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Ruhani POV

Life always has its own ways. Yes, I got it proven just now. Whole my life I just wanted this man beside me with utter love in his eyes. And, I was ready to surrender everything before him just to become his.

Ever since I got the calculative capabilities of my brain, I knew I would be his one day. And he would be mine, only mine.

The thought had flowers and fragrances that always tickled me with the essence of blush and timidness.

Even the single visual of him holding my hand makes me smile like I got the air, light, and water to survive.

Conclusively, I always wanted him. Always!

But, now he was mine, only mine, completely mine. Even there wasn't any thought of other women or anything that would make me feel unhappy.

Still, I wasn't that happy. I wasn't that much happy as I always thought that I would be after our wedding.

Because there was a fear in me. The fear of rejection. The fear of being hated by him. The fear that one day his feelings for me would change.

I didn't know if this was because of what happened with his father or because of what happened between us. No, I completely understood his emotions and the way he behaved on our wedding night. I totally understood it.

But, his heart was only mending for me not for my family. Because, for him, they were the reason for his father's death and he believed that I had nothing to do with it.

And, now I was afraid of the day when he would learn the truth. I didn't want these feelings, emotions, and the love he just started having for me in his eyes to vanish.

He placed another kiss on my cheek a little longer this time and I came out of my thoughts. My lashes were forced closed with the blissful feeling. Only, I knew how insanely I wanted this love, this care, and possession.

Please God, never make it vanish, I beg!

Suddenly, the sound of thundering made me open my eyes and I diverted my gaze to his eyes.

He looked back into mine and straightened himself to sit beside me.

I was feeling timid as these were not the clothes he usually saw me wearing. My bare waist was present if he was hungry and not to forget the cleavage which was visible in the deep neck blouse under the dupatta.

I placed my arm over my waist neatly to not let the single sheet of fabric escape from the place.

But, his wicked eyes caught my smartness as he moved his hand to take mine in his.

I smiled timidly when he took my hand closed to his lips and placed a generous kiss on the back of it. My bangles giggled with the motion and I tried to take my hand back shyly.

But, he didn't let it go but rather started taking off my rings. Now, this really triggered me to think what were we doing? Or what he wanted to do with me.

My heartbeats which were already in the middle of a horserace almost winning it, now behaving like a mad mare who forgot about the race. I knew, that this didn't make sense. Well, my brain wasn't processing anything now to make it sensible.

As he started taking off my bangles.

Oh my god!

My chest was noticeably doing up and down due to racing heartbeats and if this thundering and rain weren't showing its night show, they might have been insanely audible.

He took off even the last bangle and paid no respect to them as he threw them on the floor like an irritated kid.

My henna-inked bare hand now felt naked. Really naked!

And, this was extremely different because the weather was appealing and so I was lying on the bed like an innocent seducing wife with that henna and aromatic smell carrying on my skin.

His gaze diverted to the other hand and he did the same to it.

I was looking at him silently when he threw the rest of the bangles on the floor and came closer hovering over me.

My lash blinked nervously when he moved his hand to my earrings and nosering at last.

I felt naked. Naked with clothes but no jewelry at all.

But, this was not enough for him as he lay beside me weighing himself on his one side and keeping his head on the hand supported by the elbow.

He silently stared at my face while I was looking at his. Slowly, I felt his other hand snaking around my waist pulling me closer in his embrace.

I turned on my side with the effect and he pulled me closer in a hug. I hid my face in his chest and he kept his chin on my head.

I could feel protection, love, and true emotions behind it. There was no raw and harsh movement that I saw in the wet dream but a pure sense of protection and love.

His nakedness was bothering me slightly but in some moments I got comfortable with it. My cheeks were pressed against his skin which was warm and made me feel like heaven.

"I really missed you, Ruhani,"

He muttered slowly and pushed my braid behind which was between us.

I smiled and he tightened the hug a little. Our feet touching each other's and his one knee over mine.

"And, you really look alluring and attractive without any jewelry,"

He commented in low voice and I felt his hand moving from the backside of my waist to the shoulder.

I took a deep breath when I felt him pulling my dupatta. Closing my eyes tightly I bit on my lips when he pulled the dupatta off my body.

I felt insanely timid. My breathing fast and he hugged me back kissing me on my forehead.

"Calm down, there is time for it,"

Now, I felt even shyer. But a wide smile appeared on my face.

