CHAPTER THIRTY | Take a Hint

 Feelings are like waves. We can't stop them from coming but we can choose which one to surf.

CHAPTER THIRTY | TAKE A HINT

SOFIA

True enough, the warm bath helped me to subside the soreness.

After Stas helped me to bathe and of course had sex with me in the tub, he helped me get back to the bed and let me sleep and rest.

For years, that was the best sleep I had.

No nightmares. No any other dreams.

Just the joy of having a good and peaceful sleep.

So, totoo nga sigurong nakaka-relax ang sex. Kaya ganoon ako kagabi. Magaang ang katawan, I had a clear mind and the freaking stress that I had in years was gone.

Kaya tandang-tanda ko ang sinabi ni Stas sa akin kagabi.

"I am used to people who doesn't love me. But I'll make sure you fall in love with me in time. Until you beg me not to stop with what I am doing to you. Until you beg me not to stop loving you."

Napalunok ako at napatitig sa kisame. Did he really say that? He was in love me?

That was shit. That was not part of my plan. Ang akala ko naman magpapakasal lang kami, then I'll get his attention until I get the things that I needed to bring him down. Him falling in love with me was not part of any of my plans.

Napahinga ako ng malalim at bumangon sa kama. Para lang manlaki ang mata sa makita kong nasa paligid ko.

Punong-puno ng mga bulaklak ang buong silid. Lahat yata ng kulay ng roses. May mga ibang klase din ng bulaklak. Daisies, sunflowers, stargazer lilies. Kaya pala iba ang amoy ng buong paligid. Akala ko lang nananaginip lang ako kanina na parang ang presko ng naaamoy ko at para akong nasa garden.

Agad kong ibinalot ang kumot sa hubad kong katawan at takang-takang bumangon. Hindi ko mapigil ang sarili kong mapa-wow. Napakaraming bulaklak nito. Sigurado naman ako na si Stas ang gumawa pero paano niya nagawa ito sa kalaliman ng gabi? Saan siya bibili ng ganito karaming bulaklak at ilagay dito lahat ang mga ito habang tulog ako?

Nilapitan ko ang mga bulaklak at inamoy ang mga iyon. Napapikit pa ako sa bango. Napakunot ang noo ko nang makita ko ang ilang mga piraso ng papel na nakaipit sa mga bulaklak. Kinuha ko ang isa.

I hope you had a good night sleep.

It was a handwritten note. Sigurado akong sulat ni Stas. May nakita uli akong note at muling kinuha.

Did you sleep well? I hope these flowers will give you a fresh morning.

Napalunok ako at napabuga ng hangin. All right. Okay. Even if Stas was the devil, I will give him credit for this cheesy stunt. Kahit sinong babae ay kikiligin dito.

May note pa uli akong nakita at kinuha iyon.

Last night was the best, Sofia. It was all worth it. Kissing you. Making love with you.

Wala sa loob na napahawak ako sa dibdib ko at ang lakas-lakas ng kaba noon.

Damn you, Stas. Do you always do this to your women? Ganito ka magpakilig?

Dahil ang totoo, kahit pigilin ko, kinikilig ako. Pinipigil ko lang mangiti dahil naaalala ko ang mga ginawa namin kagabi. That was my first time and I hated to admit it, but I liked how we did it. The way he kissed me, touched my body. The gentleness of his touch. Those things that he made me do for him, it was all new to me but I liked it.

I remember when he asked me to put his dick inside my mouth. Before, when I heard my friends talked about that they did that kind of thing to their partners, I always thought it was nasty. I always thought that it was a bad thing. But last night, there was something. When my mouth was wrapped around his length and when I heard him moaned, I won't deny it.

It turned me on.

I couldn't understand the heat that suddenly went down to my core. I closed my eyes and I felt I could still feel his touch all over me. I felt I could still feel his warm mouth against my pussy.

I hated to admit it but my body was wanting to feel it again.

Shit. That was Stas' effect. The devil's effect.

