•Cassidy

I knew who this girl was immediately. I mean, it was nearly impossible for me to forget the image of her on top of Calum. It had scarred me, along with how my shriek could still be heard in my eardrums from time to time. I was horridly embarrassed for invading their privacy.

But now I was horridly confused as to why she was in our house.

A part of me grew immensely paranoid. I could feel my heart begin to pound against my chest. Maybe Calum had invited her over because he was sick of waiting for me. Maybe he couldn't control his hormones. Maybe I'm completely over-thinking this, but I can't stop myself from becoming jealous simply by her presence.

"Um, hi?" I greeted awkwardly, feeling the tension in the room begin to multiply.

Calum, who was standing on the other side of the kitchen away from her, stepped closer to me. "Cass, this isn't what it looks like. I swear."

My eyes flickered from his pleading face to Reagan, who was leaning against our counter with her arms crossed over her chest. "Well, what is she doing here?"

"She came over on her own. I promise. Nothing happened," Calum stated quickly, practically rambling due to how fast he was talking.

Reagan rolled her eyes at me as I was still frozen in place, due to a mix of shock and confusion. "Cassidy, it's true. You better believe the poor kid. We didn't do anything. He's too far up your butthole, anyways," She spoke, then snickered. "Well, not literally, of course. Obviously you aren't the anal type."

My eyes widened, feeling my cheeks heat up just by her accusations.Calum glared at her, his eyes practically shooting daggers in her direction, which only made the obnoxious girl laugh. "Trust me, all Calum and I did was talked. And our conversation was about you anyways. Now if you don't mind, I'm going to leave," Reagan declared, shuffling past me to exit out the front door.

Calum exhaled a deep puff of air, as if he had been holding it in during this entire exchange. I was still a bit puzzled by everything I had just witnessed.

"So, how was your photo-shoot?" He asked nonchalantly.

I furred my eyebrows together. My tongue glided against my lips, dampening them since they had grown incredibly dry in these past few minutes. "Um, it was good," I responded timidly, not even making eye contact with him.

Calum sighed heavily, picking up my hand and lifting it up to his lips. I nearly flinched. "Cass, I'm sorry. She just barged right over. But you have to believe me when I say that nothing happened. I tried to get her to leave, but we just ended up talking. And it was a conversation I needed."

I swallowed. I desired to be the girl he could confide in. I didn't want my own boyfriend to think that he couldn't speak to me about whatever was on his mind. We always have told each other everything. "Uh, what, what did you guys talk about?"

His face paled within seconds. That same look of guilt that I could always spot swept across his features. His jaw clenched together, making the bone protrude even further than normal. "I can't tell you."

I snapped my head towards him, anger suddenly bubbling through me. "What do you mean?"

"It's nothing bad, Cass," Calum assured me.

"If it's not bad then you can tell me. Hell, even if it is bad you can tell me. You can tell me anything," I stated, feeling my lip begin to quiver. "Didn't she say you were talking about me?"

"Well, yeah. That's why I can't tell you," Calum murmured, nibbling on his bottom lip as a nervous response. I huffed, taking a few steps away from him. "Cass, it's complicated."

"Right," I responded sarcastically, involuntarily rolling my eyes at him in a disgusted manner. "Right, Calum. It's so complicated that you can't tell your own damn girlfriend what you and your little groupie were saying. Actually, never mind. I don't even want to know."

I knew I was overreacting. I knew I was, like always. But I hated the idea of secrets, especially when secrets always lead to the possibility of creating some kind of discrepancy.

The main root to this problem was that I was jealous. I couldn't stand the fact that some girl who had spent so many nights with the boy I was crazy for might have the possibility of knowing something about him that I didn't. I was always scared that he was going to leave me for someone better, someone more experienced, someone who wouldn't freak out at him because of something as stupid as this.

"Where are you going?" Calum called after me, as I stomped in the opposite direction.

"I need to take a shower!" I screamed, which was completely true. I had layers of make-up that was airbrushed onto my face, and my hair was downed with nearly an entire bottle of hairspray. However, I truly just wanted to get some time away from him to calm down before I said something I would regret.

"Cassidy, stop!" Calum shouted, darting in my direction to catch up with me. He gripped onto my hand, tugging on it gently so I would turn around to face him. "I really don't want to fight with you."

"Neither do I," I admitted. I hated fighting with him. But I couldn't help my jealousy and stubborn personality from taking over. "I'm sorry for being so nosy. But can you just tell me what the topic of your conversation was before I go insane? Please?"

He shook his head. "I'll tell you soon."

"Bye," I grumbled, opening up the bathroom door and shutting it tightly. I twisted the knob to the shower, letting the hot water begin to rain down from the twisted coil of the shower head.

Steam tickled my face as I rid myself of my clothing, stepping inside the shower once it was at the right temperature. I washed my hair first, massaging my scalp and temple in an effort to soothe my brain from the stress it currently felt.

After a final rinse of my body and face, I hopped out of the shower, enveloping myself in a plush towel and letting my wet hair cling onto my neck. A sly smile crept onto my face as I stared at my reflection in the foggy mirror. I had an idea.

I opened the door to the bedroom, not even bothering to knock. Calum was laying on the bed, his phone directly in front of his face like usual. The light from the screen illuminated his tan face, making his brown pupils shrink and making the bridge of his nose seem to glow. He glanced up at me, but I simply ignored him.

