-Not edited-

~~..~~

The world seemed to stop as the view in front of you started making you breath heavier. The man you called your love was standing hand in hand with another women. 

Everyone on the table including you were shocked to see that. Was it because of last night that Jungkook was behaving like this to you. 

However, when you saw those mischievous eyes you knew what was happening. Shrugging those thoughts away, you returned to your food and started eating again. Meanwhile Jungkook walked towards you and sat at his usual spot. 

"So Son, how's  your wedding life going?" The king spoke before picking the food with his fork and placing it inside his mouth.  Jungkook looked at his father for a while with a smirk as if knew why that question was brought up.

"Not much of a change. You know the reason of my marriage father. No feelings attached." His cold tone rang inside the dining room. You felt a little more relaxed at his words. However, the girl in front didn't feel that way. You could see how she was glaring at Jungkook. Her high hopes of receiving his love were left hanging. 

Everyone countinued to dig into thier breakfast silently before you suddenly gasped. You hand on your stomach as you looked down with awe. You just felt you baby moving. Jungkook suddenly looked at you worriedly. His hand on yours which was lying on the table. 

"Are you okay my love?"

You nod your head which was still looking down before removing your hand from his hold. Jungkook seemed taken aback. You were still mad at him. 

He couldn't understand why you were acting so stubborn. He was only doing this for his people like a king should. What was the problem with that?

He didn't love her at all. He loved you and you should know.

~.~

Later that night. 

The lights of the castle were dimmed. As only few lamps were on indicating that most of the staff and the royals were sleeping right now. You walked through the hallway with an unsettled heart. You don't know why but today you felt somewhat weird. As if something bad was going to happen today. 

Today Jungkook did not come to visit you in your room to provide you the warmth. And you hated it. You missed the small kisses and hugs. Even though you never thought you would ever in your life think like that. 

Which is why  you were here to find him. You were told he was still with the ministers handeling some work. 

"Jungkook ah! Don't stop."

Suddenly those words rang inside the empty hallway. Your heart started beating loudly by hearing Jungkook's name. With nervousness building inside, you walked towards that sound. 

Your hands hovering over you baby bump as you tried to get rid of the thoughts that were bubling inside you head. 

"Oh god!! This is even better than I imagined. My king."

All your doubts were cleared when you stood in front of the princess's now the second queens room. 

Her moans could be heard from outside the room as you clasped your hand on your mouth. Trying to not cry. 

'So he after all. He doesn't really care about me or my child. So i was just a mistress after all.' 

Your thoughts that were burried deep down your mind started coming forward. You took step away from the room before leaving the hallway. 

Reaching your room you swiftly locked the door. 

Your body was sliding down as you were trying your best to clear your thoughts that we're taking place right now. Your mind was telling you to runaway- otherwise you will always live in this place as a mistress and your child will have to face the consequences in the future. 

But on the other side your heart was telling you to stay calm and think about Jungkook. Maybe he has plans. He would never let you suffer. right? 

you don't know what happened at the moment but you quickly reached the Closet and started packing your clothes and essentials.  

~.~

Jungkook came out of the meeting room. He felt so tired and out of energy that all he wanted at this was moment was your warmth embrace. 

"The First queen is not her room!!! Your Higheness!!! The first queen left t -"

No other words were heard. As Jungkook quickly snatched the letter from the man. Reading through it. He realised how much of a big mistake he has made.

He kept reading the paper until one line stuck to him. 

'You say that you love me but why are you trying to get her pregnant. I heard all of it. I am leaving so you can have a happy life with her. I won't be in between your kingdom and you again Jungkook. This is my last goodbye.' He was standing confused. His hands tightened around the piece of paper as he crumpled it. 

"But I never touched her - What are you saying??!!" He yelled making the poor guard in front to get startle and move away a little. 

Jungkook pushed his hair back in frustration. His eyes closed as he tried to find where you could go. You have nowhere to go and at this state, it is not good for the child to be treated like this.  How can you be so selfish! That's all he thought at the moment. 

He sent his men to search for you. They were out all the night. Searching for you. 

~~..~~

To Be Continued