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It is the first time since she left that he went into her room.

Except for the fact that her things were cleared out, everything was still the same.

Even the blanket was still as she had left it the last time.

Hoseok opened the small dresser and found only a single lipstick inside.

He took it and opened it. It was her favorite lipstick, at least she wore this color often.

When she wore it and he kissed her, she tasted like cherry every time.

He looked around ... he missed her.

With the lipstick in his hand he left the room again and went downstairs.

Kai was organizing one of his parties again and people were making out with each other as usual.

Hoseok went straight to the bar where Tina was sitting.

He didn't look at her, grabbed a bottle of soju and turned around when Tina held him back.

"She won't get back to me either!"

Hoseok could hear pity in her voice.

He turned to her... " I don't care !" Then he walked over to one of the sofas and sat down watching the people.

Dull slow music sounded from the speakers and the bass pounded against his chest.

The only thought he had was Min Jani.

The girl who was taking his mind away in no time, the girl he wanted, the girl he loved.

He sipped his soju and opened his hand in which he held her lipstick.

The only thing he had left of her.

"Wow is this yours?"

This girl sat down with him.

Hoseok didn't answer, instead he continued sipping his beer and staring into space.

"You don't talk much huh? I'm Lila!" she held her hand out to him but he didn't care.

"Do you live here ?" Lila kept trying to start a conversation with him.

Hoseok turned to her.

His gaze fell on her delicate lips. Full and shiny . Her dark curly hair hung over her ample breasts.

"Do you like what you see?" Lila grinned.

"I don't like the color of your lipstick!" Hoseok turned his head from her.

"Okay!" Lila stood up with raised eyebrows and disappeared into the crowd.

Hoseok looked after her.

He noticed that Lila had the same body shape as Jani, she moved just like her.

He stood up and walked over to her, grabbed her upper arm and turned her to face him.

"Hey!" Lila was pissed.

"Wipe it off!" ordered Hoseok to her.

"What?"

"The lipstick. Wipe it off!"

"Are you crazy? Why should I!" she tried to pull away from him but he held her tightly in his grip.

Hoseok raised his hand with the lipstick.

"Apply this one!" he said to her.

"Why?"

He let go of Lila and grabbed a napkin from the small table beside him.

"Please!" He told her almost pleadingly.

Lila took the napkin, wiped off her lipstick and applied Jani's.

Hoseok stared at her lips, swallowing down the lump in his throat.

His hand stroked around Lila's neck, pulling her to him.

He lightly licked his lips....

"I'm sorry baby doll!" he whispered and brushed his lips on hers.

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"Excited?" Yoongi's hand slipped around my waist as we waited for my parents and Yeonji.

I nodded and my heart raced like a roller coaster.

"Everything will be fine okey?! Show them!" Yoongi squeezed my waist.

"It's been almost three months!" I whispered.

"She'll talk to you you'll see!" he tried to reassure me.

"She never answered my calls and texts Yoongi!"

Yoongi turned me to face him, his hand still on my hip, with his free hand he lifted my chin.

"You still blame yourself even though it wasn't yours?" he looked at me questioningly.

But before I could even answer, I heard Aunt Sora greeting my parents.

Yoongi quickly let go of me and I shivered all over.

First my mother came in. With tears in her eyes, she hugged me tightly. I felt how happy she was and i was really glad about it.

Then my father came in, he just casually nodded at me and it was like a stab in my heart.

And then Yeonji came. I shivered even more when I saw her.

She looked healthy, normal like before the accident.

I smiled tentatively, not knowing how to act.

"Min Jani!" she greeted me. No hug, no 'Unnie'...nothing.

Yoongi stood next to me and I felt his hand squeeze mine.

Everyone sat down and started talking.

Tears welled up and I just wanted to die on the spot.

"Cheer up, don't let them hurt you!" whispered Yoongi to me.

I nodded and tried to suppress my quiet sobs.

After an hour, we sat at dinner and except for my mother, neither my father nor my sister spoke to me.

"Jani is such a decent girl!" my aunt started talking about me.

"She studies hard for university is hardly ever out.  She's an angel."

Yeonji huffed in response and looked at me.

"Because of her, I have to go to therapy now!"

"MIN YEONJI!" my mother admonished her.

"What Eomma? " she looked at my mother angrily.

I could barely bring myself to say anything.

My father's look at me told me that he was not on my side.

"Not now! Not today!" my mother tried to keep her composure.

