▫Alex pov▫

As soon as John yanked my hoodie off, the whole world seemed to just stop.

My skin was exposed, and i didn't even know what emotion to express. Was i mad? Fear? Sad?

A mixture of both. I heard a gasp from him, and i shut my eyes tight, hoping this was all just some dream and i would wake up any second...

Except it wasn't.

I felt my hands shake, and i didn't dare turn my back and face his face.

"Alex... What is this?" He whispered.

My mouth went dry, and words were non existent to me right now, and i didn't know how or what, or if i even wanted to tell him the truth.

"Alex?.... What happened?"

"N-nothing.." I manage to say, still having my back turned away from him.

"Don't give me that nothing answer, why are there so many love bites on your neck? Did you get laid or something?" I could practically hear that smirk on his face, and i knew that response was going to come soon.

"N-no just... Give me back my hoodie and I'll leave you alone." I say, and tears were filling my eyes.

I tired my hardest not to cry, and it was not working so well. For a couple tears were already threatening to fall.

"J-just give me my h-hoodie..." I say again, my voice obviously quivering.

"Fine..."

I take a breath, and spun around to revive my hoodie back. I let my hair cover my obvious tear stained face, while he slowly gave back my beloved hoodie.

"Are you ok?" He asks, apparently seeing my face.

"Fine." I reply, lying.

"Dude, i sincerely want to know if your ok... Why are there love bites all over you?"

I slowly lift my head, meeting his eyes.

"Im fine." I say, and slip my hoodie back on, walking away.

"Come here Alex, be a good boy~"

"Little slut, that's all you are. And always will be."

He stripped my pants off, immediately doing you know what to me...

My cries didn't help at all, as he used me as his personal fuck boy.

I don't know how far i walked away from John, but the memories were getting to much.. I leaned against the wall, and sobs escaped from me, and i let the waterworks flow.

My chest was burning, and my breathing was ragged.

"Hold still~"

"Please stop!"

"Shut up or I'll do worse than just suck on you~"

I rock back and forth, hyperventilating while everything goes blurry.

Then i feel a warm embrace, hugging me.

Say you won't let me go.

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Yep. Another shit chapter for y'all :).

-hiL