•Cassidy

By the time we had gotten to the hotel, my feet were absolutely killing me. We had been walking the entire day so we could see every animal possible, and when you mix a lot of walking with lack of sleep, it was a combination as bad as orange juice and brushed teeth.

The hotel room was much more cozy and inviting as opposed to the ones I usually stayed in. The walls were painted beige and the carpet was a rich, navy blue that felt very soft underneath my feet. One king sized bed sat in the middle of the room, topped with a fluffy duvet comforter and various pillows that I felt compelled to dive into like a child.

Calum and I had already eaten some dinner at a local restaurant and we took pictures with everyone there who asked for one. That was the only downside of going on public dates with Calum- we always were swarmed with phones that just snapped pictures of us without even asking. Obviously I had grown accustomed to this and was well aware that it was part of the job and that I would do same thing if I saw one of my idols, but I just wish people valued a conversation more than a picture they can use to just get more likes on social media.

"I'm so tired," I whined, taking my shoes off and letting my feet feel free and no longer constricted. I dropped the duffel bag Calum had packed for me on the floor, letting it just fling off of my shoulder.

Calum placed his hands on my shoulders, massaging my upper back with his thumbs moving in a circular motion. I let out a sigh of relief, leaning into his touch so he could get rid of even more tension in my neck.

"I'm pretty exhausted too, but I had so much fun with you today," He told me as he stopped massaging me and wrapped his arms around my waist instead.

"Me too," I agreed, involuntarily smiling just as the memories from our all-day-date crept back into my brain.

I broke out of his grasp and unzipped the bag, rummaging through it to find some comfortable clothes to change into. I laughed at the fact that Calum had packed the laciest bra that I owned into the bag. Typical.

I finally decided on just wearing one of Calum's t-shirts. Men's shirts had a softer quality to them, and the lovely aroma of my boyfriend was always something that I wanted to be filling my nostrils. I let my own clothes fall to the ground and pulled his shirt over my head. It fit me like a dress, coming to just above my mid-thigh, and I didn't even bother with putting any shorts on.

Calum was sitting straight up on the bed, his back pressed against the headboard with his phone held firmly in his hand. I crawled over towards him, taking the phone out of his hands and placing it on the nightstand next to us as I took a seat on his lap, straddling my legs on either side of him.

His eyes widened, a playful smirk covering his face. "Well hello there, beautiful."

"Hi," I greeted shyly, giggling softly as a lock of hair fell in front of my face, shielding my cheeks that were now tinted a bright shade of red.

He tucked the loose ringlet behind my ear, grinning up at me as his hands found their way to my hamstrings, gripping onto them tightly. "Nice shirt."

"Thanks. I stole it from some loser," I teased, stretching my arms out to lock them behind his neck, with my fingers toying with his dark hair and admiring the way it felt so coarse against my skin.

"Did you put that bra I packed for you on under it?" Calum asked in a cheeky manner, his palms sliding even further up my legs.

He was moving his hands incredibly slow and I could feel the contrast of his rough palms against my smooth legs. My heart was pounding faster as he reached my inner thigh, moving his palm in small circles.

"No I didn't," I whispered, my breathing getting caught in my throat as his hands reached up even further to grasp my butt. He squeezed each one of my cheeks, soothing the soreness that I felt in them while also making butterflies swarm through my belly.

Calum leaned his head closer to me, his lips pressing slow kisses on the surface of my neck, sucking on it gently. "That's a shame," He mumbled while in the midst of planting kisses. "I think I know how we can make up for it though."

Oh God.

His large hands traveled back down towards my inner thighs again. He pushed my underwear to the side, exposing my lower region to him. I mentally cursed myself for not wearing shorts.

Without any warning, Calum carefully slid one finger inside of me and began to move it back and forth slowly. My whole body clenched by the sudden contact and my toes curled up. He added another finger, pumping it with the same motion.

"Calum," I moaned, letting my eyes close. I was completely unaware that this was able to feel this good. I always viewed it as uncomfortable act, but I was so so so so wrong.

"Wait," Calum spoke up, his voice sounding deep and as if it was getting caught in my throat. "Can you, um, will you call me Daddy again?"

