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Nandani POV

"What?"

I managed to question.

And, he just smiled looking at me.

My whole body was shivering and shaking. My breathing was longing to calm down, my heart was racing as if I had run miles.

I did not know but I was getting insanely drawn towards him. To the extent that everything else was slowly turning non-mattering at all.

It was dangerous yet exciting.

"I love you, little bird. And, I am dying to make love to you,"

He said and another strong shiver ran down my spine and I inhaled deeply.

I took a few steps away from him, holding my dupatta and tried to correct my messed-up hair.

"You are making me insane, Rudra,"

He stood up from the ground to walk towards me. He slowly snaked his arms around me and collected me into a warm and loving hug.

"You have taken classes for seduction and telling me that I am making you insane,"

I chuckled a little and a weak smile appeared on my smile.

I knew that he was trying his best to seduce me but I had to control myself until he at least meets his Guruji. A change of place definitely brings a change in feelings. I had to wait until we reach there and once again he realizes his responsibilities and the actual motives behind his sacrifice.

A moment of pleasure could become a lifetime of regret.

And, being human we have the power to think for ourselves. It would be too ignorant if I would just go with the flow. There was a time when I did not know a lot about him, about his past and everything but after knowing the majority of it, I could not just let everything go in vain.

*Knock*

*Knock*

Suddenly, there was a loud knock on the door and I immediately took a step back from him.

"Yes,"

I questioned and heard from the other side.

"Princess, The King is asking for the Ranaji,"

The attendee informed and I looked at him.

"Jaiye, patidev, Aapka bulawa aa gaya hai,"

"Go, dear husband, your call has arrived,"

I said a little teasingly and he immediately pulled me closer. Our chests touched each other and my breathing turned faster.

"Aap jitna bhi prayas kar le, Nandani. Humne jo than liya vo to hum karke hi rahenge,"

"No matter what you try to do. If I have intended to do something, I will not take my step back,"

He said and I inhaled deeply realising what he actually wanted to say. I lowered my gaze and closed my eyes for a moment before saying.

"Jab karna tha tab to aap kuch kar nahi paaye, ab kya khaakh karenge,"

"When I wanted it, you could not do it. I do not believe you now,"

I said in a really slow voice, not for him but to clear out a little frustration of mine.

"What? What did you say?"

He questioned and I lifted my gaze to look at him with a smile on my lips.

"Nothing, you must go now. Baapu-sa must have something urgent to discuss,"

I said with a warm smile and he nodded to leave from there.

He walked away from there and I inhaled a deep breath when he left.

I sat on the bed and lay down on the bed.

What are you doing to me? Rudra. 

Ever since I laid eyes on him, I waited for that moment. For us to become one once and for all. I had literally cried for him. And, now when I could see that moment coming closer, there was a kind of butterflies in my stomach. There was a kind of fear and excitement in me.

The wild thoughts and a kind of frightening shiver altogether. How could a man not even masturbate for ten years, did not have his favourite food, slept on the mattress, stayed on his own? I did not know but somewhere after knowing all this, I found myself so small for his love. A girl who got everything even before she had to ask for gets a man like him.

A true man, someone so pure and collected yet so disastrous and angry at the same time. Someone, so focused yet so innocent to trust the wrong people.

The more I was loving him the more I was feeling sad for him.

Even, after knowing everything and realising everything, he was just trying to pretend so hard that everything was so normal.

I mean, I could not even comprehend what was going on inside his heart and head. What he was exactly thinking?

Was he really drawn to consummate our marriage out of love, or just a move for redemption from whatever he did to me, to everyone?

I did not know but there was one thing I could feel in my bones, no matter how much he tries to convince me, I should let him make love to me until he gets out of this.

"Nandani,"

Suddenly the voice of my grandmother alarmed and I straightened to sit on the bed.

"Daadi-sa,"

I smiled and she took her slow, weak legs steps towards me.

I stood up and helped her to sit beside me.

"Aapne kyu kasht kiya Daadi-sa, hume bula liya hota,"

"Why did you take the pain, you could have called me,"

I said and she inhaled a deep breath to calm down her racing heartbeats.

"Its alright, Nandani, I came here to talk to you about something,"

She said with a serious tone and held my hand.

My face also turned serious and I looked at her.

"Pata nahi kyu Nandani, jabse tum aayi ho, esa lagra hai ki kuch gadbad hai, sab thik to hai na Nandani,"

"I do not know Nandani but ever since you came here, I can feel that something is not right. Is everything alright, Nandani?"

She asked with a serious tone and I just thinned my eyebrows. In a fraction of a few moments, I recalled everything that happened from the moment I came here and realized that she must be feeling really worried about me.

I inhaled a deep breath and looked at her.

"Daadi-sa, esa kuch nahi hai, sab thik hai sach me,"

"Daadi-sa, there is nothing like that, everything is fine, really,"

I tried to say and she just stared blankly at me.

"Nahi, Nandani, kuch to hai jo tumhe pareshan kar raha hai, na tum kuch dhang se khati ho na batati ho,"

"No, Nandani, there is something that is bothering you, neither you eat well nor you talk about it well,"

She said with worry in her voice. I inhaled a deep breath and bit on my lower lip with a weak and blushy smile appearing on my lips.

"Daadi-sa, there is nothing like you thinking. It's Rudra who is constantly teasing me. You all take him as a simple and innocent good man but only I know who he actually is,"

I said and chuckled at the end.