I kept myself hidden in his warm embrace when he kept his face on my head resting peacefully.

While his fingers feathering my arm from shoulder to fingers.

"Aapne to hume yaad bhi nahi kiya hoga, balki aap to apne nikaah me mashroof thi,"

"You must haven't missed me even a bit, even you were busy in your second nikah,"

He complained and I chuckled.

"Has lijiye, ab to hum bhi doosra nikaah padhwaenge apna Rabia ke saath,"

"Keep laughing, now I will also rearrange my second wedding with Rabia,"

He said and I pulled myself back looking at him. Pushing him away I tried to stand up.

He laughed and I stepped down from the bed. I threw my braid back and showed him my angry eyes.

But, he laughed and I chose to just go away.

But, just then I moved to go away he held my wrist to stop me.

"I am joking,"

He said and laughed again.

I looked at him and tried to get off his hold but he tightened his grip and stopped laughing.

I tried again to get off his hold but he kept holding me like it. Well, it wasn't a joke for me. How dare he say like this and now not even leaving my hand. I was mad, really angry.

I tried to pull my hand again but he slowly pulled me closer. He was obviously stronger than me and my irritated brain now told me to bite him hard.

I didn't think twice and leaned in my face to his wrist which was holding my hand and tried piercing his hand with my teeth.

I tried and tried harder but his face only change from laughing to serious. His eyes stared at me silently but didn't leave me.

"Ruhani,"

Suddenly, a loud knock made me shiver.

I left his hand and looked at him. He also looked at me and Nandani again repeated.

"Ruhani, open the door,"

"Don't say anything,"

He said and left my hand.

My heartbeats turned violent and I nodded understanding.

I moved to the bed to pick up my dupatta and walked towards the door.

He followed me behind and hid on the side of the door.

He signaled me again to stay silent and I kept the dupatta on my head and covered myself enough to look presentable.

I opened the door and my sight fell on Nandani. She noticed me from up to down and questioned me.

"Are you okay?"

She asked and I nodded immediately.

"What were you doing?"

She asked and I tried to signal that I was going to bed.

She thinned her eyebrows and said.

"Should we spend some time together?"

She questioned and try to move me aside and peak into the room.

While I stood straight and shook my head signaling that I am really tired.

"Ohhhh,"

She exclaimed with a smirk and teased me, I guessed.

"Enjoy the sleep, Ruhu,"

She winked and muttered at last.

"Good night,"

She turned and I immediately shut the door. But, before I could comprehend everything, he pushed me against the closed door and pressed his lips against mine.

I was caught off-guard and my breathing turned fast with the possessive sucking on my lips.

He took my lower lip between his lips and kept sucking me. The dupatta slipped off my head and he cupped my neck to make me stand up on my toes to meet his height.

But, my mind just remembered what he said a few moments ago. And, unknowingly my hands pressed against his chest to push him away.

I broke the kiss and looked away walking towards the bed.

"You just promised me that you will not angry with me,"

He said and followed me silently.

While I ignored him and moved towards the window as the rainwater was getting inside the chamber. I placed the dupatta back on my head and started opening the curtains.

But, he hugged me from behind.

"Ruhani, I dare you if you ignore me one more time, I will go and marry Rabia,"

This was it!

I jerked his hands away and moved towards the bed. The room was filled with darkness and I lay to sleep. Unwrapping the comforter, I covered myself and closed my eyes trying to calm down my racing breathing out of anger.

But, he was testing all my patience as he laid behind me and wrapped his hand around my waist. My bare waist felt his rough finger as he teasingly made them dance on my skin. I opened my eyes and looked above my shoulder at him.

And he silently muttered.

"Hume maaf kar dijiye"

"Sorry,"

I closed my eyes as he leaned in closer and kissed the side of my forehead. My angry self calmed down instantly and he said.

"I would have made you feel like a queen by worshipping you as a devotee but trust me I am dying to sleep,"

He muttered in my ear and nibbled my earlobe.

I held his hand under the comforter and he pulled me closer making his naked chest touch my back. I was just trying to be a little comfortable and then found him sleeping just the next moment.

I smiled widely and closed my eyes to sleep too.

I woke up when I felt fingers dancing on the curve of my waist. And to my surprise, the comforter was thrown aside and he was literally making the fingers walk from the high of my hip to the side of my chest covering the curve all the way.

what is he doing?

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