I'm driving down the road right after I kissed Nathan. I don't know why I did that. Even if it was on the cheek.

He must know. He knows that I'm in love with him. Wait what? Am I really in love with him? I don't really know.

My feelings are all out of whack I just know that I don't want to lose our friendship. I pull into a gas station.

I get out and start pumping my gas. I've been using up my gas more. From the lunch drives to the coffee shop visits.

My phone vibrates I look at the screen

Cayla- Hey Aly, Miss ya!!! So I'm coming over on Saturday for your birthday and u should invite that boy from the coffee shop. I want to meet him!!!

Wow I forgot my birthday is this weekend. Maybe I should invite Nathan. But I don't know. I have to think about it

Me- Idk if I want to invite him but I'll think about it. See ya then byee love ya

Cayla- You better!!! Love ya too

Finally the tank is full and I get back in my car ready to just go home for the night.

I drive and put on the radio. Humming along to Maroon 5.

When I get home I go upstairs and start the shower.

Finally after all that grooming is over with I just sit in bed. Thinking.

Thinking about Nathan. About his big blue eyes. His brown hair and those dimples in the perfect spot.

He's all I can think about and its driving me insane. Finally after hours of thinking I fell asleep.
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The rest of the week goes by fast. I haven't been back to the coffee shop.

And its already Friday. Taking a deep breathe I drive to the coffee shop I have to see him.

I need to talk to him.

When I get there I just sit in my car. I don't want to go in but I do. I'm just so confused about my feelings.

After five minutes I get out of my car and walk into the shop to find Nathan waiting for me.

"I was wondering how long you were going to sit I'm your car for"

"Ya sorry about that I just... Its just.. About the other night..."

He cuts me off with his lips. And then everything was perfect.

But of course eventually we had to come up for air.

"Wow" was all I could say

"Alison, I really like you. And these past days not seeing you have been torture. I've missed you so much-

And then I cut him off.

After pulling away I responded "My birthdays tomorrow. Will you come over???"

And for some reason he hesitates "Um I don't really know. I mean I have work and all"

"Oh um okay that's fine I guess. Maybe I'll stop by for a little bit. You don't have to come over. But here's my address if you change your mind" I write it down and hand it to him

"Alright thanks."

He then proceeds to make me something to drink.

And I take a seat on the couch that he first picked me up from. The couch that I first sat in.

Why doesn't he want to come over? I don't know why we wouldn't. Its confusing.

He literally just kissed me and said he really likes me but he doesn't want me to be happy on his birthday.

He bring over my frozen hot chocolate. I take it and stand up.

"I think I have to go now." I say this with almost no emotion. He hurt me

"Alison. Please don't leave. Things are complicated you just have to trust me."

I want to trust him I really do. Its just hard to. How can I? He's being so suspicious.

"Nathan, please just try to come. I want you to. Its what I want for my birthday."

"Alright I'll be there I promise. If its what you want"

I squeal and hug him. This is going to be the best birthday yet.

The rest of the night we talk about my birthday and then eventually I leave for home.

Before I go to sleep I text Cayla

Me- Hey what time r u getting here tmr?

She responds right away. I roll my eyes at this she's always on her phone.

Cayla- I'm leaving my house at 7 so around 9

I smile thinking about Cayla getting up early for me. She hates waking up early.

And that's what I go to be like. With a smile. Tomorrow is going be an amazing birthday.

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