8 years later,

Y/n opened her eyes, she looked at Namjoon's face. Her body was aching in pain, but at least he was holding her.

She didn't leave her alone in pain, he was hugging her. She wants to be in his arms more often. It's been 12 years since her marriage with him.

She wants to get love. She was still trying to find love with Namjoon. But the only emotion she feels with him is pain.

He is a little nicer to her. He put less restrictions on her now.

Y/n tries to be a good wife, because there is no other way. She had to accept all this. But even when she tries to act perfect, he finds an excuse to hurt her. He still says he shows love by hurting her.

He opened his eyes, and Y/n smiled. "Good morning."

"How are you feeling?" He asked while caressing her bruised lips.

"Still hurting." Y/n said. He kissed her lips. She wrapped her arms around his neck. He pulled away.

"Is it better?" He asked. She nodded her head. He kissed her lips again. She shook her head.

"I want more." She mumbled. She is addicted to his attention, and he gives her the most attention during s*x.

He never gets enough of her. He just keeps wanting more and more. No matter how many times he has fcked her. He still wants more.

He kissed her lips, wrapped her legs around his waist. He sat up, they both were already naked. He hold his c*ck placing it at her entrance. She holds his shoulder, she can never get used to his size.

He held her waist, and moved her on his d'ck. He saw the marks he left on her last night, he kissed her neck. He never feels sorry for hurting her, he enjoys it. He still enjoys it. As much as he loves her. 

After that he asked her to join him in the bath too. He made her sit in between his legs, he rested his chin on her shoulder,  He looks like he is in a really good mood.

He kissed her cheeks, again and again. While hugging her waist. He is not this loving. Maybe he is balancing out what happened last night.

"I love you." Y/n said, he is his husband and she must love him only right? He smiled.

"I love you too, my baby." He kissed her neck.

"Can I ask for something?" Y/n asked.

"Hmm?"

"You are going to Busan, can I come with you?" Y/n asked. She really wants to go out. And Jimin and Jungkook's sister is getting married. So they invited and Namjoon was leaving for it.

"Busan? Remember what happened last time?" Namjoon said. Y/n closed her. How can she forget? The image is still In Front of her eyes.

"You will be with me to protect me. I know I am safe if you are by my side." She kissed his hand. She looked at him with puppy eyes. She realized he can't say no to her when she is nice to him and show him her puppy eyes.

"No."

Y/n got sad, maybe puppy eyes doesn't work all the time.

"Please, only this time. I really want to go with you." She said,

"No, Y/n. I am not allowing you." Namjoon replied.

"But why? Please," He seems to be in a good mood so she wants to convince him. "You will be with me right? I heard Busan is really beautiful. And Princess Yuna invited me with you."

"Y/n, I have to leave early. I am going somewhere else before going to Busan." Namjoon said.

She hugged his back. "Please, please, please,"

"Stop it." He pushed her. "I said no, you are a queen. Behave like one."

When she acts like that, he can't refuse her. He stood up and left the bathtub. She got sad, she thought he was in a nice mood.

Later at the meal time, she didn't talk much. She can't be mad at him. She has obeyed everything he says or does because he is her husband now.

Growing up a princess, Y/n has to follow all the rules. She couldn't have a normal childhood.  She went through harsh things from a young age. Now, she is in her early twenties and accepted her life as it is.

She never had a desire to run away, or escape. Because no one taught her that it's even a thing or this is wrong. She has a son who is now 7 years old. .

She serves him alcohol. He took it and drank it. He chuckled when he saw her pout. "Why are you still pouting?"

"I am not pouting." She replied with an obvious pout. She was still upset.

He sighed. "Come here." He pulled her on his lap. He is more kind to her after being married to her for more than a decade. He was more strict to her in the past, "Do you really want to go to Busan?"

"Yes, with you." She replied.

"Fine, you can." He said. She turned to face him, she gasped and hugged him.

"Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!" She hugged him tightly.

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Y/n looked through the carriage window, she smiled. She was finally out of the palace. The last time she did it was when she was 9 and she did it with her mother before she died. 

She opened the window. "Your majesty, close it, you might get cold." Her personal maid said. She used to be Y/n's friend, but at the time Y/n got married she asked for Chaeyoung to be with her all the time. So Namjoon assigned her as Y/n personal maid.

Chaeyoung changed, she was taken away from her family. Now she can't get married or have any relationship with anyone. Her only purpose is to serve Y/n. Which has affected both Y/n and her.

"It's fine." Y/n exclaimed and breathed in the fresh air. She gets to see the sunset.

It got darker. She got a little tired. It will still take some hours to reach Busan. 

"Your majesty, you must be tired. Rest for some time."

She nodded her head. She wants to admire the outside, but she can't see anything in the dark and she is indeed tired. She decided to sleep for some time.

Then the carriage got attacked. Y/n thought she was seeing a nightmare. She woke up hearing noises. She was surprised when bows and swords entered the carriage. The Warriors with her were trying to fight them. They broke the door, Y/n was stunned and thought she would actually die.

She felt like she was living it again. Y/n was having a panic attack, it felt like they were k'lling everyone but her.