A slight smile appeared on her face and her eyes widened to look at me.

"Really? He teases you?"

She asked with utter shock on her face and I smiled nodding.

"Yes, of course, Daadi-sa, he teases me a lot and it's just that. Do not worry, he loves me a lot, and he always takes care of me, about my health, well-being and every need, Daadi-sa. He is so much perfect for me,"

I said and she smiled as if looking convinced.

"Really? You telling me the truth?"

She asked and I nodded.

"Absolutely, why would I hide anything from you?"

I said with a warm smile and she gently rubbed my hand.

"Then, it's fine, I thought I should talk to you if anything is bothering you,"

She said and I just could not stop myself from hugging her.

Unwantedly tears collected in my eyes and I said.

"I had got so selfish in my love for him that I did not think about you all, Daadi-sa,"

She immediately patted my shoulder.

"Do not say like this, Nandani. Love is a blessing, not everyone is lucky enough to find someone who prioritizes you over everything else,"

She said and I looked at her with a slight chuckle.

"God bless you, Nandani,"

She placed her hand on my head and I washed the tears off my cheeks.

I smiled with a slight nod and leaned in to hug her again.

"Chalo ab hum chalte hai, tumhe bhi taiyaar ho jaana chahiye, samay se nikalne ke liye,"

"Okay, I am leaving now, you should also go get ready to depart on time,"

She said and I smiled.

I stood up to help her stand up and walk out of the chamber.

After she left, I changed and kind of corrected my look presentable. It took me a long time to get ready and by the time he also came back from the meeting.

"Ready, already?"

He asked stepping inside and just by looking at him a shiver ran down my spine.

"Ji,"

I managed to say and saw him walking closer to me. 

He hugged me from behind and my head leaned sideward as he pressed his lips against the skin of the side of my neck.

I could feel his warm breath tickling my skin and my lashes blinked just by seeing him through the mirror and then his hand touching the bare skin of my waist.

I felt his fingers touching my waist chain and tried to sound normal to ask.

"All went well in the meeting?"

He planted a sensual kiss on my neck that erupted butterflies in my skin while humming.

"Hnn-hnn,"

I gulped to feel his breathing turning uneven and slightly wilder.

And, to not let it go any further, I immediately turned and looked at him.

"Are you ready to leave?"

I asked and he looked at me abruptly though nodded.

"We are getting late,"

I said and he stepped closer.

My back hit the dressing table and I blinked nervously.

"Yes, it's already so late,"

He came closer and I could feel his hand moving towards my thighs over my skirt while leaning in closer and hovering over me.

"Rudra,"

I breathed and stared into his eyes.

"I want to taste again,"

I blinked nervously and could not understand what was happening to him.

I lightly shook my head with parted lips.

"Pleaseeee...,"

He said coming closer and I inhaled deeply.

"Rudra, I am feeling weak with so much of orgasms,"

I said in a slow voice and he pressed his forehead against mine.

"How long do you want to rest? little rabbit,"

He asked and it forced my lashes close.

I could feel the tension growing up insanely between us.

His cologne hit me and sent strong sensations down my body.

I inhaled a deep breath and closed my eyes to push him away.

"My menstruation is close,"

He looked at me with surprise and doubt in his eyes.

"Ohh,"

Though his reaction sounds way calculated and unconvinced.

I placed my palm on his chest and muttered.

"Yes, I can feel it. My menstruation is close,"

I said with confidence in my eyes and turned immediately surprised when he gently cupped my cheek and asked me in a soft voice.

"You can stay here if you cannot travel. I will come to see you daily at night, I promise,"

He said and I actually turned a little shocked with the happiness.

"What?"

I asked in a slow voice.

He pecked my forehead and said.

"Yes, if your menstruation is close that travelling might get difficult for you,"

He said and I immediately shook my head.

"No, it's okay, I can manage really,"

I said and he looked into my eyes.

"Nandani, come on, I know it gets so worse in your menstruation,"

He said and I held his wrist.

"Do not worry, I will be okay, it's coming, maybe tomorrow or in two-three days, it's not happening today,"

I said in a slow voice.

"Ohh,"

He said and came closer to hug me.

He stroked my back lightly and kissed my head.

"Come, let's meet your family,"

I smiled and looked at him as he gently held my hand and kissed the back of my hand.

I nodded and went to meet the family.

Rudra and my father greeted each other very well and it seemed like the meeting was very well. I went to meet my mother, my grandmother and everyone I needed to meet. They all blessed both of us and especially my grandmother who blessed us with a child.

I laughed at her talk and met my father afterwards.

They all blessed us and asked us to pay the visit very soon.

I smiled and listened to my father when he suddenly called.

"Rudra,"

He looked at him and he came closer to hug him. Rudra also hugged him back with a slight smile and he said.

"Take care of yourself. The past does not define you but it holds the power to ruin your future, think wisely and be brave,"

He smiled and nodded.

"Ji, Rajaji,"

I smiled looking at them and we all bid them goodbyes.

I sat in the palanquin with tears in my eyes. 

No matter how much your husband loves you but a part of you would always crave the family.

We departed back to Suryagarh and reached there at the time of dawn.

I stepped out of the palanquin and walked inside with him towards our chamber.

"I should take the bath,"

I said to him and suddenly he held my hand and said in a slow voice.

"I think, we both should take a bath together,"

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