I stared up at my ceiling thinking-well, day dream is more like the good way of saying that I was doing. When I shouldn't be, I was thinking of a certain guy. A guy! Who knows me to day dream about a guy?

But I have never seen such a beautiful wide smile like Killian Arkwright. He had such a perfect bottom full lips with perfect straight white pearly teeth. Beautiful blue eyes compared to my hazel ones. His eyes were the kind everyone wished for. Like baby powered blue bottle. Soft.

I had seen him again after I has that short conversation with him. I had been getting on the bus and he was in the parking lot with Marco group, but our eyes has met for a few seconds before I told myself to look away. I took a seat on the side where I wouldn't be able to see him.

I brought my hand up to my mess of brown hair and signed. ''Damn you Killian Arkwright.''

"'Who's Killian Arkwright?" Emily asked when she popped in and jumped down on her twin size bed.

''No one, stay out of my business.'' I said and she laughed.

"Oh I know who Killian Arkwright is. Tall, shoulders like a football player, eyes as blue as the sky on a summer day, and a Boston accent that makes him even more dreamy-just because I am a freshmen doesn't mean I don't hear things Mat.'' she said and I snorted. ''This is so cute, Mat has a crush! He must be more out of this world for stubborn Matilda to like him.''

"I don't like him, that's crazy. He's apart of Marco Hanigan group.'' I said and she giggled. ''He's just another pretty bad boy and if he's Wills cousin, I rather pour acid on me and run in front of a bus then ever have feeling for him.''

''Yesh, someone sure is defenses.'' she said and I snorted.

Killian

''What? Not hungry?" I asked Melinda who was picking at her slice of pizza. The cheese on it all hard again from getting cold.

She looked up at me and shrugged, "It smells disgusting . . . a pizza place? How romantic, Killian.'' she sarcastically said. "I didn't think the second son of the Massachusetts Beta was so cheap."

''You expect so much, Melinda.'' I said and she shrugged.

"I'm the Alpha daughter, I get whatever I want.'' she said like a spoiled little brat and I cringed a little, wondering if coming here was a good idea. The idea of becoming Oregon Alpha future son in law was a cool idea, but I hadn't expected Melinda to be so . . . cold. ''Don't get me wrong, Killian, you're as cute as kittens but let's not act as if I don't know my father is expecting us to get married one day.''

''I agreed to come out here to know you. I don't understand why your so . . .''

She grinned, ''Humans would like to call me a bitch. It okay Killian, I know I'm unpleasant to be around.''

''Then why act like this?" I asked, shrugging. "Have so much in the world. Great family, a wolf, beautiful, brains but so cold.''

''You see how Blue and Marco are?" she asked and I raise an eyebrow, confused. "They are to be married in the future-Blue told me their little secret. They're mates.''

"What?" I breathed out in shock. "Since when does that happen these days?"

"Blue and my family have Native ancestors. As you know, Natives were different. We were the chosen ones.'' she said and I couldn't help but roll my eyes. "But you know people would expect too much from them since Marco is to become Alpha one day. Blue may act like she only ideas with Marco bullshit, but she loves him.''

''Okay, what does that have to do with us?" I asked.

"I want that-I don't want an arrange marriage. I want to be free-so if I have to act like this for everyone to sorry other than baring Hanigan offspring's. I'm mean more to this whole pack then that." she said.

"This is how we grew up though. Are you saying you want to be human . . . like the others in school? Our race is a dying breed.'' I reminded her.

''Don't you accuse me of anything, Arkwright, I'm as proud as you are . . . but I'm just saying. I don't want to be married to someone my father and your uncle picked out for me. I want someone else.'' she said.

''Who's that?" I asked.

She grinned again, "That's none of your businesses.'' she said. ''But meanwhile, we can act as if we stand each other. I know you can't stand me either.''

Mat

When I walked into the caf, I hadn't expect as I looked round for Emily too see her being harassed by Marco group of trouble maker. A younger guy in Emily grade I recognized wouldn't let her threw and her head was hanging as she looks down at the ground.

My eyebrows came together and I glared at the group, making my way towards them.

