So I had done a quick edit so it might not be very perfect but enjoy!

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I was always wonder where I came from. I knew I was always different from the other children-or maybe I just like to think of myself as unique even though other people describe me as 'weird' 'loner' 'bad mess of brown hair' 'freak' 'badass' and my favorite-'orphan'.

My mother had left me in a park one day. Yeah, how awesome. She didn't even care enough to drop me off in front of a hospital or police station but I guess she thought she would be caught on camera and get sent to jail for abandonment. That's just what I assume.

She had left me in the slid tunnel at three months old and I was crying when some woman with her daughter found me. I was quickly handed off to the state and now I'm here in Marchand Oregon orphanage-or the modern word would be Group Home. It was an old retirement home from the seventies and had really bad old wallpaper that the person that picked it should burn in hell if they thought it would brighten the old people that use to be here day. The state bought the place after Marchand re-built it.

I was always alone growing up. I didn't like it at first, I tried to make enough friends as possible like every normal child but when I tried to make friends here after giving up at school they would be gone the next day from being adopted.

I snorted since the last time I was almost adopted was when I was eight. I ruined it thought buy squeezing blue paint out of the tube at James Stabler fancy nice shirt because he called me 'adorable'. I hated that word as a child and I still hated it. Adorable was too soft of a word and I was a big tomboy back then. I still am but I'm too big now to be adopted. No one wanted a teenager-one with a mouth like mine. I say what I speak and it lands me allot in detention. I can't help it though, it's like my anger takes control before anything.

I never think before acting.

I wouldn't want to be Matilda Stabler anyways.

"Mat, it's time to go." Emily said, my fifteen year old roommate said as she came in from the bathroom. Emily had light brown skin and long curly brown hair that she always braided. We have all tried to talk her into cutting her hair since it takes forever to brush, but she loves her natural hair. She was as innocent as a house bunny. Sweet and kind-I had to make sure to keep my eye on her at school. I know what it's like to be at school in Marchand and she was new here. I won't let anyone bully her, she was too fragile for that. "Can't play hooky again."

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Gwen, one of the employee's from Wings Hope held onto the door handle tightly I could see her hands turn white, "Slow down, Matilda! You should be going 30, not 40!"

"Oh relax." I said and quickly hit the brakes at the red light, sending her forward a little and I chuckled. "Oh, it's Mat."

"I'll call you what it says in your paper." she said back and I narrowed my eyes on her. I never did like her ever since she got here two years ago. It was her job to be there for when I'm driving though since I only had my permit and it was Wings Hope job to prepare me for the world-which means teaching me how to drive because once I graduate because I'm out of there.

Once the light hit green, I speed up because I love the rush of driving. I felt like I was free because I've been waiting to do this. But once I got to Marchand High, Gwen pushed me out of the car and got in my spot, driving away.

Emily chuckled, "I swear, she doesn't like you very much."

"And I don't like her blue eye shadow. The eighties are long over but I guess we all don't have the heart to tell her that." I said and she chuckled with me. "She's going to have to get used to it because soon I will have my licenses and I can say it's all her fault if I get in trouble on the rode because she gave me my time."

"That's so mean." she chuckled. "But you're birthday in a month, what kind of cake do you want? Vanilla or chocolate?"

"Red velvet." I said and raised my chin in an orderly way like Mrs. Summers who was a strict old mean lady. "It should be perfect with cream cheese icing. I want it nicely smoothed out onto my cake and my name should be spelled in perfect curs-hey! Watch it!" I said when I got cut off when Will Bloodworth ran his shoulder into mine as he walked passed me.

He stopped and turned to me, "Excuse me?" he asked, sounding bored and annoyed.

"You ran into me. Or didn't you see me?" I asked, cocking an attitude. "Am I that invisible that you rudely ran you're shoulder into mine? Take off the sunglasses, maybe you'll be able to see me.", I said since it was rainy fall here, meaning there was no trance of sun and pointless to wear sunglasses.

Will Bloodworth shouldn't even be in my grade. He failed last year for messing so much school and we sadly got stuck with him. Will was rude, sarcastic, hot headed, bad mouth, and handsome. I didn't see what girl's lust after him for. I could see bullshit written all over him and it made me hate him. It made me hate him even more when he joined Marco Hanigan trouble group.

He chuckled once and took his glasses off, looking at me up and down, "Not very much to look at apparently.", he said and my hands balled up in a fist as I glared at him. He turned around and went inside the school building.

Emily put one of her hands over my fist, "Don't let him get to you, Mat.", she said and I knew she was right but I was ready to punch the hell out of Will Bloodworth.

Think before acting, Mat, I said as I closed my eyes and took some deep breaths to not prance on Will and kill him.

I opened them once I knew I was calm enough and I took a step forward, but I suddenly smelt something strong and deep. Nothing has ever caught my attention other than when I'm super hungry and my mouths watering for food.

It smelled just like old spice and I could just be wrapped in how good it smelt.

I turned my head around to see if there was anyone standing so close to me that their cologne was coming off. No one was, there wasn't many people around hanging out in the cold.

My eyes settle on a certain brown hair boy as he walked towards the school who had his eyes on the iPhone in his hand and my heart picked up. It couldn't explain the feeling but it was like when someone glanced at for the first time and you felt so much attraction. Like a first crush.

"Killian!" I then heard Wills voice and my gaze moved from the handsome boy to Will who walked over towards the guy and they gave each other bear hugs like they haven't seen each other in a long time. My mouth fell asleep and I made a snarl face. "I thought you got lost there for a second." he said, chuckling. "Or decided to back out and go back to Boston."

"Never, cousin." he said and I knew there was trouble now.

"Mat?" Emily question, shaking my arm to get my attention and I turned to her, confused. "What's up with you?"

"Nothing.", I said when the boy Killian appeared in my mind. I have never liked someone like how I liked him. Sure, I had a few crushes in my life but something about this boy . . . there was just something about him that I wanted. I wanted to be able to held by him and kiss him.

I almost slapped myself right there if I hadn't felt someone come next to me, so close our shoulders almost brush and he stopped.

My breathing caught and I couldn't speak like there was a big lump in my throat. I couldn't even turn to look at him at how nervous, scared, and excited I felt.

"Hi there." he said, his voice soft and gentle.

I hesitate, biting my bottom lip, and turned to look up at him. He was tall and well built. He had shoulders like a football player, a strong face, and had beautiful tan skin. I opened my mouth to say something, but nothing could escape my mouth. I felt so trapped looking into those baby blue eyes that had a gold outline. His eyes reminded me of Will but Wills had green eyes, but the same gold outline.

He reached up and I jerked when he reached out towards me, but stayed where I am when he cupped my right cheek, "You have such beautiful big hazel eyes, Doe Eyes.", he said, giving me a cute half grin.

My face heated up and he probably could see it, but I couldn't thank him for the compliment since I felt like I frozen there. I just gave him a small shy smile.

Will slapped his hands on Killian shoulder and chuckled nervously, "Okay, you made a friend. Let's go now." he said, dragging Killian away from me and I frowned, but we kept eye contact until Will turned him around away from me and they disappeared when they turned the corner.

"Well someone has a crush." Emily said, playfully tugging on my arm as she giggled and I rolled my eyes, snorting at her for being so crazy.