My eyelids opened instantly and I stared at him like a deer in headlights.

"What? No. No, that's so weird," I said quickly, shocked by his kinky demand.

He shrugged nonchalantly, as if it was no big deal. He pulled his fingers out of me before I was able to climax, but still leaving me with a throbbing feeling. "I know, but it was kind of hot."

I chuckled, grinding slightly against his hips as I shifted into a more comfortable position. Calum picked up a tissue from the nightstand to wipe his hand clean before glancing up at me with starry-eyes.

"I only call you that as a joke," I explained, pressing a kiss to his forehead that lingered with beads of sweat. "I would feel disloyal to my father if I ever said that in serious manner."

"Oh God, Cass. I really don't want to think about your father when I'm about to get a boner while my beautiful girlfriend is sitting on my lap," Calum stated in a half-joking, half-serious tone.

I laughed with him, bending my head down to collide our lips together like two magnets being attracted to one another. Calum smiled against the kiss, my favorite feeling in the entire world. "I'm really going to miss this," He murmured.

My heart instantly dropped. I keep trying to avoid the fact that we only had about a week left of being roommates before he went on tour and would be in a different city every night, and I would be stuck in Los Angeles shooting my next movie.

"What are we going to do, Cal?" I asked, sounding panicked. I felt helpless. I don't want to imagine what those months are going to be like without him sleeping next to me and without seeing his bright smile in person.

He sighed heavily. "Can we talk about this later? I don't want to think about leaving you."

"We need to figure something out though," I argued stubbornly. "If you get me a copy of your tour schedule I can probably figure out what days I'm not shooting and I could come visit you. 'Cause if we see each other in person like once a month maybe it won't be as bad. Or we could-"

"Cass, let's just enjoy our time together while we can. We'll figure this out later," He interrupted, not even looking at me while his teeth were chewing into his bottom lip.

I huffed, climbing off of him and taking a seat next to him. "Fine," I muttered under my breath, as my frustration continued to build. I pulled the covers over my body after I flicked the lights off with a switch of the bedside lamp.

Calum groaned, following my actions and laying down in the spot next to me. "Baby, don't be mad," He cooed, creeping one arm over my waist and pulling me closer to him.

His heart was beating against my back as his lips moved forward to press chaste kisses on my neck. "I'm not mad. I just want to have a plan. Like what if-"

"Goodnight, Cass," Calum interrupted, nearly making my blood boil at his inability to take this conversation seriously. This long distance was going to be so hard and I just wanted to prevent our relationship from falling apart.

I rolled out of his grip, reaching for my own phone. He scoffed at my childish ways of giving him the silent treatment, but I just wanted him to come to his senses. I mindlessly scrolled through Twitter to keep myself distracted.

A new text message popped up on my phone, making a dinging sound echo throughout our empty hotel room.

To: goldilocks- you don't need to worry cass. i'll always be in love with you baby girl

I glanced over at Calum, who was pretending not to pay any attention to me and was just staring at his own phone intently. I couldn't help but smile, since his message did help relieve some of my doubt.

I scooted closer to him again, resting my head on his chest. I kept my phone firmly in my hand, as did he, and began to type out a reply.

To: cal-yum- you're so cute i love you so much cal
To: cal-yum- or should i say daddy

Calum chuckled, finally breaking his façade of acting like I wasn't using him as a pillow. His arm pulled me in closer to his body.

To: goldilocks- stfu

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auhtors note: on my twitter (@calumfridge) y'all asked for calum to have a secret daddy kink that wish has been granted lmao this joke is going too far

thank you guys so much for reading this i love you all so much i hope u have a lovely day/weekend and know that i appreciate you sm

AND HOLY POOP THIS HIT 3M READS AND ITS ALREADY AT CHAPTER 41 WHERE HAS THE TIME GONE I FEEL LIKE I JUST STARTED WRITING THIS YESTERDAY

dedicated to heartbreakgordon for leaving a really funny and super sweet comment about how my writing is great and to thank my parents for having unprotected sex lmAO I LOVE U THANK U