[ WOOHOO! Chapter 16 updated ]

" I'm sorry Mina "
" what "
" i can't return those feelings to you yet "
" what, why not "
" please forget about those feelings you had for me "

I couldn't return those feelings because I didn't want to hurt her. After Sarah I'm afraid to even love someone again. I like Mina a lot but now isn't the time. 

Mina POV

I sat in my room still thinking about what just happened. I felt so dumb for confessing my feelings to him. I don't know what came over me, I just blurted it out. I sat there not noticing the tears dripping down from my face. I reached to touch my tears that was on my face. I looked at my hand that I used to wipe my tears. I cried even more, I didn't know why I was also crying. It's not like anything was going to happen. Right? I tried thinking about all the negatives if we started dating. He was going to be getting married to someone else. But what if the girl he was going to marry was Sarah. I stopped my tears and laid on my bed. I heard a someone throwing rocks at my window. I got up going to check who it was. I looked down seeing Jungkook waving his hands.

" what are you doing Jungkook "

He gave me a smile making me feel much better. I didn't want to see jimin or hoseok right now and seeing Jungkook made me feel a little bit better.

" I wanted to hang out with you "
" you know you could've just came up here "
" that wouldn't be romantic "
" you're crazy Jungkook "
" crazy for you "

I smiled at him even with his cockiness he still managed to make me smile.

" sooo, are you going to come down here or do I have to climb up to your window "
" stay right there, I'll come down there "
" or to save time you can jump down and I'll catch you "
" nooo way! I'm not risking my life just to hang out with you "

He laughed which made me laugh, I quickly went downstairs and outside. He walked up to me but had a worry look when he saw me. He started observing my face while I quickly covered my eyes.

" have you been crying "
" no of course not "
" because it most definitely seems like you were crying "
" I wasn't "

He reached to grab my wrists removing my hands away from my eyes. He looked at me and he knew I was upset. He pulled me into a tight hug. I couldn't contain myself from breaking down. I started to cry while he hugged me making me feel secure.

" what's wrong "
" nothing, I guess I'm just upset "
" you're lying to me "
" it's stupid "
" just tell me "
" I confessed my feelings but got rejected "

He looked at me making me feel even more stupid.

" stupid right? "
" no he's stupid "
" what "
" he's stupid for rejecting you "
" I'm not that surprised I mean I already knew he doesn't like me all and this always happens to me anyways so I'm just not going to try anymore "
" it wouldn't be like this if you looked closer, the person could be closer then you think "
" what do you mean "
" nothing "
" I'm over it, I don't want to talk about it anyways there isn't much to do since it's already late "
" uhmmm, do you want to go to the arcade with me? "
" can we? "
" lets go "

Me and Jungkook decide to go to the arcade. I wanted to go anyways I wanted to forgot about this horrible night. We went inside and stared playing all the games in the arcade. But being here didn't help that much it just reminded me of the time when I came here with hoseok. We found a claw machine game.

" you want one? "
" sure "

Watching Jungkook play like a pro was great. He played this game as if he done this all his life. I watched him play but remember the time when hoseok tried playing and didn't get anything. The flashback made me chuckle a bit.

" what's so funny "
" ohh nothing, just that you look like kid who gets so excited because they got the toy "

Hoseok POV
I laid in bed tossing and turning. I felt bad I rejected her but I knew that this wasn't the time. I don't know if I'm still hung up on Sarah or I'm just afraid. I got up putting my slippers on before leaving my room. I walked to Mina room door. I took a deep breathe before knocking on her door. She didn't open so I knocked again. She was probably sleeping already. I turned around about to leave when I saw Mina and Jungkook behind me. I looked at them both feeling myself getting all heated already.

" hey, can we talk "
" I don't want to talk right now "
" please "
Jungkook: " hyung, its late you can talk tomorrow "

I looked at them both before walking away from them and back into my own room. I sat there thinking if I did the right thing. Will I regret this later on.

Mina POV
I laid on my bed still thinking about tonight. I wish I never confessed my feelings to him. I grabbed the stuff animal on my bed hugging it before I fell asleep. The next morning I woke up trying to avoid hoseok and jimin. I opened my door looking around before stepping out of my room. I went into the kitchen to find something to eat before doing my share of chores. I was drinking a cup of tea feeling relaxed. I saw hoseok enter the kitchen and I felt the sudden awkwardness, he walked around me to get a cup. I stood there feeling the tension between us. He came around me and tried to reach for the sugar making me flinch and spilling the hot tea on my hand. He grabbed my hand turning on the cold water before putting my hand under the cold water.

