What do i do?

Ty's POV
I run upstairs, slamming my door. I go over to my desk and swipe everything of it.

I stand over my, now messy room, trying to calm my breathing.

I sigh as I begin to pick up all the items on the ground but, an item catches my eye. I pick up the cool, slick blade, Seto was the first to find out I cut and he wasn't happy about it.
Flashback sounds
I'm struggling to put on a shirt as the fresh new cuts on my arms still sting.

I manage to get it over my head, and turn to grab my jacket, when my door opens suddenly, making me jump and throw my jacket in the air.

"Ty you ready to go?" Seto asks "Seto you can't go barging into other peoples rooms like that!" I say keeping my my back towards him "Whatever you ready or not?" "I just need my jacket" I say.

I turn around to see where I had dropped it and reach for it, but Seto beats me to it "Seto give me, my jacket!" I want to reach over and grab it, but thanks to my short sleeve shirt, my cuts are easy to see.

I scold myself for not putting on a long sleeve shirt "Seto!" "No you don't need it!" "Yes I do" I turn around and try to grab it but, Seto's faster than me.

I turn my back to him again hiding my arms "Ty I'll give it to you, if you tell me why you need it" "I can't," I whisper "but I need it!" I make another grab for the jacket, Seto catches my arm. It burns as he touches my wrists, I pull out of his grasp, but by the look on his face he saw them.

He goes over and locks the door. I sit on the bed as Seto stands in front of me, my heads down so all I can see are his shoes "Wrists Now!" I turn my wrists over without hesitation, I know he's angry and I don't want him to get any angrier.

I expected him to grab my wrists roughly but, instead he grabbed then softly and with care, I know he doesn't want to hurt me.

He sighs "Why?" "I don't know, there are too many reasons, like how I feel worthless, or should I go on about my wonderful childhood and bullies,or I know how about Team Crafted and all my friends I've lost" I feel a tear go down my face "Ty look at me please" I do look up, but instead of meeting Seto's eyes I'm met with his lips.

I'm shocked for a moment, then kiss back, we break off after a moment "You're not worthless to me Ty, you didn't lose any of your friends okay I'm still here, and screw those bullies they were just jealous " I shake my head "I am worthless, and all my friends hate me thanks to this" "Stop" he lifts my head up again "No one hates you, and you're perfect so stop besides," he pulls me up so I'm standing in front of him "I wouldn't kiss you if you were"

He kisses my forehead, I move out of his grip he rolls his eyes at me "You're really are annoying you know" I place my arms around his neck and lean my head against his "Yeah I know"
End of Flashback
That was a while ago, I promised him I wouldn't cut anymore but after he was kicked off I added 15 new marks.

I grab the blade pull back my sleeve and bring it to my wrist
1st slash "For" 2nd slash "Creating" 3rd slash "Team" 4th slash "Crafted" and 5th slash "For hurting Seto"

The last one was the deepest I'd ever gone, the blood rushes out of me, even it wants to get away from me.

After a while I decide to get up my body feels limp, I go to the restroom and realize my pants are covered in blood as is the back of my shirt. I sigh and decide to just take a shower.

I let the warm water run across my body the feeling calming.

I hear the doorbell ring, and get out of the shower. I put on a short sleeve shirt without thinking and some gray jeans. I clean up the blood and head downstairs "No! Now goodbye!" I hear Jason say

The front door slam shuts, I see Jason shaking his head, he turns around and jumps when he sees me "Jesus Ty, you could say something" "Sorry" I walk over to the window and see a car pull out of our driveway "Who was that?" "Louise" I look back at him "Like Jerome's ex girlfriend Louise?" Jason nods his head

"So why are you here? I thought the guys left for the movies?" I shrug my shoulders "I didn't feel like going" I go over to the couch and sit, my wrists burn I shouldn't have gone so deep "Well I'll be upstairs recording" I wave my hand to show I heard him.

I sit on the couch watching TV for I don't know how long but, soon I hear talking and laughter come from the other side of the door.

"Hey" I say as they walk in, I see Mitch wearing something that looks a lot like Seto's cloak.

"Hey Ty, would you mind talking to me a second?" Adam asked "I guess so" I say smiling.

We head upstairs to his room, he shuts the door locking it "So what's up Adam?" "I ran... Well I guess we ran into Seto today" my heart starts pounding fast "Ok did he say anything?" "Umm yeah he said he was sorry about what happened" "Oh... Ok" all the memories come back and I zone out
Another Flashback cuz I can

"Worthless friends, calling me non cooperative" I knock lightly on the door "What?!" he yells.

He turns around to see me, his face softens "Hey, sorry for yelling" "It's fine, you OK?" he tosses a shirt into his suitcase the sits beside it "Yeah" I know he's lying, I walk over to him "I'm sorry this is happening" Seto stands up and kisses me it's been a while since he's done that "Don't blame yourself, you tried" he wraps his arms around me and I mold into the hug "I should've tried harder" I think.

I don't realize Seto's been talking "Ty?" "Yeah?" "Did you hear what I said?" I shake my head "Come with me" I lift my head up "What?" "Come with me, quit Team Crafted we cab do so much better without them" "Seto that sounds amazing, but I can't" his smile disappears "What, why?" he dropped his arms "Because this is something I created, I should stay with it" "You mean stay with Adam" I stare at him "What? No!" "Sure, whatever you act like I don't see you guys on a daily basis" "Seto!" "Shut up! You know I really thought you liked me, I guess I was wrong" he slams his suitcase shut, then leaves the room bumping into me on the way.
BACK TO THE PRESENT

"Ty?" I come back from my thoughts "Huh?" "I was asking if you were OK?" I scratch my head "Yeah I guess" "Can I ask what he's apologizing about?" "Umm he asked me to go with him when he was kicked off, but I said no" "Oh"

We were silent for a while, my wrists still burn I start looking at them "What're you looking at?" I quickly cross my arms "Nothing" Adam walks over to me "Ty I know you're lying, you're looking at something" he touches my wrists, I jump back "Ouch!" Adam stares at me "Ty? Dammit I knew it" I turn my back to him "Ty let me see your wrists" "No" he sighs "Please Ty" I face him and turn my wrists over, he grabs them, gently rubbing his fingers over the cuts.

"Why?" I have to tell him but, not the entire truth only Seto will know the whole reason "I started doing them when I was 16, mainly due to bullies I kept doing them cause I felt safe like they were my release" Stop talking! I clamp my mouth shut after that.

"Why didn't you talk to us or anyone?" "I did... Seto well more like he found out"

We were silent Adam kept rubbing his fingers over my wrists softly, this reminded me of when Seto first found out

"Ty?" we had been silent for so long I'd forgotten he was with me "Could I have prevented this I mean I met you when we were 17" I look up at him "Not unless you could give me 101 reasons not to" "How about this for the first reason" he places his lips on mine I'm shocked.

I push him back when I can speak its a yell "God Adam you just have to ruin everything don't you?!" I run out if the room, years stinging my eyes.

I run out of the house barely acknowledging Adam yelling after me.

A/N
Its out!!!!! Yay I'm not a fail, but I am a troll cause his is a cliffhanger part!!!! Le troll

OK OK ull update soon promise and Merry Christmas to all of you guys, and I'm sorry I'm a lazy asshole.

Anyways guys keep on hacking and I'll meet you there goodnight!

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