Ruby: I guess I can say. I feel awful some day. I feel like I'm real. I feel disarray. My rage is drowning in flames, my sadness just overflowing, my tears they'll wash away my fears. I will liveee.. Liveee.. My feelings been difficult to feel. My tears are anguish and more. Spring is life, Winter is rest, as fall and summer the season between. Yearning to liveeee, livee, rain comes by night fall and dark is to dawn. My mask is crack, feelings so raw, is there a chance at all? I rather liveeee, I will liveeee, I want to live.. Even when I seek death... I am alive the moment I truly fly. My sorrow split, my pain it'll roar, and my woe is real as dough. I feel, I breath, I yarn to just be. Alive, inside me! tears are just falling as nightmares are dreams... I will live....as I am aiming.. To just being me.

Ruby: sweet dreams.