"'What the matter, huh?" the punk ass kid asked. "Can't say sorry for almost spilling your milk on me?''

"I did say sor-''

"What's going on here?" I asked, cutting poor scared Emily off and pulled her behind me protectively.

"Stay out of it.'' the punk snorted, making me more pissed. He already started and telling me what to do wasn't calming me down any less. "Mind your own business.''

"Its alright, Mat." Emily said.

"No, it's not." I said as I glared at the freshman who was my height. "Her business is my business, so what's wrong?'' I asked and he tilt his head a little, looking amused and I almost slapped the look off. "Hey punk, I'm talking to you--''

"Mat, let it go.'' Emily hissed as she pulled on my arm to drag me away, but I held my ground.

"No, someone should tell his bully to back off just because he's so insecure about his own self." I said and he laughed.

"Says the orphan-orphans." he said.

He did it! He took it too far! I thought as I balled my fists, ready to punk the punk in the face. "You little son of a bitc--''

"Whoa, calm down." I heard am unfamiliar voice and a strong hand wrapped around my wrist to stop me from punching this little twat. I cursed, ready to push the guy away until I felt my heart race and like the world was fading. All I could think about was the owner of the hand. Every bit of anger quickly drained out of me. "Elliot, cut it out. Park your ass down and leave them both alone.''

"Who are you to be telling me what to do, Arkwright?" Elliot asked, snorting at Killian. "You haven't even been here long, right?"

"Yes and I'm close to Marco, remember?" he asked and Elliot's nose scrunched up in anger. "He would agree with me so back off, kid.''

Elliot took one last look at me and I gave him a look like 'whatever' before he turned, walking away.

"You two okay?" Killian asked and I had to clear my throat that was forming a lump.

"Fine.'' I said. "I was handling it.''

"You have a short temper, huh?" he asked and I snorted. "I wanna talk to you.'' he said and I refused as he dragged me out of the caf, but I'd I didn't really want to go, I could have stop him. Just something about him touching me though . . . he had strong hands.

He brought me to an empty short hallway. I turned to me and I stepped back when he tried to close the space between us, "Hey, back off.'' I said.

"Who are you?" he asked and I raised an eyebrow, crossing my arm over my chest, "You're someone Mat, I can feel it,''

"Trust me Killian, you would probably know who I was better than me. Didn't ya hear? I'm an orphan.'' I said before snatching my wrist out of his hand. ''And let go.''

"No Mat, you're more than that. I wouldn't care for someone like you as much as I do.'' he said and I snorted, rolling my eyes. "What I mean--I don't know.''

"Then why did you drag me way from the caf?" I asked. "People say I'm weird, but you Killian, is much weirder.''

"You have to be one for me to do this.'' he said and my right eyebrow arched up. He reached up and I jerked my head back when he tried to touch me, "No wait, you have something near your eye.'' he said, bending down to look at me in the eyes.

I groaned, impatient because I was getting nervous from him leaning down so close to my own face, "What? What could be on my face that's takin-''

Killian cut me off by pressing his mouth against mine quickly before I could stop him. My eyes widened and my face heated up like I was set on fire. I don't know what stopped me from pushing him away and slapping him. His lips were so soft though and it was making me dizzy.

Dizzy? Can a kiss make you dizzy?

My eyes slowly close, so focused on kissing him back when remember how a normal person would freak out. Killian right arm wrapped around my waist, pressing me against him and he was so warm. With his left hand, he took my hand and put it against his chest. I could feel his heart beat quickly race, making me realize mine was racing to.

I felt him turns us slowly, never breaking the kiss to press my back against the glass window. I have kissed only one boy before, but he didn't compare to Killian. I didn't know why I was shaking a little as if I was scared, but I was. I'm not scared of anything!

I put my hands in Killian chest and pushed him away a little, "What are you doing?'' I breathed out, my eyes still closed because I was scared to look at him. I felt his forehead against mine and I bit my bottom lip.

"Kissing you.'' he breathed out and made it sound so normal. This would be the perfect time to slap him. "Kissing the most beautiful wolf in the world.'' he said and I finally opened my eyes, giving him a confused look.