hmm...thinking that how come I m so active on updating this?
Well mood hai tab tak I'll write.
After that I can't promise any updates;)

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Randhir's pov:

"love" this word is alien for me.
Yeah I mean not totally,  infact  i love my dad my mom my sister but this kind of love....hell I don't know how exactly feels to be in love with someone .

yaa I know sanyukta is my wife and we are so close to each but love....dude! u must be joking right.

matlab how can I love her.
I have married her just for her mother.
Pyaar .....Naah!  nahi ho sakta kabhi.
She is not my types.
Jhalli hai woh and me ...hahaaa stud of FITE .

"But she is ur wife randhir " his conscience spoke.

"wife hai toh kya? pyaar nahi karta yaar usse main.
Responsibility hai meri woh....." randhir looked at his image.

"wife hai magar pyaar nahi.
Toh chod de usse,  let her be with some one who can love her.
Why are u wasting ur n her life?" his conscience spoke again.

"Chup re ! kya bak raha hai tu?
aise kaise chodun Haa usse,
shez my wife....my responsibility. ...har raat usse blanket ke niche love bites deta hu.....aise kaise kisi ko.....i mean....chup re tu?
woh sirf meri hai .....sirf mujhe haq hai usse chune ka .....usse pyaara wala torture dene ka" Randhir groaned.

His conscience laughed on him
"biwi hai. ...haq jatata  hai....blanket ke niche loves bites deta hai roz lekin pyaar nahi.....like seriously dude?
Then why are u raping her if u don't love her?
Kyu uska fayda utha raha hai?" his conscience poked which angered randhir.

"U bloody......how dare u.....i dont rape her okay.
biwi hai woh meri....haq hai mera us par. ......i dont rape her u....." randhir threw a vase on the mirror thus panicking sanyu who was in loo.

Randhir was hell angry on his conscience.

"randhir. ....kya hua?" Sanyu ran to him and held his hand in hers.

"I don't rape u sanyukta. ....i dont......woh....woh kaise bola I rape u daily.....nahi karta main rape tumhara....." sanyu gasped in shock listening to randhir's blabber.

"randhir kya bol rahe ho tum?
aur kon ....kisse baat kar rahe the tum?" Sanyu asked holding his chin.

"I don't rape u naa?" Randhir asked like a kid crying out loud.

"naa....nahi randhir. ..." sanyu shivered n hugged him tightly thus convincing him that he is not wrong.

"Randhir come here....chalo aao" sanyu took him towards the bed and wiped his tears by her hand.

"What happened randhir?
kuch hua hai?" Sanyu asked lovingly.

"I don't love u sanyukta and I don't even lust ur body.
I m just completing my responsibilities towards our relationship.
Kya yeh galat hai? " Randhir asked blankly.

"Nahi randhir.....tum...kya bol rahe ho.....u can never lust my body.
I know.
And it's ok if u don't love me randhir.
It's totally ok" sanyu said.

"main. ..." sanyu susshed him by placing her lips on his thus sucking all his insecurities build up in his mind.

"U can never disrespect me.
Never" saying she broke the kiss n hugged him tightly.

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A month flew in a jiff with a confused randhir about his feelings towards sanyu.
He was not able to comprehend what his heart n mind were saying.
His heart said he love her but his mind said he rapes her.

Since that day, randhir avoided sanyu and stayed away from her completely by working day n  night in the garage.

Here sanyu was missing randhir like hell.
She never craved for even her parents attention this much but she was craving for randhir's attention.
Their intense make out.
His smirks.
She was missing him alot.

He somehow managed for a small mangalsutra for her but she never wore it as it was just kept on the bed of the room.

Since that day he remained aloof from  sanyukta which hurt her the most.

Few days later sanyu got a call from kausto for inviting her for her engagement.
Infact their gang was coming but randhir denied saying that he is busy in garage.

"Tum jao. ...i m busy....bohot kaam hai garage mei " Randhir conversed few syllable with her after a month.

"I will not go alone" was her stern answer.

"kaustoki is ur friend.
Bura maan jaegi woh " Randhir said .

"I don't care" sanyu glared him but soon he pinned her on the closet such that their breathes were colliding with each other.

"Why the hell are u denying to go there?"