All right, self. You need to calm down. You just experienced a mind-blowing sex and that was it. You need to focus on your game. You told yourself hundreds of times that you will do anything to bring that man down. And this is the beginning. You have the upper hand.

I kept on telling that to myself. I closed my eyes and calmed myself. I needed to remove his effect to me. Baka kapag hinayaan kong ganito, hanap-hanapin ko lang at ako ang yumuko sa demonyong iyon.

Napatingin ako sa couch na naroon at nakita kong mayroong paper bag na nakapatong at may note uli. Kinuha ko at binasa. Galing pa rin kay Stas.

Wear this and join me for breakfast. I'll wait for you.

Kinuha ko ang paper bag at binuksan iyon. Damit ang nasa loob. Iniladlad ko. It was a white summer dress. Napangiti ako at itinapat ang damit sa katawan ko. Napansin kong may note na naman sa loob.

Don't wear anything under this. That's not a request.

Pakiramdam ko ay nag-init ang mga pisngi ko sa nabasa kong note na iyon ni Stas. It was not a request but I felt it was so sexual and that line brought a heat in me. Napabuga ako ng hangin at dumeretso sa banyo para maligo. Nang matapos ako at makalabas ay muli akong tumingin sa damit. Susundin ko ba ang sinasabi ng lalaking iyon? Napangiti ako. Siyempre hindi.

Matigas yata ang ulo ko.

Kumuha ako ng panty at bra mula sa cabinet na naroon tapos ay isinuot ko ang summer dress na bigay ni Stas. Naglagay ako ng kaunting make-up para mukha naman akong fresh. Para bumagay naman ang hitsura ko sa ganda ng damit na suot ko. Hindi naman ito mukhang mumurahin. Paglabas ko ng pinto ay napakunot ang noo ko dahil napakaraming rose petals sa lapag. Tapos ay may dalawang babaeng staff na patungo sa lugar ko.

"Good morning, Mrs. Rykov," magkapanabay na bati ng mga ito.

Saglit akong natigilan. Mrs. Rykov. Why did it sound so perfect in my ears? Bagay pala. But still, I hated the man who gave me that surname.

"Good morning," ganting bati ko sa kanila. "What are these?" Ang mga nakakalat na rose petals sa sahig ang tinutukoy ko. Nagtinginan pa ang dalawa at napangiti na halatang mga kinikilig.

"Para po sa inyo 'yan, Ma'am. Ginawa ni Mr. Rykov." Sagot ng isa.

"Si Stas?" paniniguro ko.

"Yes, Ma'am. Naghihintay po si Mr. Rykov sa garden. Doon daw po kayo magbi-breakfast." Binigyan ako ng daan ng dalawa para makaalis na ako doon.

Medyo sobrang cheesy na 'to. I think this was love bombing already. Another red flag.

But then I remembered, everything about Stas was red flag. Kahit noon pa na inaalam ko talaga kung sino siya. Wala namang mabuting characteristic ang lalaking iyon. Tingin ko naman ang mga ipinapakita niya sa akin ay mga pakitang-tao lang.

"Ang utos ng matandang Rykov, kailangan ma-check daw at sabihan siya kung may dugo."

Napahinto ako sa narinig na iyon na usapan ng dalawang staff habang papasok sa kuwartong pinanggalingan ko. Bahagya ko pa silang nilingon at tingin ko ay abala na ang mga ito sa mga gawain. Hindi na napansin na naroon pa ako malapit sa kanila. Pasimple akong bumalik para mapakinggan ang pinag-uusapan nila.

"Bakit kailangan pang i-check kung may dugo? Paano kung wala?"

Wait? Were they talking about the blood stains on the bedsheets?

"Aba? Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin. Pero ayan naman. Meron dugo, 'o? May ire-report na tayo kay Sir Fedor." narinig ko pang mahinang tumili ang isa sa mga staff. "Ang suwerte-suwerte naman ng asawa ni Sir. 'Tagal ko nang crush 'yan si Sir Stas pero hindi ako pinapansin."

