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Shuunshine:
I keep having this weird hope
It's silly I know
But I keep hoping that you'll text me
Not in response to something I said
But out of the blue
Like you were doing dishes or homework or exercising
And I came up in your mind
And you were thinking about me
Unprompted
And you just had to text me
To say hi
Or to say whatever you were thinking.
Is that wrong of me? To hope for that?
To hope that one day, you'll reach out to me the way I keep trying to reach you, only you keep backing farther and farther away?
Maybe that's why I can't send any of these, because I'm waiting for me to mean enough to you for you to text me
Every day that goes by without you texting me,
I think my heart breaks a little,
But you've been breaking it all this time
Which just goes to show how much I love you
By how much I let you hurt me.
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Kenyouleavemealone:
I did it.
I deleted the good morning beautiful text
Not because it made me sad
(Which it did)
Or that it made me miss you
(Which it did)
Or that it made me wonder what our relationship would be like if I could just reply "morning to you too"
(Which it did)
I deleted it because
I think some part of me hopes
That when I wake up tomorrow morning
You'll have sent me a new one
And it will mean that you're talking to me again
And that you aren't angry at me
And that you still want to make this work.
So tomorrow morning I'm going to look at my phone
And I really hope I'll see your message
Because I'm beginning to feel like it'll never come.
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