"The weather is so beautiful! Why don't you go out with me?" Y/n said.

"It will not be possible, baby." Jin said he was preparing some medicine. Y/n hugged him from the back.

"Let's run away." She said,

"Where would we go?" He asked.

"Busan." She replied.

"Why are you so obsessed with Busan?" He asked.

"I don't know, I never get to reach Busan. So I feel like it will be my last destiny." She replied, Jin smiled. Y/n smiled too. "You are right, the old lady was a fraud. My pain has ended."

She kissed his cheek. There is no need to go through more pain. She is happy now.

She was surprised to see Namjoon, she stood up, she was hugging him so she could come up with an excuse.

But she didn't get time to do that, Jin was pulled away by the guards. "What is happening?"

She fell on the ground as he slapped her. He pulled her up by her hair. "Please listen to me first,"

"I will listen to you, I want to know everything, I want to know how he fcked you and I also want to know about that Busan prince. I want to know about the farmer too. " Taehyung not only told him about Jin but also about Jungkook.

"Trust me-"

"Trust you that you are a sl't? I want to k'll every single man of this kingdom now. But I will start with that physician." He said, he dragged her outside.

"Please don't, please don't hurt him. Give me any punishment you want. Please don't hurt him. Please,"

Taehyung saw her crying, she deserves it. He was begging her too, she didn't listen to him.

"K'll him." Namjoon orders the guards.

"No! No! Don't! You always hurt me! And if he was not there I would have d'ed! Please! Don't!" She fell on her knees but the maids held her. She is still a queen and can't get on her knees In Front of the nation.

Jin looking at Y/n. He smiled and mouthed, "Don't worry. You will be fine. I love you."

Y/n continued crying and begging as he was killed In Front of her.

Y/n stopped crying, it was complete silence. Another piece of her soul d'ed because of Namjoon.

She couldn't cry anymore, she just stared at the blood on the ground.

Taehyung stared at her, he kept mumbling "She deserves it. She deserves it, she deserves it."

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Y/n hugged her legs, no one was left. There is no one who could comfort her anymore.

He even took away Gaenip and Soju from her and caged them. She is always wrong, she can't handle Namjoon.

Every time she thinks it's enough, nothing can hurt her more. He proves her wrong again and again.

She stared at his shoe, she slowly looked up at Namjoon. "Gaenip and Soju, please give them to me."

"They are feasting on your lover right now." He replied. Y/n clenched her fist, it's her fault. It is, she should have K'lled Namjoon before. If she had, they would not be here. And she regrets not k'lling him now.  "Start explaining. I want to hear your explanation before I k'll the other two. I want to know what excuse you have."

"Do you have an explanation for sleeping with the girls you have? Why are the rules different for me? Because I am a woman?" She asked.

"Such a disgusting explanation. You are not a woman, you are a filth, dirt. Who has been ruined, you ruined yourself by letting other men touch." He exclaimed.

"I look at you the same then, can you even count the girl you have slept with?" She asked.

"So this is the problem? You want to get fcked by different people, am I right? Because I sleep, you want to sleep with other people too? You don't care about your status, your ranking, and just let any guy fck you." He asked.

"I just want love. And he was my love who you k'll today."

"He is not, not everyone can be your love. But you are right, I really can't count how many girls I have slept with, and I think you want that type of experience too. You don't care about your worth anymore," He said.

"It's not that!" She holds her hair while crying. "I don't know! I just want love, I don't know! I am going insane! Just fcking love me! Or k'll me!" She hugged him while crying. She feels like she is losing her sanity.

Namjoon patted her head. "You will get loved by as many men as you want tonight. Then you will not complain that I get to sleep with others and you don't."

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Pain.

Pain.

Pain.

Pain.

Pain.

Pain.

She doesn't think this pain will ever end. He k'll the human in Y/n completely today.

He did nothing to stop it. Why would he stop them when he was ordering them what they should do to her body? Y/n doesn't even know who these men are.

She will hate men's touch forever now. That is exactly what he wanted.

"You wanted this so badly. Did you enjoy it?" He asked, he stared at her body. "How did you feel?"

"Dirty."

"Why did it take 5 men to make you feel that? Why didn't you feel dirty when you let the first man touch you?" He asked.

