When we got into our dressing room, Mum had started a live.
"If I were queen, you probably saw this on one of the interviews I did, my name would be Queen Bling Bling Sparkle Bling Bling, don't get naked, I'm on a live!"
"Hello me loves!" Nat said in the iconic way she does. She pulled up a chair next to Mum and I lent on their shoulders.
"Ni," Natalie turned around and faced me.
"Yes?"
"Can you go to the fridge and see if we have some orange juice?" I then walked over to the kitchen area and opened the fridge. There was a note attached to only bottle of juice left. I read it aloud.

"I put the juice back in the fridge on Friday night after you left, thinking maybe, you would be willing to share it with me today? Lots of Love Natalie."

"Yes I'll share it with you," I said walking back over to my mum and sister. I placed it on the dressing table in front of Natalie. She unscrewed the cap and poured the juice into our glasses.
"Someone has asked that we do we all do our Aussie accents," Natalie said in her Australian accent. There was then a call to say we had five minutes until the show, so mum ended her live.

I went to walk over to the door but as I got up, I went really dizzy, my head started spining and my vision went all blurry. I couldn't feel my body and then it went all dark.

I woke up the other side of the room sitting on the floor with Nat hugging me. I was confused and my heart started racing. It was just me and Nat.

"Where's Mum? "I felt my breathing getting heavier and with each breath my chest felt more restricted.

"It's alright sweetheart, the show started 5 minutes ago, and I got Courtney and Grace to go on for us." Natalie said comforting me.

"What happened?" I was even more confused than before, and my heart raced faster.

"You fainted, and you're having a panic attack, so just stop talking and concentrate on your breathing." She replied. I started feeling really nauseous but as I went to go to the toilet, Nat pulled me back.

"I'm going to be sick,"

"I don't think you are darling, so just sit with me and if you throw up, it's just a laminate floor so..." I still was struggling to breathe so didn't bother arguing with her.

"Can you turn.... the lights... down?" Nat just got up and did it. She came back and hugged me silently.  My head stopped pounding after about another five minutes but I still couldn't breathe and felt nauseous. What were people going to think? Will I get kicked off the show? Will Grace and Courtney be annoyed they had to get ready so quickly? It was getting too much, I started crying and shaking again.

"It's okay Naomi, just breathe, can you do that please?" I nodded my head at her. "Right, babe, look at me and I need you to tell me 3 things that you can see." she held both my hands. "What colour is my costume?" 

"Black and White..."

"Good, can you tell me two other things that you see" 

"Your black eyeshadow...." She turned around and picked up a square object off of the shelf.

"What's this" She held it in front of me.

"It's the eyeshadow pallet that I got you," I noticed that my breathing had returned to normal and I wasn't feeling as sick anymore. "I feel better now, thanks Natalie"

"Hey, I would do anything for you, you know that?"

"I still feel bad about the show..."

"We have people on stand by for reasons"

"Oh, I do love you Natalie May Paris!"

"I love you too Naomi Lucy Atkinson!"