Please ignore my crappy typos, thanks.

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Walking in from band practice I groaned massaging my neck. I was already tired and needed some sleep since I'd been playing the Violin all day. The sad part is it was pretty early still. Walking into the dining room I noticed my mom and siblings. I mumbled a "hey" to make myself be noticed and started warming up my dinner.

"So sis how's band practice been?" Tommy asked walking over and sitting on one of the stools in the kitchen part of the dining room.

I sighed taking my now warm meal out of the microwave. "It's been okay I guess.. Just tiring." I mumbled with a yawn straight after as I began to blow my food to not burn myself and began eating it.

"Riiiight but camp wasn't when you had to practice there right? Oh wait, I remember why now." he snickered as I blushed and glared at him while flustered. I knew what he was referring to, he meant that night. The one night I let myself get drunk, and don't ask how it could happen at camp it just did when the adults weren't around sometimes kids would throw parties and sex and making out would happen and that was how it all happened. Me getting drunk and sleeping with Ricky Underwood himself. The guy I've had a crush on since middle school 6th grade.

And the only reason I even knew it was sex was because of those health classes. If I hadn't gone to them I wouldn't have even known what was happening that night. The good part was not remembering most of it, but seeing Ricky wasn't easy after that because he remembered all of it.

And how my brother found out? He said I accidentally told him in my sleep because of how I sleep talk or sleep walk sometimes. After he found out he wanted to kill Ricky but Ricky lied saying we were both drunk, but I remember he wasn't. So he's lucky I didn't say anything.

"Oh shush, you know I was drunk or it wouldn't have happened at all.." I muttered as he laughed and got off the stool and walked away. "by the way, be ready in the morning or you won't get a ride to school little sister." Tommy warned as I finished my food with a groan.

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Waking up late I was fortunate enough that my brother had also woke up late because I actually got that ride to school and didn't have to walk. Which was a good thing in my condition. Why? Well..

-FLASHBACK TO YESTERDAY-

After making sure everyone was asleep at midnight I went to the bathroom quietly and took a small pregnancy box out of my hoodie pocket as I began to open the box and pull the stick out. I read the instructions over three times before I did my business and waited the minutes it said to on the box. I remember when I bought it the disappointed look I received from the lady at the counter. I remember the feeling of wanting to cry and yell at her. It was weird but my emotions were so mixed up.

As I realized it was time to check the test I sang a soft lulliaby to calm myself as I prayed that the test was negative. Because I know Ricky won't help me if I'm pregnant. 

To my dismay, I realized there were two lines. 

I sobbed as I held a hand over my mouth.

Tears started growing as I slowly came to the realization and I started having a panic attack mixed with a break down over the fact I was pregnant and with Ricky Underwood's kid.

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Eventually, I was able to calm myself down to not cause another visit to the hospital because of my anxiety. Now I was on my way to school as I said before and I wasn't really ready for it. My stomach already felt like it was gonna churn. And I hadn't even told my family yet. I knew I had to soon though, and I wasn't even sure about telling Ricky.

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CUE GIRLFRIEND BY AVRIL LAVIGNE

Getting out of my brother's car as we arrived at school I thanked him for the ride and walked to my locker opening it. On the way, I passed Ricky and Adrian as my heart dropped into my stomach. I avoided Ricky's gaze and continued forward, but couldn't stop myself from looking back as I seen Adrian's hand on his butt and his arm around her. I frowned and turned back. As I arrived at my locker I saw Amy Juergens, her locker and mine weren't too far from each other. As we made eye contact. She gave me a small smile though it looked forced like she was troubled. 

Returning the smile myself I turned back to my locker and went through it as April and Charlotte my two best friends walked up. Charlotte was wearing her usual black hoodie as her hands were stuffed in her pocket with a lollipop in her mouth. And April was reading a book studying something before class. The three of us leaned against the lockers as I turned my head to the side and seen kids ogling Grace Bowman and her boyfriend as they came down the hall. I rolled my eyes as Charlotte scoffed and took the lollipop she had out of her mouth.

"I swear, they act like she's the only cute blonde here, she's a fucking Christian for fucks sake. She's not gonna fuck any of them" Charlotte ranted as I nodded. "Yeah, it's kind of dumb to obsess over her, she'll never change her mind" I responded.

"Exactly!" Charlotte said as she throws up her hands and popped the lollipop back in her mouth annoyed as April chuckled. "We get it, you're a blonde beauty though, and way prettier than her, don't even worry about it. The only reasons guys even want her is to fuck her, and because she's a challenge." April said.

"Yeah, so just play hard to get like usual and they'll come around" I shrugged sheepishly as Charlotte rolled her eyes.

"I already do that, I mean I'm not a virgin but I'm not easy either." She spat annoyed. Before I could respond to cheer her up I seen Amy's two friends rush over to her. April raised a brow as Charlotte rolled her eyes.

"Oh look, its gossip bitch number one, and gossip bitch number two" She stated bluntly as April and I laughed. I knew it was mean but I couldn't hold it in, it was true, the two girls were known for gossip and spilling peoples secrets. Charlotte smirked in response and turned around to her locker.

"We saw him!" The one on the left said. I didn't really know her friends' names as they never talked to me before. "Who?" Amy replied uninterested. "Who? Mark Molina, the new counselor." Her friend on the right said. "The new single delicious counselor." The one on the left said again dreamily as I rolled my eyes disgusted. Like he want's high school girls.