"Gaga ka. Hindi ka papansin ni Sir Stas. Nakita mo naman ang mga babae no'n. Ang gaganda 'di ba? Hoy, nakita mo ba si Ma'am Ilyenna kagabi?" Natawa ang nagsalita. "Kabog 'no? Naka-red gown. Tinalo pa ang asawa ni Sir Stas."

"Ay, oo. Kabog na kabog talaga si Ma'am Ilyenna. May dala pang regalo kay Sir. Naku, mukhang brokenhearted ang gaga. Akala ko nga siya ang dyowa ni Sir Stas. Kaya nagulat ako na may ibang pinakasalan. Pero in fairness naman sa asawa ni Sir, maganda naman."

"Pero mas mukhang wild si Ma'am Ilyenna. 'Di ba? Narinig natin dati umuungol-ungol 'yon tapos silang dalawa lang ni Sir Stas sa office niya. Ano pang gagawin nila do'n? Saka mga ganoon naman talaga ang tipo ni Sir. Mga wild."

Tumaas ang kilay ko at tumingin ng masama sa pinanggalingan kong kuwarto. Mga tsismosang 'to. Nakita ko ang isang vase na naroon. Lumapit ako at pasimple kong itinulak hanggang mahulog at mabasag. Mabilis na lumabas ng silid ang dalawang staff at nanlalaki ang matang nakatingin sa basag na vase. Siguradong akong kakabahan sila dahil mamahalin ang porcelain vase na iyon.

"May dagang tumakbo. Natabig 'yan. Pakilinis na lang," ngumiti ako ng maasim sa kanila at tumalikod na.

Rinig ko pa ang pagsisisihan ng dalawa habang naglalakad ako. Naririnig kong gustong umiyak ng isa dahil libuhin daw ang presyo ng vase na iyon at paano nila mababayaran. Umangat ang kilay ko. Bahala silang kabahan. Well, hindi ko naman sasabihin kay Stas na pabayaran ang mga iyon sa mga staff. Gusto ko lang silang manginig at kabahan dahil sa pagiging tsismosa nila. Iyon ang bagay sa kanila.

Paglabas ko ay naabutan ko si Stas na nakatalikod at may kausap sa telepono. Naka-shorts at white shirt lang siya. Sobrang laid back ng hitsura. May kausap sa telepono.

"Yes, Dad. She was." Napapailing pang sabi niya at napapakamot ng ulo. Kausap ang daddy niya. Naalala kong kailangan ko nga palang tumawag kay Daddy para makapag-report.

"We are good. Tell mom that Sofia is good with me." narinig kong tumawa si Stas. "I know. Sure." Halatang napipilitan na siya ngayon. "We are going to check our schedule then we will pay you guys a visit." Napabuga pa ng hangin si Stas. "We just got married yesterday, Dad. She is not yet pregnant." Ngayon ay tawa na siya nang tawa.

Napalunok ako at wala sa loob na hinawakan ang tiyan ko. Pregnant. Shit. Bakit nga ba hindi ko naisip iyon? Mag-asawa kami ni Stas, laging magsi-sex kaya hindi imposibleng mabuntis ako. I should use protection. Hindi ako puwedeng magpabuntis sa kanya. Kailangang magawan ko 'to ng paraan. Tama. Lalabas ako mamaya para bumili ng pills.

Siguro ay naramdaman na niyang naroon ako kaya napalingon siya. Agad niyang pinutol ang pakikipag-usap sa daddy niya at ngumiti sa akin.

"Wow. You look... fresh." Titig na titig siya nang sabihin iyon.

Pilit lang akong ngumiti sa kanya at lumapit sa mesa na naroon kung saan maraming nakahaing pagkain. Humila ako ng upuan at agad na lumapit si Stas para gawin iyon para sa akin. Inalalayan pa akong makaupo. Gosh. This was too much. Hindi na ako natutuwa sa pagiging clingy niya.

Humila din siya ng silya sa harapan ko at naupo doon.

