"I was not expecting to have a drink with you this time, your highness." Yoongi said. Y/n smiled.

"Why? I was waiting to have a drink with you, you are the only one who drinks with me." She finishes her drink. Yoongi poured some more for her.

"Does he know you are here drinking with me?" Yoongi looked at her.

"No, I don't think so. But we are just drinking. I think it will be fine." She said she played with the small cup in her hand.

"How can you even tolerate him? I feel something is going on in your head after what he did-"

"What did he do? And how do you know?" She asked. Not everyone knows what happens. So Y/n was wonderful how Yoongi knows, unless someone is telling him.

"Gaenip, I heard about Gaenip, I don't know what was the reason but I heard what happened to him." Yoongi knows how to keep calm and change the topic. "Was he like your child, and you did nothing to Namjoon even after he d'ed Because of him."

Gaenip d'ed too, Soju is alive. But Gaenip couldn't recover.

Y/n smiled. "Nothing is going in my head. I am doing what a good wife does, he is my husband. He is the most important person to me. He has all the right to me, and the only right I have is to follow his orders."

Yoongi chuckled as he noticed her sarcastic tone. "Good huh?"

"Really good," She sipped her alcohol. "You doubt it?"

"Nope, not at all. You are a good wife. But You are not dumb. " He said.

"The throne is too heavy, if I be dumb, I would get crushed because of its weight." She replied.

"True, you will make a great ruler." He said.

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Y/n stared at her reflection, the time they put in bathing her, caring for her hair and skin is a lot. They spend hours, using different natural remedies for her skin and hair.

She was taught, beauty is power. She must protect her beauty and body. But she just sees scars. There is one scar on her body, but she feels like her soul is filled with scars. So many scars that it's uncountable.

She touched the scar on her chest, she smiled. Because of Jin she can't hate it. He made the scar pretty for her. She can still feel his touch all over her body.

No man has touched her like he did. And no man would ever. The care and gentleness of his touch, she still remembers it.

They helped her wear the dress and styled her hair. Honestly Y/n does like it, she likes when her skin feels soft and pretty.

There was nothing much to do, Namjoon tells her to stay in her room mostly, she wasn't not in the mood to sneak out today.

Y/n laid on her bed only Soju was there. Gaenip d'ed. "Your highness." Yuri gives Y/n another letter and flowers.

Y/n looked at Jungkook's name. "He is so stupid, it's not special if he sends me multiple letters. First letter was special, this doesn't feel special."

She put it aside and the flowers. She laid on the bed. She is not in the mood of opening the letter.

"It is taking too much time right? He is acting fine, it has been a week, are you sure he is taking the tea?"

"Yes, your highness, It will work slowly." Yuri said. Y/n nodded her head.

"Slow and painful." She mumbled.

She is testing her knowledge, what she learned all these years from reading about plants and herbs.

She sighed and looked at the letter one last night before putting it under her pillow.

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"Eat baby," Y/n said.

"I can do it myself." Namjoon exclaimed. Y/n pouted.

"No, open your mouth." This time Y/n has been the one sweet and loving to him. He hasn't hurt her yet. He thinks it was more than enough, he didn't suspect Y/n. It's how it is. It is how their relationship is.

It was normal for Y/n to act normal and try to still please Namjoon, even after what he does to her.

"Is it poisoned?" He asked.

"Good that you asked. It is." She replied, and then smiled. "No, look." She ate it, she put the chopsticks down. And moved near to him. "Why do you suspect me?"

"Why should I not suspect you?" He asked. "And I am full now. I want you now."

The maids started taking the dishes out. She started opening his shirt. "Why do you need so much intimacy lately?"

"I don't know, I am used to sleeping with different men and having s*x multiple times a day I guess." She replied.

"Stop mentioning you are sl't, I will chain you for the rest of your life." He stood up, and fixed his clothes. "On your knees."

She doesn't want to, she just had dinner and giving blow Jobs is the most disgusting thing in her sight. If she did, she would throw up. She still did. She still pleases him, why? She has no idea. She has no idea why she is doing the most disgusting thing she thinks of him. And she swallows it. She swallowed it all for him when she was absolutely disgusted by it.

He was a little satisfied. And next thing she knew he got her to bend over and was fcking her from behind, she held onto the wall to support herself. She bites her lips, if one thing she is gonna miss about him is how he fck her.
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"Just tell me what happened to him! Why are you making me solve the riddles?" Y/n said.

