Hoseok stopped. "And then?" She asked. And Hoseok was sleeping. Y/n shook him

"What happened? Why was his mother abusing him? Why didn't you help him?" She asked.

"Y/n we will continue this later, I am sleepy." He closed his eyes. Y/n shook him.

"No, please tell me everything."

"Sleep. Please. I will tell you more tomorrow."

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They placed the crown on her. She felt the heavy weight of it. The weight was not just because of the gems on the crown. It was the weight of the responsibilities.

Y/n wanted to prove herself, she wanted to prove what she can do to the rest of the Kingdom.

Taehyung wanted Y/n to talk to him first, but she ran to Hoseok.

"Congratulations you got what you want now." Hoseok said Y/n smiled, she did. She got everything she deserved. Namjoon is not hurting her anymore, Taehyung wants her too, and the kingdom, it belongs to her now.

"At least you kept your promise." Y/n said.

"Of course I always keep my promises." Hoseok exclaimed.

Taehyung could see how Y/n was smiling while talking to Hoseok, she was hoping for love from him now. Y/n knew Namjoon, Jin and Hoseok since her childhood. And Jin and Hoseok she trusts them alot. Her heart aches when thinks of Jin. But Hoseok is reminding Y/n of Jin. As much as Y/n wanted to K'll Hoseok two days ago.

For Y/n, Jungkook, Taehyung and Yoongi are still unknown, she doesn't know what to expect from them or what is their motive. But it's easier for her to trust the one she has known all her life.

She knows she has to do something about that soon, and Hoseok is also a powerful figure in the Kingdom, and she kept him.
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"I can't enter? This is my husband's room." Y/n said. Yuri told Y/n that the maid who was adding drugs to his food got caught and k'll.

It was not easy, she thought it would be easy to keep drugging Namjoon, but they were getting suspended, and people who work closely with Namjoon were getting More suspension.

"Your highness, we caught a traitor. Someone was giving you your majesty." The eunuch told her, Y/n acted shocked.

"Who dares to harm the glory of this kingdom! I want to see my husband. Step back." She needs to somehow give him more poison.

"The herbs which were found are unique, no one has use them before they cause paralysis in brain functions, which results in the person losing the whole body functions." The physician exclaimed.

"What is the cure for that?" Y/n knows what the cure is, she wants to know if this new physician knows the cure of it or not.

"We are still finding it, We are trying our Best." The physician apologized. The cure is just stop using that drug. So in Y/n didn't give more herbs in 76 hours he will start talking and slowly he get back consciousness and he will k'll Y/n.

She tried to meet Namjoon but they didn't let her. She has to go back. She run her hair through her hair she just got the power, she doesn't want Namjoon to wake up. But the security is high now. They are not even letting Y/n visit Namjoon, he is the King and his protection is most important.

She felt a metal touch her, She could feel someone is behind her but it is not a threat. It was Taehyung, and the metal was just her neck. He make her wear the necklace Jungkook give.

"Congratulations your highness." He kissed her shoulder. Yuri signaled the maids to leave them alone.

"I would be de*d soon." Y/n said. Taehyung kissed her neck, biting her skin.

"Why your highness?" He asked, he always calls her your highness and then fck her like she is his slave. Just perfect balance. He was hugging her from behind so she put her head on his shoulder.

"I was busy, and the maid was caught two days ago. And now even I can't got in, now I have only 20 hours," Y/n put her hands over Taehyung arms and intertwined them.

"20 hours, that is a lot. Give me an hour please." He continued to kiss her neck.

"There is so much Going on. I am stressed." She said, His hands made their way under her huge dress.

"I can help you release stress." Taehyung said he made her sit at the dressing table. The things that were there fell to the ground, he kissed her neck and asked, "Did you sleep with him?"

"Him?" She asked.

"Hoseok. Did you sleep with him for the throne?" He asked.

"No." She replied.

"You want me to believe that? You were in his room last night." He said, if she told him he was just telling her stories and then they fell asleep he will not believe.

"You are you to ask? I don't need to answer you." She said. He hold her face.

"Let me abduct you bring you somewhere where I would be your everything." He exclaimed.

"Wouldn't that be boring?" She asked.

"I will make it interesting."
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Being the queen was no where easy, the next day when she was supposed to dealing with Namjoon she faced a political crisis. as a neighboring kingdom begins to encroach on her territory.

"Your highness, you have to make a quick decision." They said. She has decided whether to try to negotiate a peaceful resolution or mobilize her army and go to war.