"Excuse me!" I got up from my seat " I'm not feeling well right now!"

Then I ran up the stairs to my room.

With my hands in front of my mouth I walked up and down my room trying not to scream.

Tears were running down my cheeks.

And then Yoongi came in.

"Kitten!"

I just shook my head.

He came to me and stopped me from pacing.

"You know what..." I sobbed, "My father has never loved me because I come from an orphanage in Daegu."

"That's where I'm from!" he lifted my chin.

"But your parents love you!"

"Your mother loves you... and me!"

" You are my cousin ...!"

"Stop with this cousin bullshit!"

We both looked at each other.

"I've fallen for you Jani!"

"Don't!"

"Three years ago already!"

"Yoongi stop it!"

"I can't!"

And he kissed me passionately.

But the sound of the closing door startled us.

"The Door! There was someone at the door? Didn't you close the door when you came in?"

Panic rose in me. My heart threatened to stop beating.

Yoongi went to the door and looked outside, then closed it and came back to me.

I could hardly breathe.

"There's no one there!" he tried to reassure me.

"Of course ,  do you think the door close by itself?"

"Kitten, calm down. Maybe it was just a draft!"

"There's no window open Yoongi!" I frowned.

"Okey. ..okey. Calm down first!"

"Damn it why did you have to kiss me now of all times!" I slapped him lightly against his chest.

"I'm sorry!"

"You're not!" I dropped onto my bed and cupped my hands over my head.

"I'm just making things worse than they already are. Gosh, what if it was Yeonji? What if she saw that...!"

Yoongi knelt down in front of me.

"Nobody saw us okey. There was no one in the hallway! It was a stupid draft!"

We both looked at each other and I sighed.

"Let's go back downstairs and forget what just happened okey?" he cupped my cheek and wiped away my tears.

"I don't want to go downstairs!"

"Come on!" he clasped my hands and pulled me off the bed.

"I'm sorry, I really am!" and he kissed my forehead.

"Don't ever kiss me again Min Yoongi!"

"Yeah I know...we're just cousins!"

Everyone stared at us as we came down the stairs.

I dared not to lift my eyes because I was sure that someone had seen us.

I went back to my seat and continued with my dinner.

"Is everything OK with you, darling?" my mother asked me.

"She's better!" Yoongi answered in my place.

"I bet!" muttered Yeonji and I realised how angry I was getting.

"You know what? He was right, you are a crazy little bitch!" I hissed.

"MIN JANI WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?" my father yelled at me.

"What's wrong with me?" I looked at my father angrily " That little bitch tried to run me over! Isn't that right Yeonji!" I turned to her.

"What are you talking about Jani!" my mother said shocked.

"Tell her!" I was still looking at Yeonji.

"She's crazy, she's lying! It was an accident!"

I turned to my father and took a deep breath.

"Your favourite daughter would rather see me dead than by the side of the man I love because she's so obsessed with him!"

"You knew he was mine!"

"Bullshit!" I hissed at her.

"Yeonji?" my mother looked at my sister questioningly.

"She's lying Eomma!" Yeonji started to cry.

My father pounded his fist on the tabletop, all the dishes clanging.

"Do you actually know what you are doing to your sister with your insinuations?"

"Yes, of course. That was to be expected."
I shook my head and stood up to leave.

"Yoongi and Jani kissed!" Yeonji blurted out.

Yoongi and I both looked at each other in shock at the same time.

"The next lie!" Yoongi grinned nervously.

Yeonji pulled out her phone, scrolled through something and raised the screen.

Seeing the moment Yoongi kissed me.

"I'm not lying! I saw both of them when I went to check on her. " she gave me a look and grinned in satisfaction.

Everyone rose from their seats.

"Min Yoongi?" my aunt stared at her son.

" Eomma!" Yoongi didn't know how to explain himself.

I looked at Yeonji and wanted to squeeze her throat with my fingers.

"The only thing I regret is that I chose you instead of talking to him. I love him Yeonji no matter if I ever see him again!"

Then I ran out of the loft to the lift.

I heard Yoongi calling after me and it didn't take him a second to catch up.

I cried bitterly.

"Kitten wait!" Yoongi grabbed my arm but I pulled away.

"Stop calling me that, okay? Didn't I tell you that someone saw us?" I sobbed and sobbed.

The lift came, the door opened and Yoongi pushed me in.

He pressed the button to the parking Area.

"Just let us go."

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