Anxiety.
Thomas.
Suddenly I sat upright in my bed. The boy infront of me looked exactly like me (what a surprise). He had dark eyeshadow smudged under his eyes and he's very pale. The hood of his black hoodie hung deep in his face. I wasn't able to look into his eyes because his bangs were hiding them.
"My.. A-Anxiety?", I mumbled. "Yeah. I am your anxiety, caution, vigilance and fight-or-flight reflex. Obviously.", He said, like a moody teenager. "But what are you doing here?"
He chuckled deeply. "I don't know but maybe you can answer this question yourself?
Are you living a healthy life, Thomas? Is your mind messed up? Are you.. Happy?", He asked judgemental. I swallowed. Am I happy? "Of course I am happy. Maybe.. not in the moment because I have so much to do.", I admitted. "But I don't know what to do."
"Of course you don't. You can't cancel the audition because it's important for your future. You can't call off Valerie otherwise you would disappoint her badly. And the new video is important, but you can't postpone it again. So what will you do, Thomas? What will you do?", He made me feel uncomfortable. "I- I don't know. I don't want to hurt Val, but I can't miss the audition. And my fans are so excited for the new video, I saw it in my Instagram feed."
I felt sweaty and my hands fidgeted. "I know that, Thomas. And if you do something wrong, everyone will think you are a bad person, you want that?", He pushed me. I felt like crying. I hid my face in my hands.
"Stop that, you Emo Nightmare.", I heard a voice say.
"I wondered when you'd show up, but I hoped it would last longer before you'd cause trouble.", I sneeked a peek and saw Princey sitting infront of me. "You know him?", I asked. "Everyone of us knows My Chemically Imbalanced Romance.", Roman said and you could clearly hear the disgust in his voice. "Well, if it isn't my least favourite disney prince."
"Oh shut up, Jerky McJerk Face. Let Thomas get his rest, you know how hard this week had been for him.", Princey told the dark boy. He scoffed. "But-"
"No but, Anxiety. We all are tired. You're too, I know that. Just.. go away and disturb us another time when we all are awake.", My creative side said with a tired but sharp tone in his voice. I don't know if I ever saw Prince that serious. My Anxiety answered a small, "Fine.", trough his gritted teeth but vanished. "Thank you, Princey."
"No Problem, Thomas. Now go to sleep or I'll make you.", the boy in white and gold warned me. I nodded and before I knew it I drifted into a dreamless sleep.
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