i
l o s t
e v e r y t h i n g

i
s a c r i f i c e d
m y m e n t a l h e a l t h

i
d r a n k
y o u r p o i s o n
and called it the most
amazing beverage
i've ever drank

yet
i s t i l l
n o t h i n g

yet
it w a s n ' t
e n o u g h

and
i was t o o
t i r e d to chase
you again

this is a
g o o d b y e
to f r i (e n d) s h i p
that never exist

i
hope
there are
no a n o t h e r
m e in the future

[piece of advice for my younger self;
NEVER ever let anyone control you, even if they offer you a bottle of honey]

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june 29, 2018

i really have nothing to do, hence i write a lot more. my mother told me i need to get a job 😂