"How does it feels when a girl is alone in a function without her husband besides her?"
"Tum kya samjhoge"
"kabhi socha hai waha ki ladies jab puchegi where is my husband?  kya bolungi main ; that he is busy.
That he is busy avoiding me for god knows which reason.
They will mock me , taunt me .
Tab kya karungi main Haa?
Bolo randhir,  say something?
Hai tumhare paas iska solution,  then tell me .
Main khud akeli yeh function attend karungi without u." saying sanyu distanced herself from him .

But he caught her hand quickly before she moves out.

"pack ur bags" he stated firmly.

"And I told u I will not go there.
Samajh nahi aata tumhe" sanyu literally yelled this time.

"I said pack ur bags sanyukta " Randhir  said firmly this time with a authorative voice.

"didn't u hear me.
I said  i will not....." she pushed him with all her might.

"Meri bhi packing nahi karogi?" Randhir asked like a kid making her a bit surprised n more shocked.

"Are u coming? " Sanyu asked in a trembling voice.
She was on verge of breaking down.
Getting avoided by her husband for whole month was unbearable for her n now randhir himself was decreasing their distance.

"hmm"

"waha.....ignore toh nahi karoge mujhe?" She mumbled blankly.

"never" he pulled her in a bone crushing hug and both of them cried their heart out putting all the distances in ashes.

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"Randhir blue red or white?" Sanyu asked him showing him his shirts.

"pack whatever u like sanyu" Randhir smiled playing on his mobile.

"Umm. ...randhir what....what about ur under.....underpants?  u will pack them right?" Sanyu blushed looking here n there.

Randhir smirked and paused his game.

"areyh ab sab kuch toh pack kar liya hai tumne.
woh bhi pack kar lo.
those are necessary items u know" he winked making her all red.

"Ok " she replied shortly.

Taking few underpants of randhir,  sanyu started folding it with a blush adoring her cheeks when suddenly a masculine arms got her caged .
And she knew who it was.

"Itna sharmane  ki zarurat nahi hai.
Those are just my underpants" Randhir giggled making pattern on her belly.

Sanyu just blushed reacting to his touch n words.

"May i help u?" Randhir asked huskily biting her earlobe.

"Naah! " Sanyu winced.

"ok" saying he backed out n bounced on the bed thus resuming his game but leaving a shocked sanyu.

Randhir was smirking by then.

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"Sanyukta chale?" Randhir asked after getting the luggage down the stairs.

They were going to Shillong, which was birth place n hometown of kaustoki.

Hearing randhir's voice , Rimi too came out with a bag n a smiling face.
Randhir was shocked to see Rimi.

"Rimi tum kahi jaa rahi ho?"
Randhir looked puzzled.

"Yes beta woh tumlogo ke saath engagement mei aa rahi hai " harsh came.

"Haa randhir I forgot to tell u .
Rimi bhi aa rahi hai.
I have booked three tickets for us n rimi" sanyu smiled adjusting her stole.

"Rimi will not come with us" Randhir declared.

"Par kyu ?" Sanyu asked.

"waha jeh bhi hoga n i dont want her to go there" Randhir chipped straight shutting sanyus mouth.
In her excitement , sanyu forgot that even jeh will be there with the gang.

"But bhai. ..." Rimi try to interrupt.

"No. ...means no....go upstairs. ..now" he roared bringing tears in Rimi's eyes.

sanyukta n harsh sighed.
harsh went behind rimi to make her understand.

whereas randhir sat on the couch.

"randhir " sanyu chipped keeping her hand on his shoulder.

"randhir,  jeh ek achha ladka hai.
I m sure he will keep Rimi happy.
Tum aise unke relationship ko nahi tod sakte.
They love each other very much.
Don't break their heart randhir "

"What about ur heart which he broke brutally.
I can't give my sister's responsibility to that jerk" Randhir said in anger.

"Randhir " cupping his cheeks.
"he broke my heart for ur sister.
Bohot pyaar karta hai woh Rimi se.
Plz dont break their heart just like mine under ur ego.
Don't make Rimi another sanyukta,  plz....." she said with moist eyes and went in Rimi's room.

Randhir kept thinking about sanyus words which did made some sense.

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tbc.

hope to see u soon.

plz avoid my silly mistakes .