Because when Jungkook touched her for the first time, she gave him permission to do that. She  allowed him to touch her. She doesn't think he would want to touch her again.

She didn't give these 5 people permission to touch but Namjoon did.

"I forgive you when you accept that you cheated. But that was a lie too. Now I just want to throw you away. You are used too many times by so many people. I can never feel the same about you."

She can never feel the same about herself too.

He told the maids to bring her to wash. No use, no matter how many times they clean her she will still feel filthy.

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Y/n was worried about Gaenip and Soju. She was scared he might have gotten them k'lled too.

They were caged in a huge cage, with a  chain.  Y/n couldn't see wounds on them, they have been torture too. They started roaring when they saw Y/n.

"Open them." Y/n ordered. Gaenip looks really weak, he has been hurt more. Namjoon knows he is Y/n's favorite. She is a little more attached to him than Soju. But both are precious to him.

"Your highness, you should not open them." Yuri said. "They are wild and irritated because of the abuse. They attacked one of the guards because of that. They might hurt you."

"They will not," Y/n was sure they will not. And even if she did, she would not get mad at them. Soju kept roaring, Y/n opened the cage and entered. Soju sits near her feet. She caressed his fur and kissed his forehead.

Gaenip was too weak to even move right now. Y/n sit beside him, he was injured, he must be in so much pain right now. "I am sorry, because of me you are in so much pain."

Her heart was aching. She loves them like her own children. And his children were in pain, because of pain.

How did she let this happen?

Why did she wait so long to end this?
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Taehyung was devastated when he got to know what Namjoon did to her for cheating.

That was something he never imagined. Those five men were k'lled after that.

He felt furious at Namjoon, he wants to m*rder him. He thinks Y/n would not leave her room after what happened.

Namjoon was thinking the same, he thought Y/n would not dare to step outside. There was an event and Y/n was supposed to be here. But he didn't say it was necessary for her to attend.

He was expecting her to cry in her room.

Yoongi was there too, he came there this morning for the event, when he knew what happened his spy informed him. Yoongi was trying to control his anger or else he wanted to cut his head for being that cruel to Y/n.

Y/n showed up, everyone gasped when they saw her.

She was wearing a huge black dress, which is a forbidden color that can't be worn by a princess or a queen. She looked different, stronger.

Yoongi smiled, he was proud of her. No matter how much Namjoon tries, she always gets back up on her feet.

This time got back up to get him on his knees.

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"What the fck are you wearing?" Namjoon whispered. He looked at Yuri. "Don't you know the dress code? She can't wear black. Take her to her room. There is no need to attend."

"I will not go to my room." Y/n said. The guards or maids can't drag her away in front of a guest present here. Y/n smiled.

Namjoon clenched his fists, why is she so stubborn?

"You know it too, black is my favorite and I looked the prettiest in it." She said, Everyone was still whispering about Y/n, she looked up and everyone was silent. She is still the queen, and can shut up everyone just by her look.

"You look awful, go take it off." He said.

"I feel naked. Even when my skin is fully covered. All thanks to the loving husband I have." She smiled. He chuckled.

"You are reminding me of her, don't challenge my limit, go and change." He said.

"No, yeobo. Let's not spoil the event because of the color of my dress." She replied. Taehyung felt a little less guilty after seeing her fine.

In the event, there were alot of royal families, and people of high ranking.

Everyone was not liking the black dress, it symbolizes bad luck. And the queen herself was wearing it. People were making all types of gossip. No woman of the kingdom, whether she is a child, adult, or married she can't wear black. It's not a rule but it's just people's thinking, wearing black means something bad is about to happen. It gives off a bad energy and vibe.

People were backward, and made up stories about a mere color. She wants to break it, she wants to change how people think.

More of it she wants to piss off Namjoon, which seems to be working. Because he wants to pull her away from the party and teach her how to behave.

But he can't do that. He has an image to maintain.

She attended the whole event, greeting everyone, and ignoring what people thought about her.

After the event ended everyone was told to leave, they were in the throne room. Namjoon held her wrist and told the guards to leave her. Now both were alone.

"Happy now? You give people a reason to talk about." Namjoon said.

"They would talk about me behind my back anyway." Y/n shrugged her shoulders, she stood up from her throne and walked near the King's one. Namjoon was not sitting on it. Y/n looked at the size difference. Why does the King have more power and higher rank?  "How unfair this is."