"What do you want to eat? I asked the chef to make something special for us. This is our first breakfast together." Dinampot pa ni Stas ang table napkin na naroon tapos ay inilagay sa kandungan niya. Napatingin siya sa akin at sa table napkin na nanatiling nakapatong sa plato ko. Tumayo siya at tumabi sa akin tapos ay dinampot ang table napkin, ini-unfold at inilagay sa kandungan ko bago siya muling bumalik sa kinauupuan niya.

Fuck. Hindi ko nakilalang ganito si Stas. Pakitang-tao lang ba niya ito?

"This is a frittata made of eggs, lobster claw with caviar. Inspired from Le Perker, Meridien breakfast in New York." Itinuro niya ang isang plato na may mga itlog. All right. It sounded expensive pero puro itlog lang naman 'to. "Or do you want this bacon bling?" Sa isang plato naman ay tinapay na may bacon pero napakaraming arte ang nakalagay. "Or fruits?" Naroon ang isang fruit platter.

Alanganin akong ngumiti. "Do you have oatmeal?"

Bahagyang kumunot ang noo ni Stas at takang tumingin sa mga nakahain na pagkain tapos ay sa akin. "Oatmeal?" tonong naniniguro siya.

"I told you I am not a breakfast person."

Napa-hmm lang siya at napahinga ng malalim. "I don't have oatmeal. Eat this," kumuha siya ng piraso mula sa pinggan kung nasaan ang frittata at inilagay iyon sa plato ko. "Even if small. You need to eat breakfast. That's the most important meal of the day."

Tingin ko naman ay wala akong magagawa kaya pinabayaan ko na lang siya. Nagsalin pa siya ng orange juice sa baso ko. "I know you don't drink coffee."

Napatitig ako sa kanya. At naalala pa niya iyon?

"Come on. Eat," sabi niya at nagsimula na siyang kumain.

Ganoon na rin ang ginawa ko. Wala kaming imikan ni Stas habang kumakain. Tumitingin-tingin siya sa cellphone niya kapag may nagbi-beep. Maraming mga nagti-text. Nararamdaman ko din na nagba-vibrate ang mesa dahil may mga tumatawag sa telepono niya pero hindi niya sinasagot.

"You are not going to answer your calls?" Hindi na ako nakatiis na hindi magtanong.

Umiling siya. "They are not important. This is important. Having my first breakfast with my wife." Walang anuman na sagot niya habang patuloy sa pagkain.

Shit. Don't do this. Hindi ako sanay. Nakakalunod.

"You look pretty in that dress." Ngayon ay nakangiti na siya sa akin.

Tumingin ako sa sarili ko. "Thank you. The dress looks good."

"I wonder how it's going to look on the floor once I remove it." Nakangiti pa ring sabi niya.

Agad na nag-init ang pisngi ko. Ngayon, ang mata niya ay nakapako na sa bandang dibdib ko at nakita kong unti-unting nawala ang ngiti sa labi niya. Maya-maya ay napakunot ang noo.

"Are you wearing a bra?" Paniniguro niya.

Napaawaang lang ang bibig ko at naalala ko ang nakalagay sa note niya.

Don't wear anything under this. That's not a request.

Napalunok ako dahil ngayon ay kita ko na ang pagseryoso ng mukha ni Stas.

"I... I found a nice pair of undies inside the cabinet and I thought-"

"So, you're wearing panties?" putol niya sa sinasabi ko. His tone was flat. His eyes became cold looking at me.

Napipilitan akong ngumiti sa kanya. "Well... it's nice. It's lacy and good and..."

"You are wearing a fucking panty." Inis niyang dinampot ang table napkin na nasa kandungan niya at painis na binitiwan iyon sa ibabaw ng mesa. Tumayo siya at lumapit sa akin tapos ay pilit din akong pinatayo. Nang magawa ay agad na iniangat ang suot kong summer dress at mahina siyang napamura.

"You read my note, right?" He said that in between his teeth.

Napalunok ako. "Y-yes. B-but I thought it was something. I... I..." sinamaan ko siya ng tingin. "Look, Stas. This is just a fucking panty. Ano naman kung magsuot ako ng underwear?"

