Chapter 17 lost & love
[ this chapter was mostly Jungkook but it's okay! Anyways enjoy reading this chapter ]
Mina POV
Even though I promised myself I wouldn't like him anymore and do what he said and forget about him but I couldn't. Seeing that he still loves her hurts me more then ever. I hated myself at the moment or more like I hated this moment right now. Me and jimin both walked back inside while he had his hands on my shoulders.
" are you okay "
" I'm fine "
" I know you're not fine "
" how are you and Jungkook so good at that "
I laughed trying to make the situation less awkward for the both of us. He knew I was hurting inside he didn't laugh but only looked at me. It's like he was reading my mind right now. He pulled me into a hug while patting my back a bit but I held in the tears.
" jimin? "
" yes "
" do you want to meet my parents tomorrow? "
" sure "
I know that was out of the blue but tomorrow is the anniversary of the day my parents both left this world. I didn't want to go alone again this year. Every year I always went alone to see them but I wanted a friend to acompany me this year. I came inside hoseok office, I couldn't even look at him in the face without imagining Sarah and him kissing.
" a-are you busy tomorrow "
" tomorrow is my day off "
" I know "
" well yeah I have plans tomorrow "
" ohh "
" if there isn't anything you need I'll go back and finish the chores "
I was about to leave but he grabbed my wrists.
" Mina, please look at me "
I turned around and smiled at him
" I'm really sorry "
" no need to apologize just forget about it "
" I had no intention of hurting you. You know that right? "
" I know "
" then why do you keep avoiding me "
" I'm not "
" yes you are "
I looked down to see his hand that was still holding onto my wrists. I lightly pushed his hand away.
" I'm sorry for ruining your life so much hoseok, I really had no intention of doing that to you "
" you didn't "
" I have to go "
I left his office closing the door leaning on it bitting my lips to hold back the water works. I took a deep breath trying to stop my feelings. I was walking down the hall way to finish the rest of the chores. I heard my phone vibrate taking it out of my pocket.
TEXT MESSAGE
" Mina please let's talk about this, you never gave me a chance to explain "
" I'm busy, unless you need something I'll go back to finishing my chores "
" well I need you to come here or I'm coming to you "
I never answered his text but deleted it and continued my job. I finally finished and looked at the time and i was finally off. I went to room laying down hearing a knock on my door. I was kinda of hesitant to open the door scared it might be hoseok. I carefully opened the door but was face to face with a game controller. I looked it with a confused look. I felt someone open the door and thank goodness it was Jungkook.
" what are you doing here "
" play with me "
" play what? "
" play overwatch with me "
" I don't even know how to play "
" I'll show, just come play with me I'm bored "
" I don't want to "
" come on, how can you say no to this lovely face of mine "
I smiled seeing his trying to act cocky in front me right now but only turned out to be cute.
" fine, 40min "
" great "
He grabbed my hand dragging me to his room. I sat there while he set up the game for two players.
" you can use my friends character "
" Taetae? "
" yeah, we always play this game together but I'll let you use his character but we won't tell him "
He handed me the game controller and started the game. Every time we played I always lost first. After the third game I got irritated and put down the game controller.
" Jungkook I hate this game "
" you just gotta be good like me "
" I don't want to play anymore "
" come on, one last game I'll even let you win "
" fine "
After playing the game I lost again
" you said you'll let me win? "
" hey I never promised you that "
I gave him a mugging face while he pinched my cheeks. I looked at him and I never really seen him smile so much like this around me. He kept looking at me nowt even looking away. I saw his smile getting weaker when I saw him tear up a bit.
" you're crying? Why are you crying? Was it because I didn't want to play anymore? I'm sorry it's just I get mad when I don't win "
He smiled even more before wiping away his tears. He pulled me into a hug holding me tightly while I patted his back.
" it's not that dummy "
" then why did you cry "
" you reminded me so much of her and I felt like I was with her again "
Hearing this broke my heart a lot just hearing him say these words to me.
" it's okay Jungkook, I know how you feel "
" I just miss her so much but being here with you makes me feel so much better "
He pulled away and I saw his eyes all red.
