NIEL'S POV

I looked at my reflection in the mirror. Seeing how beautiful I am with my make-up and hair do made me proud of myself.

I really want to smile. Today is the one of the happiest days of my life. Max and I already settled. We talk last night sincerely and settled everything. We cleared up things and became honest to each other. I know everything, and I'm happy that after all these years, I'm still the one for him. That despite that I run away from him, he never stops caring to me, especially when I was pregnant.

But to be honest, I really don't want all of these. I mean, the palace and everything that has a connection with the royal family. But I think I don't have any choice. Max is a king, and the twin is a royal prince and princess. Ryu is the apparent heir. That alone is enough reason for everything. Not to mention that Max demand me to be with him and to be his other half and he teamed up with our kids. And seeing my children happy being with Max and everything, I really can't say no at all. The twins happiness is what really matters to me.

"Nervous?" I turned in my right and see Nath with his real self. I haven't talk to him yet.

I pulled his hand and let him sit beside me. Then, I hugged him tightly.

"What's wrong, Your highness?" Nath asked me, shocked on what I did

"You are not allowed to call that Nathan." I said. I let him go and looked at his eye. "You and your family are not allowed to call me Your highness."

"But it's your title now."Nath said.

"It's just a title Nath. It doesn't really matter at all. Beside, what you sacrificed to me is nothing to what I have now."

"But...."

I cut him off. "No more but's Nath."

Nath let out a deep sigh. He raised his hand as if he is surrendering to a police officer. "Fine. If that what you want."

"How are you?" I shifted the topic to him. Everything was change in just one night after everything. The revolt change our life in just a night and made us suffer for long, specially Nath.

As a boy, it's hard to act like a girl. I know that because I done it before and I will be doing it again.

"I'm fine Niel. Don't worry." Nath said, smiling at me.

"Sorry." I hold his hand tightly, preventing my tears to escape from my eyes. Cristina will be mad if I ruined my make up.

"For what?" Nath confusedly asked.

"For everything. For making you act as a girl, for being with your family... I...."

He cut me off. "You don't have tp say sorry Niel. What we did, what we sacrifice, you don' have to say sorry or thank you for that. We did it because we want it."

"But you hide your identity all these time."

"That was a good experience for me actually. At least I know how hard it is to be a girl. I learned that no matter how hard headed or naughty a girl is, they should be respected and cared. It doesn't matter who they are and what they are. Girls deserve a respect and love despite of everything. That is all thanks to you."

I smile and hugged him again. "Thank you Nath. You will always ne my twin, my sister slash brother."

"Same here Niel." Nath hugged me back.

After a minute, we let go of each other. Nath smile at me and caress my face.

"Palace life is hard. You still not know everything, but whatever you see, whatever you discover, never let go of your trust to the king. He might not tell you everything, but it is all for your safety. Trust him. It's okay to have a doubt, that is normal, but never let go of your trust to him. Or else, I might carry a new twins in my arms."

My eyes got widen of what he said. "NATH!"

He laughed loud. Here I am being emotional of what he said but he is just joking.

"But seriously speaking Niel, never doubt the king. He might do something that will hurt you but trust him in everything."

"I will Nath. I love Max and comes with that love is my trust."

"That's good to hear."

"Visit me everyday okay?" I use my puppy eyes to plead him.

"I will. I might asked the king to let me stay in the palace for Jerah. You know her."

I nodded. Speaking of Jerah, I also need to talk to him.

"Where is mama and papa?" I asked Nath. I also need to say thank you to them. I don't have enough time to talk to them because Max want us to enter the palace right away.

"They are with the twin."

"Pappppiiiii."

The door open loud. Nath and I turned around see what is going on. We both let out a deep sigh as we see Reigh running toward us carrying her dress.

"Reigh will turn the palace upside down, for sure." Nath whispered to me.

"Yeah. And I think Max will hired a lot of maids for her."

"Pappppiii, my gosh why are you so pretty." Reigh said exxageratedly.

"And you are pretty too." I said, gently squishing her bread cheeks.

"I know that papi, no need to mention that. But you are gorgeous. No wonder daddy is so head over heels to you."

Nath and I both looked at each other and laugh. Reight words really amazed me. I don't know where is she getting those words. As far as I know I never let them watch a non children show.

"My goodness Reigh. Don't run like that. You will ruined your dress." Mama suddenly appear in the room, catching her breath. Behind her is papa and Ryu.

"I fine granny." Reigh answered and sit beside me.

"I already imagined what will happened to her palace maids. You shoudl asked Max to hired some chubby girls for his princess Niel." Mama said and sit in front of me, catching her breath.

"I suggest that to Max, ma." I answered.

She looked at me and scanned me carefully. "I saw you when you where just a baby. I saw you grew up. I witness everything, and I never thought you will grow up beyond beautiful." Mama said emotionally.

I looked at Nath, confused of what our mother said. Nath just shrugged his shoulder as an answered.

"Don't ruined your make-up guys please." Cristina butt in.

We all laughed. I hugged mama and whispered a thank you to her ears. I asked papa to joines with us and he obligued to do so.

Saying thank you is not enough. I know that. What they did, what they sacrificed, whatever I do will not be enough.

In 5 hours I will enter the palace. Me and my kids will enter the oalace and be with Max. I will do everything to get my family with me in the palace and whoever try to touch and hurt them, I promise that I will not let them off.

"Papi, should I call you mommy now?" Suddenly Reight asked. I all looked at her. We all giggle as we witness how Reigh make a pose in front of a huge mirror. Obviously, she is excited.

"You should sister. No one should know that he is a daddy also. For now, no one should know that." Ryu is the one who answered.

"That's fine with me. It suit him better that PAPI."

I did not bothered to answer anymore as I have the same thought as Ryu. No one should know that I'm a boy, a man who bear a child and gave birth to a twin. A man who has a womb. People should know that I am a woman. Whatever the consequences of this, I will face it in the future.