Ruby: Ruby guess she isn't the only one trying to avoid making the same mistake. She recently had a dream, that her sister was upset with ruby again. That all ruby hard work she was trying to do went to waste. That no amount of what ruby try to change only ended in the same result. Which evidently led to her blaming and cursing herself again. I wonder.. Lately Ruby notice, but she's been way happier either that or she's trying super hard not to get upset so easily over trial things. She even mange to save someone. Ruby still trying to change for the better. She had a dream that history repeated itself, and in her dream she panic.

She begin once more hating herself, punishing herself.. As if all her hard work didn't mean anything. Maybe she just worry that maybe she didn't change or maybe the change she did, did little to change the outcome. Either the case, Ruby needs not to worry. It's just to help us grow..so she shouldn't focus on it. Ruby think she been doing good. Either way, ruby wants to keep getting stronger. Mentally, and probably physical too. She feels that there's something different about this time. Maybe she's just paranoid.

She unsure what to make of this. Hmm maybe she's unsure what to make of her. At any case, She hope that everyone is doing well and have a blessing of a day. This is for Y and all who read. Bye bye

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