Mikeys pov

I picked up the razor and looked at myself in the mirror.Your okay.I told myself.Your not okay.Nobody Loves you.You fucked up your only chance to be with a nice girl.FUCK THE VOICES ARE BACK.Your worthless.Dumb.A slut.A whore.You could kill yourself and nobody would care.I slid the razor across my arm letting a tear fall.Thats right.Do the only thing your good at.Being a little emo bitch.As I cut more I started to get dizzy and my Brother Peyton came in and slapped the razor out of my hand as I sat of the floor laughing."She doesnt love me.She probably never did!"I laughed and saw Peyton crying.I counted 68 cuts on my arm."M-M-Michael??W-W-Why??"He asked crying."Why do you care??Nobody cares?"I said still laughing and drinking my Jack Daniels."I-I-I care...N-N-Nik-"."Dont talk about that whore around me!"I yelled at him."S-s-shes m-m-my bestf-f-friend...D-d-dont call her a wh-wh-whore"He said.I laughed and he brought Aliyah to the bathroom to look at me."Oh look.Its Nikkis Best fucking friend!!"I said laughing.