The void inside us
Kuroki: so I know there are those who are shy and may not have that strength to stand up for themselves. Or maybe they do, but people don't hear them or see the sign that they need them. So we'll just go over a few things to try and help you be more outing with your problem or talking wit people. Not sure how this will go, but we'll give it a try
Kuroki: Lonely; To feel you're in a spotlight that never cease it's dark grasp on you. Depress; to feel a heavy burden on your shoulders. Anger; to feel that fire spark to light with something that just really ticks you. And shyness; to feel as small as a mouse and empty as a rock. To feel your lunges burn wanting to scream, to feel your month dry when wanting to speak. Your heart pounding when you hear your name from another lips. You feel a flutter of wings in your stomach on stage in front of people. You feel darkness surround you and light out of reach. You feel certain doom when just making a mistake. You hear the demons voice as he calls to you in your dreams, in realty, and in your head. To feel like your mind isn't safe because you fear there's someone there who can hurt you so much worst then the outside world can. Being bully or treated as lesser. It all adds up. And sometimes we are able to say we need help. Able to ask for someone to just lend a hand. But for those who weren't or aren't ..it usually lad to their death. To be suicidal trying to end the pain and suffering. To do self harm when you think it'll ease the demon off of you. You hear that doppelganger speaking. Calling you weak, a coward, a wuss. A dear devil. He calls you so many things amd threaten to take all you hold dear. Well I am here to tell you. There is no way to run from it. You can't run from your doppelganger for he is you. Just the darker side of you. And some choose to hate that side of them while others embraced them. As long as there is a balance everything will go. Your demon's words should be encouraging for he feels threaten by you. He says allot and means allot. But you must look between the lines and see that in reality you're the one in power. And that demon is just a ghost. Speaking riddles and tongue twists to drag you to his despair. Hehe yes..he loathe you and loves your pain so just think of how much pain he is in when you're standing tall and strong. Head high and eyes clear. He is naturally weak, but will grow from time and time. So this is for you. If you're scare and feel broken. Look in the mirror and say to yourself. "I am scare yes, but I am also brave. I have face my demon many times and I still stand. I had listen to my darker half and heard his lies now I am free to decide. There is no monster in my shadow only me. There is no more singing of my death for I know I am alive. There is no more crying in the night for I weep my finally tear. I am afraid, but I will not fall. The reason why you target me is because I am strong. The reason why you curse me is because I am smart. The reason why you loath me is because I love myself. I am better then you that's why you degraded me. I am loved by my love ones that's why you find what makes me most insecure. I am surrounded by supporting people that's why you try to break me. You try and try and try. But you will never destroy me for I am strong, beautiful and all. And you. You're just my copy.
*as the poem ends he/she finishes another book.*
Kuroki: and so ends another of our poem. Thank you. But be weary friends and foes. Those who believe in gods and angels should know there are demons out there and the devil is always plotting. Enjoy life's happiest moments while you still live.
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