(y/n) - your name

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"Whooo! Go Billy!" (Y/n) cheered as she stood on the beach, a hand holding down her sun hat as the winds blew harshly. Her summer dress fluttered like crazy against the breeze, the sand warm between her toes as she watched Billy surf against the waves. It was a beautiful California day as usual, the sun bright in the blue sky and the weather hot.

(Y/n) preferred the hot weather while she and Billy had stayed in California for about a month now, used to the heat all her life. She waved back as Billy walked up to her after his daily surf that he had taken up again since their move. It was entrancing to watch him ride across the waves.

"Do you want to go back inside?" Billy asks as he sinks his board into the sand, leaning against it.

"I don't mind but you know I don't want to get any more tan than I already am." (Y/n) shrugs, patting her covered arms.

"Then let's go inside." Billy takes out his board, going over to kiss (y/n) and she scrunches her nose while giggling.

"Bleh, you taste like the sea." He laughs and she admires how happy he's been, running his fingers through his hair as the sun glistens on his wet body. California definitely has been doing him some good.

"I did just come out from there." The couple walks back to their beach house as the sun started to set, the very same beach house Billy used to live in as a child. He was hesitant at first to live in there with all the bad memories he had after his mother left him, but the moment (y/n) looked around the place in awe, he knew that better memories would replace the old.

He loved how she was so fascinated by every little thing, explaining to him that she hadn't lived in a proper house in so long so having multiple rooms for different things, was almost foreign to her. And she was amazed by how big the house was, not to mention that it was two floors and she complained to him what use they would be when it was just the two of them.

(y/n) went over to set her shoes by the door and put her hat down on the clothing rack, Billy watching almost mesmerised at how everything finally fell into place. No more arguments, no more drama, no more violence, no more life and death situations or monsters jeopardising the ones you love. He finally could live with the woman he loved, her smiling over at him as she tossed him some bottled water.

It almost felt too surreal... like a dream. "What's with all the staring?" (y/n) flushes lightly seeing Billy run his eyes over her, almost as if trying to see if she was real. He walked over to her, setting the bottle down on the counter behind her as he stood in front of her.

"Just admiring you..." Billy whispers, gently brushing his fingers against her cheek to feel her soft skin, to feel her warmth. (Y/n) leans into his touch, her breath hitching as he steps closer to pin her against the counter. He leans down closer, his nose brushing against hers and she looks up at him as he had his eyes closed, moving to hold her tight and never let her go. 

"Billy-"

"-you are my life..." he sighs out happily, quickly silencing (y/n) as he kissed her. She closes her eyes and melts into the soft kiss that soon quickly turns passionate, Billy picking her up by her thighs and setting her down on the counter before pulling her close with her legs around his waist. He takes in the soft moans (y/n) lets out, one of her hands running through his hair as the other wrapped around his waist to toy with the band of his swim shorts.

"Billy-" she gasps out softly as he leans back to kiss her neck, nibbling against the skin and she sighs at the feeling. "You're getting sand everywhere..." he chuckles softly and (y/n) smiles as she feels him smile against her neck.

"Well, why don't we take this upstairs... Help clean me up..." Billy mutters against her shoulder, moving down further while he untied the strings in front ofher dress.

"That sounds fun." (y/n) yelps lightly, Billy laughing as he throws her over his shoulder and carries her upsatirs with ease.

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"Billy-fuck-" (y/n) moans out loud as she gripped her bathroom wall, leaning her head back against his shoulder as he fucked into her from behind. Her vision blurred from the water cascading down their bare bodies, Billy groaning in her ear as he held her up with an arm around her hips to thrust his cock into her pussy harder. He growls lowly from the cried whimpers he receives from (y/n), smirking against her neck to feel her hand pushing against his hip behind her.

"You know what the safe word is princess... do you want to use it?" Billy whispers as (y/n) shakes her head, letting out a choked moan as he pushes his cock into her sharply to slam against the sensitive spot inside her. She had lost count of how many times she had cum in the shower with Billy pounding in her, his cock sending wave after wave of pleasure that had her seeing stars.

"I-" (y/n) cries out as he shifts behind her to arch her back further, pressing her chest against the wall to pummel his cock into her harder. The lewd sounds of skin slapping melded against the water, Billy moving his hand on her hip to grab her hand on his hip and trail it down her stomach to make (y/n) feel where they joined. She moans from the feeling of Billy's cock slipping into her so easily against her hand, jolting sharply as he led her to rub her clit in time with his thrusts.

