"Kenapa lo kayak gini?" Elina mulai menangis, kalah oleh rasa bersalahnya.

"Lo yang menyambut gue, El. Lo juga yang ngasih feedback ke gue. Trus, gimana bisa dengan gampangnya, lo nyuruh gue lupain lo?

Lo bersalah sama gue." Krisna melanjutkan ketika Elina menunduk dan tidak bersuara dalam durasi yang cukup lama. "Lo salah."

Elina mengangguk beberapa kali. "Ya, gue salah. Gue juga jahat. Lo boleh nyebut gue apa pun. Maka dari itu, lupain gue yang jahat ini."

"Bukan ini yang gue mau."

"Trus apa?" Elina bertanya dengan nada frustasi lagi.

"Gimana kalo gue nggak bisa berhenti?"

"Krisna!" tegur Elina usai mengeluarkan erangan sebagai luapan frustasinya.

"Yoga sama Yoana aja berhasil, trus kenapa kita nggak bisa?"

"Gue bukan Yoga, Yoana, atau siapa pun itu!" Elina berseru tegas, mendadak tersinggung. Dia mengangkat sebelah tangan untuk menghapus jejak air mata dengan sekali sapuan. "Kenapa nggak sekalian sebutin nama Ferdian—–oh, ya. Sepaket sama Luna."

"Cinta gue terbalik sama mereka. Kalo mereka menjunjung tinggi cinta tak bersyarat sampai rela berkorban—–sorry, that's not my goal. Prinsip gue beda. Cinta gue egois. Gue nggak mau menyerah gitu aja. Jangankan setengah dekade macam Ferdian-Luna, dua tahun aja udah cukup bagi gue untuk perjuangin supaya nggak sia-sia. Nyerah? Nggak ada dalam kamus gue."

Dahi Elina berkerut bukan karena kata-kata Krisna, melainkan terkesiap oleh keyakinan yang terpantul jelas dari tatapan tajamnya.

Ini mengingatkan Elina pada masa SMA, ketika Krisna bersaing dengan Ferdian dan jelas, hal tersebut tidak bisa dianggap remeh.

*****

Selamat datang di dunia perkuliahan. Dunia Krisna dan teman-temannya adalah kelanjutan dari trilogi seri pertama I'm Down For You. Meskipun demikian, cerita ini tetap bisa dibaca terpisah.

Insanity - The Boyz
Lose my mind
This love is dangerous
Can't stop now
I can't hold it in anymore

Tonight where I opened my eyes under the moonlight
(Oh can you see me)
It's a lonely night where only darkness surrounds me
(Oh babe)

Endlessly I yearn for you
As soon as my eyes are opened my heart goes d-d-down
(Oh it's confusing)

Back to you, I can't control it
My sleeping instincts are o-o-out
I'm speeding and running towards you

My heart is endlessly confused
Your mysterious eyes seem like you're enjoying this
(You're so driving me crazy)

My love is dangerous
The breath is getting rougher
I'm reflected in your eyes, look at me properly

Fill me up, fill me more
With your red heart
Till the sun that will swallow me rises

Lose my mind
This love is dangerous
Can't stop now
I can't hold it in anymore

I can't stop my heart from falling for you
I'm Impossible to you
I can't get out of this
Baby It's alright, Oh that's my rules
I'm gonna throw myself to you

With your hot hands
Touch Touch Touch my cold heart
(This thrilling moment)

You flip my mind upside down
Proudly, you ruin it completely
Till there's only one sip of reasoning left

Your scent spreads inside me
Oh, there's nobody else other than you
Can't get out of this
(You're so driving me crazy)

My love is dangerous
The breath is getting rougher
I'm reflected in your eyes, look at me properly

Fill me up, fill me more
With your red heart
Till the sun that will swallow me rises

The blue darkness before you is cleared and our chemistry has started
I want to hug you like crazy right now

(I'm already dangerous)
In a moment
I will be painted all over with you

Take me through the night
It must be a fate that cannot be denied
Breathtaking feeling
I already have no time to breathe
This burning feeling

(Dangerous)
Beyond this night
Trapped in a moment

Fill me up, fill me more
With your red heart
Till the dark night disappears

Behind my back, the white sun rises
And our chemistry has become completed
You probably want me like crazy, too

We make it dangerous
This moment where we become one
Burning blazingly like fireworks

Wake up now
The moment where I wake up in a dream
Can't find out
You can't find it out

*****

Presented by: YunitaChearrish
Start : Nov 10th, 2021 | 09:00