" are you okay "

I moved my hand away from him, looking at him.

" I wish you wouldn't do that "
" do what "
" don't act all kind to me, I don't want to misunderstood your feelings "
" so what, you want me to treat you coldly "
" I promise myself I wouldn't like you anymore and that's what I'm going to do I wish we would just be professional about this "
" Mina "
" I have to go now "

I left the kitchen still feeling my heart race from the tension but I felt proud of myself. I grabbed the mop and started mopping the hallways. I felt someone grab the mop from my hand seeing jimin in front of me. Why does his always happen to me

" we need to talk "
" I'm busy jimin "

I tried grabbing the mop from him but he moved it back.

" no you don't talk you listen to me because I have something to say "
" what "
" I know that my confession was sudden and I'm really sorry but I don't want us to be awkward and I want to tell you that I'll wait for you "
" what do you mean "
" I know you don't like me anymore but I'll still wait but until then please let's not be awkward around each other please "

I smiled and nodded and he gave me back the mop. I saw Jungkook down the hall way and I knew he was walking towards us.

" MINA "

He ran over to me before putting my head into a head lock.

" LET GO KID "
" not until you learn to respect me and stopping calling me kid "
" alright alright "

He let go of my head and I remembered that jimin was still standing there.

" when did you and Jungkook become so close "
" were friends "

He wrapped his arms around me but jimin wrapped his arm around me.

" no we are "
" I guess we dueling for her, let's do that with overwatch "
" you know I hate that game "
" that's why I suggested it "
" I hate you "
" come on shortie "
" I'm two years older then you JEON JUNGKOOK "

They both let go of me and jimin grabbed Jungkook putting him into a head lock. I love seeing them playful like this.

" what's going on "

We all stopped when hoseok came

Jungkook: " ohh we're just playing around "
Hoseok: " you guys are being too noisy "
Jungkook: " sorry "

He looked at me before he walked away and I knew he was probably upset when I said those words to him. But he deserved it he reject me first. Jungkook phone started to ringing. He picked up and said he had to leave. It was only me and jimin left.

" why don't you take a break "
" I can't I have to clean this whole hallway "
" why don't I help "
" you can't remember "
" ohh lighten up it's just cleaning "

He went and grabbed another mop before helping me mop.

" I noticed your not wearing a suit today "
" I wanted to be comfy so sweats and a t-shirt it is "

He helped me mopped this whole hall way not only did he help me but it was actually fun.

" how do I use this squeezing thing "
" you don't know how to use it "
" might I remind you I'm the son of the richest man and have never touched this kind of machine before "
" it's not machine jimin "
" well I don't know how to use it "

I laughed a little helping him after about and hour we finally finished.

" I hate that you guys for living in such a huge house "
" well that's how royalties live "
" whatever "

He help me put the stuff away before we went outside to take a break. We sat down on the tables near the pool.

" I like it out here "
" me too "

It was quiet for a good ten minutes before jimin spoke.

" I know you probably don't want to hear this right now but do you like hoseok? "

I looked down and started fidgeting with my fingers.

" do I have to answer that? "
" not if you don't want to "
" yes, I do "
" so you like him? "
" it's not like he will like me back anyways "
" you never know "
" I don't know anymore jimin, I kinda wish I never took this job "
" why not? "
" because then everything wouldn't be a mess, I wouldn't have ruined your guys lives "
" don't say that "
" it's true "
" no it's not true, if it weren't for you I wouldn't even be trying this hard to achieve my dream nobody has ever believed in me besides you Mina "

I smiled at him before he gave me his signature smile that I've missed.

" why couldn't I have met you first Mina "

I smiled starting to feel my cheeks blush

" I should get back inside and finish doing my work "
" right "

We were going to walk inside when I saw hoseok and Sarah together.

" do you love me hoseok "
" I do but- "
" but what "

Seconds later she leaned in and kissed him and that broke my heart. Jimin suddenly walked around me blocking me.

" don't look, you'll just be hurt even more "

Even though I promised myself I wouldn't like him anymore and do what he said and forget about him but I couldn't. Seeing that he still loves her hurts me more then ever.

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