Ruby: Today I was brave. I think. I was even able to try making ice tea. It was still sorta warm and not as cold as the people make them in the restaurants, but that's okay. I will keep trying. I trying out dreadlocks for the first time and really thrill to see the results. I learn something new and I'm still learning. I even made ruby proud today for working on her story and getting a chapter out. Isn't that good? She think so.

She also thinking about writing a depress story. A story where there is no happy ending. But maybe, that will wait. She still have so much to do. She's also working on her skills as a writer and skills as a artist. She know she not prefect. And she even said something that made her happy too. Earlier today, ruby was told that she does a really good job with her story and something about publishing. Now ruby would've thought it be great to get some reads, but the thing. She doesn't care anymore.

She really just want to write a good book and hope that people enjoy the tale as much as she does.  She wants to write a story one where people can relate. Something life changing. Well she won't worry about it now, but leave that for future me to know. I also notice she think she growing. Maturing wise.  She feels a bit more confident and she also very happy. And when she feels frustrated she remain herself she's doing very good. Did you know ruby born in the year of a horse and her Zodiac is of the Taurus? She tends to be stubborn about her work. She's determine when she set her mind to something.

She finds it hard sometimes to get out of bed and more. When ruby first found herself as a Taurus, she thought it was cool, but she didn't see herself as having many traits of that as a Taurus did. Later now she can relate better to the Taurus and understand him/her more. She even feels like she's a bit wiser too. Though possible not. Ruby wants to report saying she is happy and that she proud of ruby today. She not sure of all the big accomplishments she did today, but she believe she read a poem or quote about being proud of the little ones that make a big one. Which is to say she is. She knows it late, but wants to say thank you any way. Thank you the experience, thank you fot helping me learn what I know today. Thank you fot helping me live when I myself wanted to die. And thank you for making me something I don't think I could ever be. Thank you for leading me up to the point of beong saved. And thank you for helping me make new friends too. Thank you for loving me..when I myself do not at times and say hurtful things. Thank you for helping me know that.. It's okay. To cry when I feel sad, and it's okay to want to deisre things and not think of everything else at times. And it's okay to fall as long as I get back up. Thank you. She not sure if that's everything, but if so she will go now. Well if you have requests for poems to do then please comment and enjoy. Bye bye