Y/n knows that going to war would be risky and costly, but she also knows that if she backs down, it could be seen as a sign of weakness and could lead to further aggression from the other kingdom.

At the same time, Y/n is also dealing with internal power struggles and rivalries within her own court  She has to decide who to trust and who to keep close, especially as she suspects that some of her advisors may be secretly plotting against her. 

So war at this time won't be ideal, considering when she can't even trust her own court members. " I want try to negotiate a peaceful resolution,"

Some men in the court were rolling their eyes their thought so, they find it weak.

"But still kept the military prepared and ready. I want my army and kingdom to be prepared for every situation." She announced.

She also has to navigate the complex social expectations and norms of the royal court, and balance her own desires and needs with the expectations of others. 

In all this she couldn't forget Namjoon.

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"K'll all the staff who were working close with the King." Y/n announced. The court were shocked. She has to take curel decision. She knows that if she publicly reveals the truth about how she has been drugging him, it could damage her reputation and her hold on the throne. If she doesn't act quickly, she could lose her chance to consolidate her power and secure her position as queen.

"But your highness, they are the trusted people." one advisor spoke.

"It was found that our glorious King was being poisoned and if one maid was doing that, others would be involved too. For the king's safety, this is necessary. The trusted people broke the trust." She convinced the court to take that decision. She did so, people who are loyal to her would be the one taking care of Namjoon.

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Y/n promise to have lunch with Hoseok, she was confused when she was told to go to the garden. "Garden? But it is supposed to be lunch right?"

She hasn't explored the whole palace yet and she has never been to this side, Hoseok hard at work preparing a special surprise for her. He had planned a picnic lunch, complete with all of her favorite foods and a beautiful blanket to sit on.

When the Y/n arrived, she was surprised to see the picnic laid out before her. "A picnic?" she asked, a hint of amusement in her voice. "I never would have thought to do something like this."

Hoseok smiled. "I thought it might be a nice change of pace," he said. "We don't often get to enjoy the outdoors together. And I know you love nature."

As they sat down to eat, Y/n couldn't help but feel a sense of joy and contentment. She was so grateful to have someone who cared for her so deeply, and who was willing to go to such lengths to make her happy.

"How was your first day as a queen?" He asked. Y/n sighed.

"Already I have been threatened by the neighboring kingdom, my court hates me, so it is going tough." She said,

"You are doing great, actually."

"You think so?" She asked. He smiled, his smile is like sunshine which lights up her dark mood.

"Eomma!" Yesol got excited to see Y/n. He bowed to her and sat beside her.

"I wanted Yesol to join us too." Hoseok said.

As they ate, they talked and laughed and shared stories. Is this how families are like? Is this what happiness must be like?

She doesn't think anyone else cares for Yesol like Hoseok does. He cares about Y/n and also Yesol.

It was a simple moment, but one that Y/n would cherish for years to come, she knew that she was truly loved

After that Yesol left and Hoseok and Y/n were also left alone. Y/n bring Hoseok to  Grim tower. "This place, I hate it, Y/n." He said.

"Why? It has the best view." Y/n said while looking out of the window. "Tell me more about him."

He sighed."Fine."
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Flashback,

Namjoon was getting used to torture, he would be glad over small things, like going out. He could see the soldiers coming so war was over, Namjoon would be free from these. His father was back, Namjoon was glad because Namjoon was allowed to be free again. He got really skinny and weak.

In all that, there was a girl unlike any other. With her long, flowing hair and her bright, sparkling eyes, she was the very picture of beauty and grace. Namjoon couldn't stop staring.

Everyone couldn't stop and stare as she passed by, marveling at the way she moved and the way she carried herself. Her skin was as smooth and flawless as porcelain, and her smile was like sunshine on a cloudy day.

It's common that after war they keep hostages and concubines. But this girl ain't was a slave and she knew her Worth.

Despite her many admirers, however, the girl remained humble and kind. She was always quick to lend a helping hand, and she never let her beauty go to her head.

She was a princess from Busan.

Hoseok and Namjoon have different mother's. Both were the King's wives. After the war ended, their father married another girl. She was the princess of the kingdom their father fought against.

She was even younger than Namjoon, so he got curious to know about her. She knew that she was destined for great things, and that her beauty was only one small part of who she truly was.

Each day he saw her change, he saw her smile dropping, he was going through like Namjoon was. He felt kinda in ease to know someone was suffering with him.

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Namjoon journal