"Just a bit more darling-fuck you're sucking me in tight~" Billy moans out, his other hand splayed against the shower wall next to (y/n)'s holding him up. He could feel her ready to cum again and he moves that hand to entwine with (y/n)'s, holding her tight against him as she screams out from the overwhelming orgasm that rips through her.

"BILLY!"

"Just like that!" he moans out, biting down on her shoulder hard as he buries his cock deep inside (y/n) before bursting, cumming his load into her pussy. She mewls out softly from the heated feeling of Billy filling her up, him pulling her hips down flush against his as he kissed down the spine of her back sweetly. (y/n) slumps against the cold shower walls with the hot water washing away the cum that spilled down her thighs, Billy laying his head on her back as he gently rubbed her hips soothingly and she panted for air.

"Billy..." (y/n) whines out and he looks down to see her turning her body just enough to face him, reaching out to kiss him. She holds his cheek and Billy kisses her deeply, holding her throat to feel her heart race so quickly against his hand. He leans back slowly, pecking quick kisses against (y/n)'s lips before kissing her forehead to show her she did wonderfully. "'m tired..."

"I know princess." Billy coos softly as he slips his cock out, (y/n) mewling from the feeling and he kisses her cheek before turning her around to hold her under the running water. He makes sure to hold her close to his chest, knowing her legs wouldn't be able to keep her up as he cleaned them both up. Billy wrapped (y/n) up in a towel before tying one around his waist, picking her up bridal style and walking out of the bathroom to carefully settle her down on her bed. "Do you need me to help you change?"

"Maybe..." (y/n) stutters out and Billy chuckles, pulling on his sweatpants first before grabbing some clothes for his love as dried herself with the towel before setting it to the side. The view of her body makes him stop every time, so luscious and so beautiful. She was gorgeous and Billy's mouth watered to taste her again but he knew she was tired.

Maybe tomorrow night...

Billy smirks in achievement as (y/n) stands up, wobbling on her feet as he quickly walked over and helped her get dressed. He pressed light kisses all over her skin, earning sweet giggles from the ticklish feeling until he stood in front of her all dressed for bed.

"Come on princess." Billy picked up (y/n) again, gently setting her down beneath the blankets before slipping in next to her. 

She immediately moves to be as close to him as possible, absolutely loving her hold him as he pulled her to his chest. Billy pressed kisses on the top of her head as she tucked beneath his chin, letting her lay her leg over him. He made sure that (y/n) had another pillow behind her against her back, knowing that she was a avid mover and would turn to hug the pillow some point in the night to hold it tight like he does with her.

Billy feels (y/n) give him a tight squeeze, pressing a kiss against his chest. "I love you Billy..."  he immediately goes rigid, quickly looking down to see (y/n) hide against his chest. He coulcn't believe what he heard, his heart feeling like it might jump from his chest and he knew (y/n) could hear it race.

"You-you said it." she leans back to show her red cheeks, nodding with a big smile on her face and Billy quickly leans down to kiss her and pull her as physically close as possible. "I love you too (y/n). More than I know." he smiles widely at her before kissing her nose, resting his chin ontop of her head to let them both sleep. 

He finally got the life he wished for.

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(y/n) watched the alarm clock tick by through the dead of night, accompanied by the light snoring of Billy behind her as he laid a loose arm over her waist. She didn't sleep that night, like she hasn't the past month. Riddled with endless nightmares of her brother, of Billy, the three musketeers, the kids, Hopper and Joyce... All dying over and over again or being taken away because of her. Because she couldn't save them...

Billy didn't know, he didn't need to know.

(y/n) heard the ticking of the clock and slowly got up, careful to not wake up him as she slipped out of bed. She turned around to see him furrow his brows, holding her pillow to bury his head into. She really did love him. For the first time ever, she loved someone with all her heart but... she didn't deserve to be the one to love him. Billy deserved every single good thing in this world, to forever be happy and be loved by someone who deserved him. She didn't deserve him or his love..

She was a burden, a pit of self-loathing and hatred and Billy should never have been with someone like her. These were the words that rang through her head every night as she rubbed her arms that had faded scars. Billy made her promise to not do it any more but she had no outlet. It just grew and festered... it became too much...

(y/n) walked out of the house with her keys in her hand, getting in her car. She looked back at the house one more time, a deep sorrow filling her body as she drove away. She was running away again... like she always did... like she only knew to do... The roads and scenery bled past her in lightning speed, the darkness making it hard to see as she drove the winding roads through the cliff forests. This time, she was doing more than running away...

(y/n) saw the bend of the road turning right, pressing down on the accelerator harder and driving through the rails as the car flew off the cliff edge with the water crashing against the sharp edges at the bottom.

I love you Billy...

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"Sir! She's waking up!"