She sit on his throne.

"Look at me here," He held her chin
She looked at him, she does look pretty, he can't refuse that. He looked at her lips, just gorgeous. He pulled her closer to him. "How did you even get a black dress?"

It's not common to find black colored clothes, they just don't produce it. And the royal tailor doesn't stitch them.

"Yuri, she makes anything possible." Y/n smiled.

"That b'tch, I can see changes in you ever since she came," He said, he bent, he pulled down the dress and he kissed her shoulder. She does look pretty in black.

"Want to have a child with her too?" She asked. He chuckled.

"You don't like when I fck other girls." He stripped her dress.

"Yes, but Apparently you love it when other men fck me." She replied.

"I don't, it was punishment for you and for me too." He said. She was fully naked now sitting on his throne while he kissed her boobs.

"What if I get pregnant with someone else's?"

"What? I will rip it out of you with my bare hand, you are fcking mine." He said, he took the nipple in her mouth and bit it. He caressed her waist, her body fits perfectly to his.

"I wish I was, never yours." She mumbled. She wished she was Jin's. He would have treated her with love.

Namjoon was kissing her body, he hold her hip, while pulling her closer to him.

She wasn't feeling happy, she felt too dirty to be touched. She hasn't come out of the trauma yet. She could feel her breath, he held her closer to him while kissing her body. "I feel dirty."

"You are dirty, touched so many times, that it is disgusting." He took off his clothes, and parted her legs. He groaned as he was deep in her, he put his hand over her stomach just to feel the bulge.

"Yet you are not feeling disgusted by me. Go touch someone who is untouched. It's so easy for you to do that." She said, why is he wasting his time on her? He is the king, he can fck anyone. But here he was fcking her.

He holds the side on the throne and thrusts hard on her. "I know, but I don't why, you just feel different, special, mine."

Different, special and mine. It's not fluttering, she knows all that means she is an animal for his entertainment and pleasure.

"Ugly, and disgusting. Too." She added. He took her confidence from her. And everytime she is under him, she doesn't feel confident. And he likes it that way, he likes breaking her confidence. That is why he let 5 men r*pe her so she doesn't feel confident. 

"The way I mark you, no other man does that. You are so beautiful to me, so freaking beautiful, I can never feel disgusted by your beauty. Even if your whole body is stabbed open and you are covered in blood, I would still fck you until your last breath." It doesn't sound romantic, it was creepy and horrifying. But she can see him doing that. He will not even let her d'e peacefully.

"I definitely can see you fcking  my de*dbody." She said,

"Even after de*th we both will be together and I want no one else." He kissed her lips, he knows her body the best. He has studied her, he knows what she likes and what she doesn't. "I love you, Y/n."

Manipulator, he is saying such things to keep her trapped.

"I love you too." She replied, she held his face and kissed his cheek.  "Fck, I really love you."

He was happy to hear it, he gently bit her shoulder while thrusting her. He made her an addict, addicted to him, addicted to s*x, addicted to attention, addicted to power. He made her pathetic and desperate.

He wants her to be pathetic and desperate. But she wants more than that, she craves more.

He pulled out after he finishes. He didn't stop there and went down on her, kissing her thighs. He noticed Y/ n didn't org*smed, she didn't even moan. He didn't like it. He always wants her to org*smed, even when he is torturing her brutally, he manages to do that and this time nothing.

She was acting normal but she is not normal.

"What are you doing?" She asked.

He knelt down and kissed her inner thighs. "Pleasing my love."

"As much as I love to see you on your knees. It doesn't please me, when it's only behind closed doors." She replied.

"You want me to fck you infront of everyone?" He didn't stop caressing and kissing her legs, and thighs while his fingers fck her.

"No, but I want to see you kneel down like this Infront of everyone. Same while I sit on this throne." She replied.

He chuckled. "Impossible, baby." He spread her legs. "Just be grateful that I still love a woman like you."

She closed her legs. "A Woman like me? I know my worth. Is there any other women in the whole kingdom that got you on your knees?"

He smiled. "You are stubborn, let me devour you while I think of more ways to break your ego."

He started eating her out. She can feel his passion, and love sometimes. But it's not enough. Which is useless if he can't give her rank and power to her.
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