[HOW DO I HANDLE THIS?!?]

TIME SKIP BROUGH TO YOU BY ME BEING A LAZY FUCK


I still didn't know how to handle the situation, I mean I was still 14 in a half. I was so young, Amy and I both were and yet we were pregnant. I sighed as I came home I got home later from the doctors with Amy as I seen everyone at the table waiting for me, my mother always made them wait for me before they ate, so that we could eat as a family.

"Welcome home sweetheart," My mother said as my siblings turned to look at me. They were in the back of the table near the door view, and my parents were in the front. I smiled awkwardly as I set my violin down and sat in my seat. My siblings sighed in relief as they started eating. My mom smiled and began to eat as my father continued to ignore us and read his newspaper. 

"Hey dad, anything good in there today?" I jokingly asked as he lowered his newspaper. "Oh, we can finally eat?" He asked as he ignored my question and put down the paper and began eating. I sighed. My dad and I weren't very close, hell no one was close to him in this family. 

He wasn't abusive- I mean unless he got drunk, but aside being sober he just ignored us like we were nothing to him. He was basically a workaholic. Only worked all day, then came home to eat, watch some tv and then sleep. I swear I never see him half the time, nor do I even see him smile unless it's a tv show he's watching. Otherwise, he's never actually smiled at us. 

My mother shot him a glare as she scoffed and continued eating. My brother and sister stayed quiet. We knew he wasn't worth it to argue with, I was still surprised my folks were even together. Half the time I'm pretty sure it's because of the money for my dad. 

"So how was band practice today sister?" Tommy asked smirking. I blushed and shot him a look. My sister snorted as she began laughing a bit. My father raised a brow as he stopped eating for a second and wiped his mouth with a napkin.

"What's so funny about band practice?" He asked annoyed as my siblings stopped laughing and focused on their food again. "Answer me!" He shouted as we flinched. He was also too big on the yelling.

"Nothing father, Tommy was just joking around, don't pay attention to him" I muttered as my father narrowed his eyes. "Was she slutting it up again Tommy?" He asked turning to him. My eyes widened in shock, as much as everyone else's.

"Devin!" My mother shouted in shock.

"Dad it was a joke, Jesus Christ don't talk about your own daughter like that," he responded as my dad rolled his eyes and continued eating as if I didn't have feelings like a NORMAL human.

I shook my head and stood up running to my room as I heard my mother and siblings call after me. I quickly locked the door as I slid down. I didn't want to be in this family anymore, not with him around. I felt my heart sink as I began sobbing, I remembered I was pregnant and I knew I couldn't live here anymore. Once he found out, I would be kicked onto the streets.

I bit my lip as I wiped my tears, and started to remember back to what happened at the doctors.

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As Amy and I walked in there were children everywhere. I sighed. I knew this would be my life soon, there was no disease or illness, the hard truth is I was pregnant. I knew what it was. As Amy and I checked in we sat down at a kids table.

Eventually we moved when two seats were available. Suddenly a woman appeared and asked me to hold her child as she went to the bathroom. I agreed as I looked at the crying baby smiling softly and hushing him as I looked around the room and saw a toy car on the floor. I asked Amy if she could please grab it for me.

As she handed the toy over I made car sounds as the baby stopped crying and started giggling A minute later the mother came out of the bathroom and smiled as she took her baby back.
"Oh, thank you so much! You're gonna make such an amazing mother" she told me smiling as I looked at the ground frowning.

I picked up a magazine that said "today's family" as I read through it.
As two hours passed by Amy and I were finally called.

As it turned out.. We were pregnant. After telling Amy goodbye I cried as I took the bus home.

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Charlotte and April begged me to come to the dance, that spending time together might help. As I arrived at the dance I bit my bottom lip as I tried to hold back tears.
Glancing at Ricky I felt my heart leap as Charlotte and April appeared beside me.

"Really?" Charlotte asked annoyed. "Sorry... I'm just thinking about how hard this is. I mean... How am I supposed to raise a child by myself? I know he won't help me.. And he shouldn't have to, he's too busy with his own life.. A-And I-I I have no right to bring his life down." I sobbed as I rubbed my eyes. Their expressions softened as they immediately engulfed me in a hug. "Bubbles shhh no no please don't cry, we'll help you I swear."

"Yeah please don't cry because then we're gonna start crying." April sniffled as I hiccuped.

"If I have to I will hurt him, I mean look at you. He's making you cry, that bastard." Charlotte growled as I quickly shook my head.

"Please, let's just be civil about this.. Please" I begged as she sighed. "Fine, but what about Ricky?" "I... I'm really not sure, just give it time"

As we broke the hug I took a deep breath in and out, trying to calm down.
As I caught my breath the football team came in. I watched because obviously I was apart of the band, and we won.

As everyone cheered for them I saw Grace jump onto Jack as she wrapped her legs around him. Charlotte rolled her eyes as she grabbed me by the forearm, c'mon, let's go eat dorks." She said with a slight smile.

