Ruby: Heya Viewers most of you or some of you already know me! I'm Ruby! And I'm a dreamer at least I hope to be. Heheh I am a girl becoming an official adult in 3 days from now. I'm a young Christian who goes to her church every Sunday and Wednesday night for service. Ruby wants to talk about the amazing thing that God did for her and anyone willing to read can if they don't fine by Ruby! But she think she'll start making notes and reports about what God did for her even if it's little. So if ya got a problem with it the best thing she can tell ya is don't read this book. Because yes. She don't frankly care if you agree or disagree with what she do with her life. Of course she liked it if people read her book, but she not gonna focus anyone to do anything their not comfortable doing.

  Any who to the subject at hand people! Ruby is 17 soon to be 18 and wants to say it's been a few amazing years. Breath-taking really. God has done so many things for Ruby. At the age of 9 and when we went to the park I used to wished allot for a big brother. Someone funny, smart, and a real clown of the family. Well God took that 9 year's old wish and made it real. He made a way for Ruby to get save then after she did get save it took a bit of time, but her sister got marry. She has 4 sisters if they don't know and second eldest got marry. Now Ruby has a brother and he's funny, charming a gentleman at that.

  And he has something in common with all of Ruby's sister to a degree. Ruby sister and her husband they bake, and are working to make a name for themselves, he can sing so we all have that in common, play games, the list goes on! And all for a 9 year old wish. She's already a teen and its been 8 years since then. That Ruby made those wishes for a brother. And now she has one. But God didn't stop there no. He did something amazing! He's inspired Ruby to make another story so that would be 11 Stories ruby's trying to make into books. She's working on 9 currently, but two are in the sketchy zone because she hasn't work on them as much.

  Isn't that amazing! And even though Ruby's just human and even though Ruby's not the best. She's a scary cat and not so strong, and she's often then thinking sometimes of bad thoughts like hurting herself. Sometimes Ruby gets frustrated and feels angry. Just so full of wrath that she doesn't want to hurt anyone. So she hurts herself. But that doesn't help. Often then not Ruby even saw visions or images in her head that she was gonna died. That Ruby will die. There was no time nor setting like that. The images just told Ruby she would die or be in grave pained.

  She remembers havimg dreams. Endless dreams with one her sisters and mom were upset and arguing and Ruby can't handle all the fighting or tension that be in the air and when that happens she has the tendencies to want to bash her head. To smash her head into the wall. Or she has trouble waking up. One day she dreamt of an endless sea of blackness. She could see herself sitting in that stream of darkness and when she tries waking up it was hard. She remember when she did woke up she fell back to sleep and when she finally woke from the dreaded dream she had to breath. She was catching her breath as it felt like she was there and it felt all real. She felt heaviness cloaking her body. Have you ever fallen asleep taking no pills, no nothing, and just had trouble waking up one morning to the point you are having to catch your breath when you wake up? She don't know if you have or hadn't, but she has.

  And it's not a nice feeling. It makes her think of drowning. "Your body's heavy, the water weighs you down and you sink. Going deeper and deeper till you're at the bottom. And as you struggle to reach up and call for help you feel your vision blur and your body sinking ever so cruelly as you lose any strength to get up." That's how it feels. And that's terrifying because yoy don't know if it your last breath or not. Heheh maybe it was a dream maybe it was me really seeing death I wouldn't know folks. I wouldn't know, but I must say God is amazing and he's good to Ruby as he is so many people. Why Ruby at times thought the more she learn about our heritage or ancestors she's like, well if that's all true then what's the point? Humans are terrible creatures.

  If they cause this much trouble why are we worth saving? But you can't love something unconditional if you looking through the eyes of mortal. And I can't say the value of my life means nothing or means something. But what I do know there were plenty of opportunities for me to die. For me to killed myself weather from being sick and needed to go to allot of doctors. Heck, if God wasn't so merciful Ruby would be blind right now. In fact, she probably wouldn't even have a phone because she can't draw because she can't see what she's drawing. Or writing or anything. She probably... Be dead right now.

  And these are just the examples of what could've been. Ruby is a miracle her mom and sisters tell her. Family nickname her Angel aside from Skinny people because she's skinny. But she was given the nickname Angel. I like that nickname, but I didn't really see myself as worthy of that name. It wasn't until recently that Ruby thought back to everything. That until recently had it not cross her mind what God does in her life. How he made a simple wish into something so outstanding. She forgot what was the point of saying all this, but she hopes this inspires you all. As it did Ruby. And please tell her what your wishes are and let's see if they come true in the future.

  So she guess that's all for now. But yeah this is something really big God did for Ruby and she wants to work on being more expressive about herself and open with all this stuff. It's fun and who knows what kind of people she'll meet. Huh, maybe even a prince charming. (Hmm, oh boy she wonder what he be liked. Awee, she can't wait to meet him when she's older. Heheh) stay tone for more adventures and updates with Ruby and Pix. Thank you!