"You know, as much as I hate those two I have to agree, he does look hot" Charlotte smirked as April bit her lip. "Yeah.. Saw him this morning for basically a 'threapy session'" April said as she did air quotes. "And he's cute" April added. I sighed. "He doesn't wanna date highschool girls, that's illegal guys.." I said as they shrugged.

 "Oh" Amy replied. "Oh? That's it?" "You've got something more exciting than Mark Molina?" They asked.

" I had sex." I heard her blurt as I looked at her shocked. Wow, I wasn't sure what to think at this point.

"No, you didn't." "With who?" "You couldn't have."
"How was it?" "Impossible." "Back to who!"

Were the only words I heard going back and forth as I zoned out. Could she possibly be pregnant too then? I mean why would having sex make her so nervous, was she afraid to tell her friends because of what they would think of her? I questioned myself.

Zoning the trio out I looked away wishing I hadn't because I couldn't take my eyes off of him. Ricky Underwood, and Adrian Lee.

"So, when are you gonna quit teasing me, Adrian? I'm hurtin'here." Ricky asked her as I felt my chest tighten.

"The past two nights have almost killed me. I can't take the stop and go, especially the stop." He added."Aww, that's too bad." Adrien responded flirtingly as I wished I could somehow trade places with her. "No kidding. It's not good for a guy. It's unhealthy. Dangerous, even." He said as I mentally scoffed.

"I heard of a guy who had to go to the hospital for that. Permanently damaged him. He's, like, sterile or something now." Ricky said I couldn't tell if he made that up or not though. "Well, I told you, I don't do it on the first date. Or the second." Adrien reminded him. At least she has some class when it comes down to it.

"We've been out on more than a couple of dates."Ricky responded."Just dropping by my house when my mother's not home is not a date." Adrien clarified. "Well, I'll take you somewhere. Tonight's the third date."He said smirking as I felt the need to slap both of them but mostly him."Fine, then. Tonight." She smirked."What time tonight?" He asked. "Any time you like." she responded as I saw Grace the good Christian girl of the school walk up to them.

Deciding to zone another trio out I turned around and looked through my locker a bit before I heard Adrien. "See, my mom's out of town, so we're going over to my house to drink beer and have sex." "Oh look, the school's slut is fucking again, not surprised" Charlotte snorted as April held in muffled laughs. I looked back at Adrian as she began walking away from the two as I glare after her and looked back at Grace and Ricky as he caught my stare he smirked and sent me a wink which I quickly turned away and blushed darkly as I pretended to go through my locker again.

Unfortunately, he decided to bid Grace a farewell and come to harass me, probably about that night as I feared. He leaned against the locker next to mine and looked at me. "You know, it's not nice to eavesdrop, didn't your mommy and daddy ever teach you that?" He mocked as I frowned. "I wasn't.. I was just bored and-" "eavesdropped." Ricky finished for me as I huffed. Chuckling at the face I made he shrugged.

"Does it matter? You act like the whole school isn't aware of you two" April chimed in. Ricky rolled his eyes but didn't respond.

"I was just teasing, it honestly doesn't bother me. Buttt I couldn't help but think you might be jealous about the night me and Adrian are gonna have. And if you want I could always cancel and we could do what Adrian and I had planned instead.." He finished with a smirk as I felt the blush rush back to my face and shook my head. "Not happening again." I said shutting my locker closed as I held my books to my chest as he got off the locker he was leaning on and leaned on my locker trapping me.

"Woah, woah again?!" Charlotte exclaimed narrowing her eyes at Ricky. He smirked in her direction and focused his gaze on me again.

"Maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow or the day after, or even a week from now. But I do know we'll do that again someday. Just gotta wait for you to wanna get drunk again so you can loosen up a little and be confident again. Which is why the beer would help and I can still get it and meet up at yours."

"As lovely as that sounds my parents would be home along with my siblings either way so that wouldn't work even if I did miraculously say yes.. And I'll be sure that won't happen again Rickty." I finished as he looked defeated and frowned.

He scoffed with a shrug. "Your loss then, I know how much you like me, you make it so obvious when you stare at me when I'm with Adrien,  and even your brother has told me some stuff." he said as he began walking away, a sly grin on his face. I furrowed my eyes and grabbed his hand stopping him. "What stuff exactly?" He smirked as he shook his head. "I'd only tell you that for a price" he said hinting at sex again as I gave him a flustered look.

"I already told you my house isn't available for that." I said furrowing my brows. "So if I found a place then you'd agree?" He asked grinning. "That's not what I meant-" "Didn't sound like it to me" "Look, I just want to know what Tommy said to you about me because whatever it is he's just lying to you, I like someone else."

"Sure you dooo" he responded mocking me as I crossed my arms. "It's true, I wouldn't be so egoistic if I were you. They're plenty of fish in the sea. Or-- I mean guys I like guys not fish.." I muttered as he laughed. "Man that was adorable." He admitted as I tried to hide the millionth blush from today and it's only morning.

"Besides, no matter what guy you go on a date with or flirt with, they're not your type" He said shoving his hands in his pockets. "And I suppose you're my type?" I said, meaning for it to sound sarcastic but it came out more timid and squeaky. 

He grinned. "See there you go, you just admitted I was your type" He laughed as I frowned. 

"Anyways unless you agree to the price I'm afraid I can't tell you anything princess. So I'll be seeing ya." Ricky said as he gave me a mock wave and walked off. I groaned and slammed my locker shut.

Charlotte and April looked to me and crossed their arms. "Explain"