As I looked across the dance floor, I noticed Amy with Ben. She texted me earlier that he had asked her date on a date. I wondered if she was going to date him knowing she was pregnant.

I watched as their hands brushed against each other, before they intertwined. She smiled at him as he held an adoring smile at her. I smiled, I was happy that Amy found someone.

As I continued to watch them, I realized Amy wasn't eating much, and she was pregnant..

"Whys she hardly eating? She's pregnant, now is not the time to cut out calories." April muttered.
As ben walked away to talk to Mark Molona. Amy turned around surprised to see both of her friends here. Eventually, she waved us over.

Charlotte scoffed as we walked up to them.
"So?" Lauren asked Amy. "So this is a really stupid idea." Amy snapped. "Oh, why?" Lauren asked. "Because I'm pregnant!" She hissed loudly.

"Shh! Not in the church... Gym." Madison muttered as she pulled Amy towards her.

"Okay, so, are you gonna go out with him again?" Lauren asked. "Yeah, until he finds out I'm pregnant or until my parents find out I'm pregnant, and then he'll never wanna go out with me again, and I'll never be allowed to date again!" Amy yelled as I flinched.

"Okay, so, here's what we were thinking" Lauren started as Amy interrupted. "wait, you and Madison were thinking the same thing?" She asked in shock.

"Yeah! Can you believe it, it's because it's the perfect plan." "Okay you date Ben, you get Ben to fall in love with you, then you have sex with Ben. Then you tell Ben that you're pregnant, and then you marry Ben. See, Problem solved." Madison finished as Charlotte, April and I looked in horror at Madison. I can't believe she was trying to ruin his life. Amy looked in disbelief.

"It's possible, I mean you said he joined the band just to be with you, right? So obviously he already likes you." "And I checked him out, he's an only child and his family has money" Lauren finished.

"Is your job to make her look like a gold digger as much as possible?" Charlotte sneered. Her comment went ignored as they continued to talk.

"So?" "So, what are your other choices?" "How about the other choices are not being a gold digger." April added bluntly.

As I followed Amy's gaze a lump was caught in my throat. I watched jealously as she stared at Ricky. But the jealously vanished when I realized he was looking at me. He smirked as we made eye contact. I felt my face heat up as I kept my eyes on him.

"Uh, why, why are you staring at the drummer?" Lauren asked Amy as I swallowed the lump in my throat. "The drummer's in the band, anybody's whos in the band can go to band camp..." Madison trailed off.

Charlotte and April looked at me, their mouths hanging open. I sighed.
As Madison and Lauren begged Amy for it not to be Ricky, I turned my gaze.

"Oh no, he saw you staring, now he's coming over here" Amy said nervously.
"Good, because Im gonna kill him!" Madison hissed. Charlotte grinned. "I'll be joining you in killing that bastard" Ahe said as I glared at her.

As they argued Ricky came over. "Hello ladies" Ricky flirted as the girls scoffed. I saw Amy look back at him even though he was staring at me. I saw Amy looked at me with a hint of anger and jealously as she was dragged away.

"What's with them?" He asked me as I stammered. "I-I- I'm not sure" I said as I
twirled my hair awkwardly.

He smirked as he tilted my chin up to look me in the eyes. But before anything else could happen I looked to the side to see Grace waving and calling for Ricky.

I felt my fists tighten in anger. Why'd she have to be so pretty?
"Do me a favour, dance with graces brother so i can dance with her" he said as my chest ached.

I gave him a weak smile and nodded as a boy I'd never seen before popped up. "I don't understand why you'd rather dance with grace, she's not as beautiful as Beverely, but no she wont be doing that. She'll be dancing with me."

As I turned my head I saw a boy with bug like eyes and dark skin. He looked Egyptian. He was very handsome. I blushed at him and Ricky didnt seem to like that as he walked off.

"You're welcome, and I meant everything I said by the way" he winked as I smiled. "Thank you, that means a lot. And you too" I said as he chuckled. Well thank you. Care to dance?" He asked holding his hand out. I grabbed it and we went to dance.

He smiled as we looked into each others eyes. He pulled me closer and I wrapped my arms around his shoulders as much as I could. I was short. He wrapped his arms around my waist as we swayed to the music.

Suddenly I heard someone screaming "Grace" and soon everyone piled outside, with the mysterious stranger pulling me through the crowd, we ended up next to my girls.

I saw both Adrien and Jack side by side. I sighed as I shook my head, already predicting what happened. I grabbed onto the strangers arm and brought him back inside. Everyone aside from Amy and Ben were now gone.

I pulled the mysterious guy into another dance as we looked into each others eyes.

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I apologize for taking such a long time to write this chapter. But finally it's done, so I hope you guys enjoy it. Sorry for any typos I wrote this on mobile.

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