say as I hand it to her. Clara- I think at why she been so grumpy lately, you mite want to go get some teething ring I say to him as he leave your growing up to fast for mommy I say to her as we make our way down stairs Justin told you guys I ask them. Homer- yes he did and he just left. Clara- I sent him to get some teething ring for this one as I sat down Homer, Jackie how would you two like to have the kids over for the night I ask them. Homer- you mean like stay the night at our places. Clara- yes it would do them some good to be away from us now and then I say to him well Lily want just yet she still wants her mommy I say as she chew on the fish stick as we sat and talk about stuff I see at it past lunch time Jackie can you. Jackie- sure come to grandma I say as Clara hands Lily to me. Clara- as I walk in the kitchen as I open the fridge I see at we have some leftovers from yesterday mom, Jackie can you guys help me. Jackie- sure I say as I get up with Lily. Mrs. Martin- sure thing dear as we walk in we take some of the food out as we turn on the oven you now who love to help us. Clara- your right Sarah come here I shout. Sarah- what mommy I ask as I come in to the kitchen. Clara- how would you like to help us get lunch ready I ask her after she says yes alright as we get everything ready now go wash your hands I say to Sarah and tell your brothers as well as I walk out to the living room lunch is ready I say to everyone as we go to sat down Justin comes though the front door well what took so long I ask him. Justin- well wale I was getting the teething ring I ran in to Lindsay and Cora they say hi and on my way back I stopped at the training grounds and see how things ware doing and we talked for a bit then I remember I had to get home here Lily I say as I hand it to her. Clara- well your just in time for a late lunch I say to him. Justin- as I sat down I would like to make a toast Clara in three days you will get the Medal of Valor you earned it I say to her now lets eat. Clara- after eating and getting every thing clean up I walk outback to join everyone I look around as I sat down next to Justin as I put my head on his shoulder we should put a treehouse in for them. Justin- your right also the check came in I tell her how about we use half of it to build it and put the rest back. Clara- it came and at dose sound like a good idea it would be a good project for us to work on as well something to do this summer. Justin- you have the best idea's I say as I give her a kiss. Clara- after we have a late dinner and give the twins and Lily a bath and put them to bed as I walk in to mine and Justin room there all a sleep I say to him. Justin- at good to hear I say to her is your speech ready I ask her as she get in to bed. Clara- just about I say to him just need a closer I say to him now lets get some sleep to him.