I sauntered over towards the dresser to pick out some clothes with my back to him. I could feel his gaze on me, and without any hesitation, I dropped the towel, leaving my nude butt and backside to be on complete display.

He gasped. I grinned.

"Cass," Calum mumbled, his breath seeming to be caught in his throat. "What- what are you doing?"

"Getting dressed," I responded with shrug of my shoulders, as I finally decided on a black bra. I clipped it behind me carefully.

"Can you- can I-" Calum stuttered, and I could hear fidgeting coming from behind me. It was just a butt, though. Nothing he hasn't seen before.

I slid on a pair of underwear, along with throwing a baggy t-shirt over my head before finally spinning around. Calum had a pillow over his lap, along with his teeth biting down on his lip. "Baby," Calum whined. "Please come here."

"You're such a boy," I teased, strolling over towards him and climbing onto his lap where the pillow had conveniently been place. I straddled his waist, making his eyes widen in lust as his hands gripped onto my hips.

"Are you still mad at me?" He questioned, his palms sliding underneath my oversized shirt to feel my clean skin and to rub it in a soothing manner. "Because if you are, this is a really weird way to show it."

I wasn't mad. I was never really mad at him. I was mainly just curious, which only led to further frustration.

I linked my arms behind the back of his neck. "No, I'm not mad. I think I was just jealous, and curious. I don't want there to be any secrets between us."

He frowned, pulling my hips closer to him. "There aren't any secrets between us," He promised me, with his eyes staring into my own, which somehow conveyed the message in a way that made me fully believe him. Calum pressed his lips against my neck. "And there's no need to get jealous, Cass. You are, without a doubt, the only girl I want."

I smiled, feeling butterflies begin to take their daily route through my stomach. I ran my fingers through his dark hair. "You're only saying that because I showed you my butt."

He chuckled loudly, making his laughter echo throughout our room. "And your butt is wonderful," Calum complimented, sending a flirty wink in my direction. "But I mean it, baby. You are the only girl for me."

I crashed my lips against his, since I was overwhelmed by how hearing those few words could make me feel like I had travelled to cloud nine. I wasn't sure how I had gotten lucky enough to be with him, but I knew for certain that this amazing feeling between us was much bigger than simply lust or liking each other. I was falling for him. And falling hard.

Calum's eyelids opened up slowly as we pulled away from each other, a smug smile lying on each of our faces.

"I'm sorry for being a pain," I apologized, feeling embarrassed by my previous behavior when it was now so obvious that Calum only had eyes for me.

He shook his head. "The only pain I feel is from the way we're positioned."

I laughed nervously, feeling my cheeks flush with a shade of pink as the heat rose to my face. I climbed off of him, and he stood up, making the pillow fall off of him and revealing the little tent he had pitched in his black skinny jeans.

"I'll just go to the bathroom to take care of this," Calum joked, grinning at me without a care in the world.

"Wait," I called, grasping onto his forearm to stop him from moving any further, as a sudden wave of confidence swept through my veins. "Maybe I can help you."

Calum's mouth parted open, his body tensing up immediately. "Um, uh, are you sure?"

"Yeah," I said shyly, since his reaction was not what I had expected.

I wasn't sure where this seductive side of me had came from today. Maybe it was a response to Reagan's visit today and I wanted him to forget all about her. Maybe I was finally trusting him more than ever. Maybe it was because he looked really hot today, especially with his cheekbones appearing to be even more sculpted than usual and his large lips that were curved into an enticing smile, practically making me swoon every time he looked at me with complete adoration.

Calum stumbled over his feet as he stepped backwards to lean his tall frame against the bed. I stood up on my tippy-toes to kiss him, letting my hands roam from his neck to down his chest, feeling his heart thumping rapidly against it.

"Cass, are you sure you want to do this?" Calum asked firmly, his clammy palm gripping onto my shoulder.

I kissed his cheek. "I'm sure."

"Oh my God. I'm going to get a blow job from the most beautiful girl," Calum squealed, making me giggle at his dorky behavior.

I carefully dropped to my knees, feeling the soft carpeting rub against my skin. I sucked in a deep breath to prepare myself. I tried to remember everything I could from that brief reading of 50 Shades that Bree had given me for my birthday. I brought my hand up to his crotch, pressing against it in circular motions, as I palmed him through his jeans.

Calum threw his head back, which I took as a sign that he enjoyed that. I fumbled with his zipper before finally yanking his pants down, revealing his length. After kissing the tip, I cautiously took him into my mouth.

I tried to ignore the thoughts of how weird this act truly was. All I was focusing on was the symphony of moans escaping his mouth, and how it had to be the hottest thing I had ever heard.

"Baby," Calum grunted, as his hands reached down to tangle themselves in my hair as I continued to suck away as best as I could to give him the most pleasure I could manage. I glimpsed up at him through my lashes, and his eyes were completely shut and his face was scrunched up as he continued to moan at an obnoxiously loud volume.

And it was all because of me. What an achievement.

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author's note: yo we finally got some minor smut up in this biitch ! more will come eventually i promise & if u dont like smut then just like close ur eyes or skip it idk what to tell ya man cause smut is gr8

we can still share some holy water if you'd like but this wasn't even that graphic lmao

oh & we have some wonderful lil dramatic irony bc u guys all know what calum and reagan were talking about but cass is all like omg they were prolly gossiping about how im such an annoying brat

love u all sugarplums i hope you have an incredible day/night/whatever & thank you soooo much for reading this i truly appreciate it so much i cant thank u babes enough

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