" I'm always going to be here for you "
" I hope you don't think I'm weird or anything but you remind me of someone "
" really who? "
" of this little girl I saw at the hospital once "
" really "
" Yeah but I'm probably just thinking too much "
" tomorrow I'm going to see my parents did you want to come "
" I would love to but I have somewhere I have to go tomorrow "
" it's okay, anyways I should let you get some rest "
I got up but he grabbed my hand
" can you stay for five more minutes "
I smiled and nodded, I sat down on his bed while he laid down on his bed. He fell asleep after the five minutes. I looked at him sleeping and I can tell he has gone through so many things. I looked at him and saw him crying a little in his sleep. That broke my heart even more he must've have really loved this girl. I felt so bad for him, I know how it feels like to lose people you love. I grabbed the blanket covering him with it before leaving and bumping into someone's chest.
" jimin "
" what were you doing in Jungkook room "
" ohh we were playing overwatch he fell asleep "
" I'm surprised he even stayed up with late on this day "
" why "
" every year he goes and visit Sophie "
" who's that "
" this girl Jungkook really liked back in our childhood days but sh- "
" got cancer and past "
" yeah how did you know? "
" he told me "
So that's what he's doing tomorrow. I'm guessing he's going alone.
" anyways, what time are we leaving tomorrow? "
" maybe early "
I went back into my room falling asleep and waking up the next morning to get ready. I came out of my room seeing jimin already up and all ready.
" shall we "
I smiled and we both went inside his car while he drove to the place. We came to the place where my parents were buried.
" hi mom and dad, I'm back to visit you guys and this year I brought a friend "
I put the flowers on the grave while I felt my tears already streaming down my face.
Jimin had his arms around me hugging me the whole time. After a good 15min we walked back to our car.
" you know this place looks familiar "
" you know this place "
" yeah "
I made a confused face as to how he knew this place.
" it's been a while Sophie "
I turned around when I heard Jungkook voice.
" that's it, this is where Sophie is to "
I watched Jungkook put flowers on her grave before he left. We did the same and also left. We came back home and Jungkook was also home already.
" jungkook "
" hey Mina "
" I need to ask you something "
" yes "
" that little girl that you saw at the hospital "
" what about her "
" did she cry a lot that day because her parents past and she was wearing a pink dress "
" yeah, how did you know "
" because that little girl was me "
" THAT WAS YOU? "
" yeah "
" I can't believe we've meet before "
" small world "
" no wonder when I saw you I knew you looked familiar "
Jimin: " so you two knew each other "
Jungkook: " no, well at least not before "
I heard my phone vibrate in my pocket seeing hoseok name again. I decided to just go to his office instead but Jungkook and jimin both decided to follow. I came inside his office and he looked disappointed when he saw jimin and Jungkook walk in.
" I ask for Mina not you two "
Jungkook: " hyung, you know you wanted us to come to "
" no I didn't "
Mina: " did you need something "
" no I just wanted to talk but now I can't "
Jungkook: " you guys I have an idea "
Jimin & hoseok: " what "
Jungkook: " lets go on a trip "
Sarah: " trip? I'm in "
I looked at the door to see Sarah walking inside his office.
Hoseok: " no way "
Jungkook: " ohh come on stop being like that and let's just all go on a trip it will be fun "
Jimin: " I'm actually down to go actually "
Sarah: " me to "
Mina: " uhh I don't think I should go
Hoseok: " no if I go you go to "
Sarah: " Hoseok if she doesn't want to go she doesn't have to go "
I turned around rolling my eyes a bit at Sarah. Like nobody even invited her she just barged in saying assuming we wanted her to come.
Mina: " she's right, I will get in trouble because I'm working "
Hoseok: " well I'm your boss and I said you're going "
Jungkook: " let the TRIP BEGIN "
I wasn't so sure about this trip because I had a feeling it would be uncomfortable.
[ OUHHHH good things never happens during trips but we'll see in the next couple of chapters I already thought about what to write to write for the next couple chapters!! So get excited for this chapters ]
Lets take a moment of silence for TAEHYUNG because be looking good!
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