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My eyes are just so puffy right now since early morning...

You forgot to charge your phone last night, which made you go to school without it, but you didn't really care about it since you want to end this misery as soon as possible.

...

"Alright, please exchange papers with your seatmate." The teacher announced as the students stopped writing, including you but sloppily this time.

After that, you and Taehyung exchanged papers without any contact at all, the mood seeming to be quiet. Very quiet.

After checking, you returned the paper as he did as well without any exchange of words to each other.

...

"____, your score?" The teacher questioned as she waited for your reply.

"17," You answered nonchalantly.

"Out of 50? Oh my-um please see me after class," The teacher was surprised, but then kept her professionalism and trying not to make a ruckus during class.

"Yes, ma'am."

You heard snickers from some students who has no hearts at all, some starting to gossip.

"Probably from being a lewd bitch to them for a long time, huh?"

"I know right?"

"That's what she gets for wasting her time for the impossible."

"Quiet down now, class!" The teacher shouted that silenced all the chatters and mutters at once.

Them and their rich spoiled mouths...

...

"____, are you somehow having some trouble with the lessons so far?" Your teacher questioned as she somehow sounded worried.

"No, ma'am."

"Well, is it somehow related to personal matters?"

You hesitated to answer for a moment, but then slightly nodded in response.

"Okay..." She paused for a moment, figuring out on how to handle the situation.

"I don't want to go over through it and mind your own certain business that is not related to the problems about school related situations, but I hope that you'll somehow get a grip on whatever is happening especially by just starting a conversation about it to the person you trust, like your family for example," She advised as she looked at you with a caring smile on her face, trying to help you cheer up even if it's just a little bit.

"Can you still cope up, Miss Top Student?" She questioned as she looked at you, determined while trying give out a positive vibe.

You then faintly smiled at her response and nodded. You quietly stood up bowed and thanked her politely, then left the classroom.

As you left the classroom and closed the door, your smile then quickly turned back to a sad one. Somehow, trying to figure out how to try to comfort yourself.

"If only my best friend is here..." You muttered as you continued to move along the way slowly.

My parents? I don't want them to worry too much and cause a lot of problems, especially that there's a high possibility that they'll stop me from studying in this school anymore...

After having a talk with your teacher, you have half the time to have your lunch but clearly you didn't have any appetite today so you decided to head to the science lab along with your textbook and stuff since it's your next subject.

There's no one inside the lab except for you and it relieved you to have some peace and quiet for once in a while.

As you went to your designated table and lay down your stuff on top of it, you noticed bottles of different chemicals at the side of the room near you.

Your eyes then landed on a specific bottle, and after some deep thought, you took the bottle and went off.

...

"Alright, class! Don't forget to wear your safety uniforms and follow the safety rules in this lab. You may start on your experiment." The science teacher instructed as he then remained seated on his chair to keep an eye on his students as they started to do their activity.

"She isn't here today..." Taehyung thought as he went his way to the shelves and started looking for something for his experiment.

That's strange...

"Hey, have you seen the Arsenic anywhere?" He questioned his nearest classmate.

"No, man. I couldn't find it either. It's like someone took it earlier or something," His classmate answered as he continued his way back to his designated seat.

Oh shit...

"Um- excuse me, sir. May I head to the toilet? I might have a bad case of diarrhea all of a sudden," He questioned as he acted like his stomach hurts so bad and that he feels like he needs to let it go any moment now but not really.

"Oh, dear. Hurry on before you contaminate the entire class!" The teacher exclaimed as he was quite disgusted to what the young lad said.

"Thanks!" He said with a grin as he hurriedly ran out of the room while the class laughed.

...

He quickly ran and ran, searched through every place he deemed might lead to you until he hurriedly went to the last place he guessed: the rooftop.

As he harshly opened the door, there you were at the end of the building, standing near the railings while holding a bottle of arsenic.

You slowly opened the bottle of it, and before you could do anything else, Taehyung quickly ran towards you and forcefully removed the bottle away from your grasp, which after a short struggle, he successfully did so and immediately threw it away in a far distance.

"What the hell, ____! Are you trying to kill yourself or do something even more stupid than that?!" Taehyung shouted, mad but worried, as he held both sides of your shoulders.

"Oh, I don't know. Probably wanting to disappear in this world. Why do you care anyway-" You exclaimed as your eyes were filled with pain and suffering, angered as well.

"Don't do this to me..."

You then felt a tight embrace from him that made your angered expression turn into a shocked one, somehow calming you a bit.

"I'm sorry, ____. Just don't do it, please..." He added as he sounded like as if he's going to cry any moment.

"After what you've done to me? I feel so worthless like a piece of shit," You muttered as you were about to cry.

"No!"

You quite flinched from his response that made you looked at his eyes, now filled with signs saying that what you've said is wrong.

"I'm...the one that's a piece of shit," He admitted as he sort of let go of the hug and turned his head to the side, the feeling of guilt showing through.

"But I'm glad you're okay," He said as he hugged you once again as if it's the last time it'll happen.

"I'm not okay," You said as you tried to break the hug.

"Let me go! You're such a jerk!" You stated as you continued to struggled out.

"You're a jerk! An asshole! Bastard! Scumbag! Idiot!" You said as you punched him in each word you said but then you just gave up as your strength weakened and cried.

"I know, and I'm sorry for it. There's a reason why I did it," He stated.

"The reason why I tried to escape, is because I don't want to hurt you anymore. The reason why I said that you shouldn't exist, is because you became a drug to my life. The reason why I became worse..." He paused as he then looked at you in the eyes.

"...is because I'm so focused on you that you made me insane." He continued as he then finally let go of the hug.

"I'm childish, stupid, arrogant, a bastard or whatever you call it. I'm a coward for leaving you while you're hurt and it's my fault," He explained as he looked down on the ground.

"You didn't deserve this, ____. I should be the one to receive punishment," He finished his statement, now waiting for your response.

"Then..." You talked as he quickly looked up to you.

"Then?" He repeated, curious on what your response will be.

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Here you are, the both of you were at the convenience store, sitting down on the chairs while you were happily eating your ice cream like a little kid.

"Girls..." Taehyung muttered as he's in a bored position, his elbow on top of the table while his chin resting on top of the palm of his hand, while looking at you.

But, seeing you happy, it made him smile.

"I love you," He mumbled as he was still staring at your cute face.

"Hm?"

"Nothing," He said as he continued remaining seated boringly while waiting for you to finish your large bowl ice cream in different flavors.

In the end, on the next day, the both of you got into detention for skipping half the school hours.

But you didn't regret it.

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Yep, you almost gonna go suicidal but Taehyung is here to save your ass ^^

What about Jungkook? Well, you're about to find that out soon 😏

Also, to the people who felt like suicide is the best option to end their miseries, please don't do it. Stay strong and never let it get to you ☺️ and if you ever want someone to talk to about it, ask your friends, family, and you can talk to me if you want to and I'll try my best to reply (but if not, there's always the suicide hotlines (you can search it up on Google) that can assist you on what you want to talk about). Please don't copy on what the reader character was about to do in this story, this is only for fiction and storyline purposes only.

Sorry if it's quite long ^^' That's all. Thank you and 안녕!~❤️