Her people tried to save Y/n, and told her to move away from that place. Chaeyoung tried to take Y/n away from there.

It was dark, and Chaeyoung held her hand while running. Y/n was confused and scared.

Someone holds Y/n by the back of her hand stopping her. He wrapped his arm around her waist. The guy's face was covered but She could still see his eyes, they looked familiar to her. He stared at her face. He always wanted to see her from close up. He was lost in her eyes.

Chaeyoung stabbed the guy, "Run away I will handle this."

The guy held her hand, but she pushed her hand away. Chaeyoung could fight with knives and swords. And she tried her best. "But-"

"Please, it's more important to save you." She exclaimed.

Y/n had no choice, she ran away. Alone, in place she has no idea. She kept running, she felt like someone was still following her.

She was scared, crying, and wishing Namjoon was here. She hoped Chaeyoung was alright.

She turned and she was far away from the carriage and all the people.

Nothing, she could see nothing. No lights, village. Or anything. She is not sure where she is. Her legs were tired, they bleeding were little injuries she just had. She couldn't run any more. Her head was spinning and she fainted.

It was Jungkook, he tried to attack her carriage. But he did so because he wanted to kidnap Y/n, he wanted to take her away. After k'lling Chaeyoung he tried to follow Y/n, but he already lost her. He got worried.

Chaeyoung doesn't deserve to d'e, but she came between Y/n and Jungkook. And Jungkook can k'll everyone just to be close to her.

Jungkook looked for Y/n. If anything happened to Y/n because of him he will k'll himself. He told his men to find her too, Jungkook was going insane, what if someone hurt her? What if she gets hurt?

It was really dark, and Y/n had fainted in a rice field. No one could see her.
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Y/n moved, she could feel a comfortable blanket. Not as comfortable as her Royal bed. But it was still more comfortable then the ground of dirt she remembered fainting at.

She hoped it was a dream. She opened her eyes, she saw a really small and old room. She sat up, she was wearing a really simple dress. She never wore such an outfit, but it was really comfortable. And her injuries had some herbal medicine on it.

She stood up slowly. She was still scared. She walked out, she saw a huge field, right out the house. It was a really small house, and there were crops all around the house.

"You are up." She flinched when she heard a really deep voice. She turned and saw a guy with a really bright boxy smile. "Are you okay now? I found you in the field this morning."

She hugged herself. He changed her clothes? All men are the same, god knows what he did to her. She thought. Maybe not? Jin has seen her naked too.

"Where are you from? You don't look from here?" He asked. He was being informal, he doesn't know she is a queen.

Y/n is glad someone is not calling her your highness, majesty, queen and honorifics like that.

"No, I am not from here." She replied while still hugging herself. Her hair was open, not tied in any heavy hairstyle and she wasn't wearing heavy clothes. She felt light, free and it was weird to be this free and feel light.

Ever Since she got married, she had to tie her hair all the time when she stepped out of the room.

"I am Taehyung, what's your name?" he said.

"Y/n."

"Y/n, nice name. Never heard it before." First time she hears someone call her name other than Namjoon. "Do you remember your family?"

"No," she is not sure why she decided to lie. Maybe it's his warm smile, his vibes that make her feel comfortable and calm. "I don't know, I don't remember how I ended up there."

She ends up lying, she doesn't want to go back. But she was telling herself she lied because she can't trust Taehyung.

"Oh, she is awake." Another voice said. Y/n saw a really pretty girl, she was wearing simple clothes too. "Hi, I am Selugi. And this is my husband."

Ouch, why is she disappointed that he is married?

"She was the one to make medicine for you and change your clothes. She is possessional so your injuries will recover soon." Taehyung told her.

"You must be hungry right? I made breakfast. Come and have some." She said,

They took Y/n to another room, where the food was served on the floor. She sat and stared at the food that she had never seen before. She had seen rice, of course but she wasn't sure what type of soup it was. And there were only two things, that's it.

She was almost startled when they sat on the same level as her. But she remembers they think she is a commoner too.

Before eating, Taehyung served Selugi first, "Eat well, you need to eat more now for two."

Eat for two? Y/n got the idea that Selugi is pregnant. Taehyung looks really happy and excited. While she remembers Namjoon showing no interest when she got pregnant and gave birth to their son. How nice would it be if Namjoon had loved her like this.

She finds it nice that there are husbands who love and care for their wives. Maybe Taehyung is like that because it is his first child.

Y/n started eating, she actually loves the food.

"So where are you from?" Selugi asked.

"She doesn't remember anything. I think she hit her." Taehyung told her.

Taehyung was talking about Y/n and told Selugi Y/n doesn't remember anything.

"She doesn't remember anything? Really there is no injury on her head." Seulgi looked worried.

"Which place is this?" Y/n asked.

"It's a small village near Busan." Taehyung told her.

"It's beautiful." She said,

"Yes, it is. We will show you around." Taehyung said.

"I can go out!?" Y/n asked, a little surprised.

"Yes, if you want to." Selugi exclaimed.

Y/n smiled, she was a little excited. She is sure by now Namjoon must be looking for her. But she can have a little fun.

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