"I can't, Y/n." Hoseok replied.

"Why can't you? You are the only few people who know what happened to him." Y/n exclaimed.

"I don't know what happened, no one really knows. Except him. And I told you what to do."

"Yes, you told me the opposite, you told me to ask him for more sex. Which is ridiculous, because he is clearly enjoying it. How would that make him remember his past?" She asked.

"You need to ask more. So much, that it makes him think you are addicted to him. He will feel disturbed if he thinks you are addicted to him. " Hoseok replied. Y/n stared at him, she doesn't have the stamina to keep up with Namjoon anymore. She still nodded.

"He will k'll me if I irritate him like that."

Hoseok shook his head, disagreeing, "If you did it correctly, he would not even raise his voice at you."

"At least tell me why you didn't become a king and he did?" She asked this question because there are many things that Y/n has no clue of. She doesn't even know what happened to Hoseok's wife, he was married and as a son who is just few years younger than Y/n

"He was our mother's favorite." He replied.

"Uhm really? That's it?" Y/n asked Hoseok shrugged his shoulders.

"What more should there be?" He asked.

"A lot? Why are you hiding it from me?"

"Some digging the family dirt, your highness. You might get buried under them." He said, he bowed and left again. Y/n sighed.

"Did you get to know who told him?" Y/n asked Yuri. She is still not sure who told Namjoon about Jin and everything else.

She shook her head. "No, your highness."

"Hmm, do you suspect anyone?" Y/n asked. Yuri was hesitating. Y/n noticed it. "Do you know something that I know? You know how fcking important this is for me, and how badly I want to k'll the person because of whom Seokjin and Gaenip d'ed?"

Yuri bowed. "It is just a doubt. I am not sure. But he was the last one to meet him."

Yuri told her about Taehyung. Y/n was surprised. Taehyung is unpredictable, he has always been unpredictable, but she doesn't see any reason for him to take that step. "Hmm, I want to see him tomorrow."

She went to her room, and she was told Namjoon was in her room. She hugged him from behind, her hand placed over his heart. "You are supposed to stay in your room."

He turned to her. She kissed his chest, she is shorter than him, "Y/n,"

She ignored him, completely ignoring what he was saying. She can do it. No conversation, no affection, just s*x. She is actually pretty good at it.

She undresses him. "You are acting weird." He said.

"No, not at all. I need you." She mumbled and left small hickeys on his skin. Only she can do this, only she can leave hickeys on him that no one else can.

"Trying to distract me because your lover is coming?" Namjoon said.

"Which lover?" She asked. He chuckled.

"So many that you ask that question." He shook his head, she smiled.

"What should I do? Everyone loves me." She said, He cupped her face.

"How about I hide you? Keep you for my eyes only." He exclaimed.

"You would get bored of me that way. Don't you think so?" She asked. She made him sit on the bed. While she took off her own clothes.

"I thought you were loyal to me in the past, but it turned out you were disloyal to me even on our wedding night." He said. Y/n was confused.

"What do you mean?"

"You haven't been checking your letters I think." He showed him the letter that Jungkook gave her. She never read what was in it. She tried to take the letter. "It says how he sneaks into your room at the wedding to make you feel better."

Y/n was just really confused, that didn't happen. She doesn't remember it. Why would Jungkook write something like that? Jungkook explained the Bunny toy incident.

"I don't know what you are saying." She said, He held her face, she felt like her jaws would crush.

"You slept with him, right. God, you are so ungrateful." He said. She was confused.

"What's in the letter? That is not true." She replied. He crumbled up the paper, forced her to open her mouth and put it in her mouth.

"Remember it, you will remember it. Just disgusting. How dare you sleep with someone else on our wedding night?" He asked.

She threw out the paper. She is not sure what Jungkook would even lie about this. Does he betray her like Taehyung too? Causing her more trouble for her? Just because she didn't accept him?

"I would not give you any explanation. You will not believe anything I say." She replied, she caressed his hair.

He held her hand. "You can't be trusted, I should have known."

She cupped his face, "Trust me at this moment."

Her voice melted in his ear, he hated it. He hates when she sounds like her, talks like her, be like her. But she is not her. She is Y/n. His Y/n. But he can't help and see her sometimes.

Her finger moved from his cheek to his cheek. She leaned in and kissed his lips.

He holds her waist, and can understand his obsession, hate and love for her. He doesn't know that it was even possible to hate someone so much that he hurts her for no reason yet loves her so much to forgive all her mistakes.
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