:P

Mind goes fuzzy.

Vision all blurry.

Stars sparkling.

Im in the bathroom, looking out the small window. I hear Peter screaming, but i ignore. All i focus on is the stars.

Millions of them dotting the dark sky, so tiny to me yet huge far away. Balls of light so pretty yet everyone ignores them. Only when people get sad do we really gaze up at them. Understand them a little better.

Were like stars in a way. We feel alone yet there are billion others all around. Times when we feel dull and lifeless, the stars are always bright.

Then again, i fucking high and im going to forget all this come morning time.

I sigh, and tear my face away from the tiny window. I sit on the edge of the tub, and look up at the medicine cabinet.

I could end my life now. If i pop open a pill bottle and chug. It would be a slow painful death. My liver and kidneys would fail, and no one would bother to notice my absents. I could be free.

Maybe.

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Fam idfk what this chapter is-

Or why its short sorry-

Thatswhathesaid-

-hiL