Tiningnan niya ako ng masama at agad na pumasok ang kamay niya sa loob ng summer dress na suot ko at napasinghap ako nang walang sabi-sabing hinila niya ang suot kong panty. Ngayon ay nasa kamay na niya ang punit na kapirasong tela at ang sama ng tingin niya doon. Inis na itinapon iyon sa kung saan.

"What the hell?" gulat na gulat ako sa ginawa niya. "Just because I wore a fucking panty it's an issue to you?"

"That's not it. The issue is you don't know how to follow an order. It's just a simple note. I said it was not a request. So, you need to follow it. And I hate people who don't follow what I want."

"What? But I am your wife." Asar kong sagot.

"Yes. But there are things that I want you to do and follow. And that's one of them." Lumapit sa akin si Stas at hinawakan ang baywang ko at inilapit sa katawan niya. "Because I want my wife to be always bare for me." Titig na titig siya sa mga mata ko. "I want my wife to be someone that I can lust all the time." He lowered his head and gently licked my lips. I could feel his hand holding my dress and slowly lifting it up and tracing my ass. I let out a faint gasp when I felt he grabbed it. "If I said I don't want you to wear anything under your clothes, you will do it. Or else, you are not going to like what I will do to you."

Napalunok ako. His voice was so deep it was sending chills to my core. Not that I was afraid of him but it was something. Something that makes my core to ache especially when he kept on grabbing my ass.

And I should hate this. I should hate what he was saying to me but damn my body was reacting differently.

He sat down on the chair and yanked me. He placed my stomach against his thighs and lifted my skirt to expose my bare ass.

"Stas! What the hell?!" What the fuck he was doing? I was trying to get away but his hand and arm was pressing tightly on my back. I could feel his other hand touching my ass. I felt a hot flush on my face. I felt I was so bold in here. People might see us. His staff will surely gossip about me.

"I hate it when people don't follow me especially with simple instruction."

"Stas..." my voice was shivering. But I knew it wasn't because I am angry. It was shivering because of anticipation of what he was going to do.

He didn't say a word. He kept on tracing the flesh of my bare ass. I could feel his eyes on me even if I can't look for him. And my body. Damn it. I could feel the wetness between my thighs. I felt so ashamed that my body was betraying me again.

Until I felt his palm.

Landed on my ass flesh.

A gasp came out from my mouth as I felt the heat of his palm against my ass. I could feel my face was warm because of embarrassment. Another hit came to my flesh and my body arched but definitely not in pain.

It was because of admission that my body was liking what he was doing to me.

"You like this, right?"

I didn't answer as I felt another sting of his palm against my ass. Fuck. What the hell was this? I should be hating this. This was filthy. Nasty. This was...

Exciting and I was waiting for another slap that he might give me.

I gasped as the heat of his palm was like a flood that flows inside me. I couldn't contain my moans as his punishing smacks continued to hit my bare ass skin. I was moaning in pleasure, whimpering to this new sensation that he was giving me.

I lost it. I didn't feel the embarrassment anymore. I didn't care if people could see us. All I knew was that, that stinging pain was turned into something that I liked. Something erotic that turns me into a wild fire. My whole body was on fire.

And it was something that I needed the moment he introduced me to the new wonders of having sex.

He continued to land his palm against my bare ass until I felt his hand slides down and his fingers started to rub between my legs. Rubbing my slit that I knew was drenched as he easily slides his fingers inside me.

"Oh God... Stas!" I was choking in my words. Damn this feeling. The pleasure was overwhelming.

"This is what you get for not following my orders." He whispered in my ear as his finger continued to push in and out inside me.

Fuck... there was the feeling again. The heavenly feeling that I always feel every time I will reach my peak. I knew I am coming.

"Oh god..." I moaned as I came on his fingers. But this wasn't enough for me. My body wanted more. I turned my head and saw him looking at me. "I... more..."

He smiled wickedly.

"I know."

Then he lifted me up and went inside the house as he was beginning to rip the summer dress that he wanted me wear.

He was kissing me this time and I was kissing him back.

Truly... I wanted more. 

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