Let's figure this out
A/N
So this is a few days after what happened with Jerome, and I'm gonna make it know to were Team Crafted knows about Mitch and Jerome cause I'm lazy ENJOY!
Mitch's POV
I was still a bit shaken up about the whole thing with Jerome, but I mean I kinda did provoke it and all. I sat down in my bedroom trying to figure out what I was gonna do about Jerome and things. Then everything kinda came together in my head, a bunch of bad stuff has been happening since me and Jerome got together was it just never meant to be? I mean I love Jerome don't get me wrong, but is it worth it?
My thoughts are interrupted by a knock on my door "Babe it's me can I come in?" "Umm, yeah" Jerome opens the door cautiously "Hey I brought you some orange juice" "Thanks" he looks at me with worry in his eyes "I'm sorry how many times do I have to say it?" he asks "I'm not mad at you if that's what you think" I say quickly "Then why do you act all tense when I'm around you?" I sigh "Sorry, I've just been thinking about things" he just nods his head. A few minutes pass when I look up to see tears in Jerome's eyes "Oh Jerome don't cry please" I wrap my arms around him instinctively "But it's my fault I should be able to control my anger especially around you" he sobbed into my shoulder. I can't help, but feel like this is partially my fault I got us into that wreck if I hadn't then Jerome would be fine and wouldn't have to worry about hurting people. I pick Jerome's head up and stare into his eyes "It's not your fault Jerome, it's mine" I say his eyes widen "No, Mitch it isn't.." he's about to continue when I press my lips to his "Jerome I got us into that wreck and I pissed you off so hence forth it's my fault" I give him a soft smile.
Jerome leaves a little while later I sigh and grab my phone I see a missed call from Ty, so I decide to call him back (On phone)
T: Hello?
I was confused it was barely the afternoon so why did Ty sound sleepy?
M: Hey Ty what's wrong you tired?
T: Oh hey Mitch, yeah just a bit Elliot and me stayed up past midnight watching movies last night
M:Yeah you should give us a call next time you're staying over so we don't think you got yourself killed or something
T: Will do, hey Mitch?
M: Yeah?
T: Me and Elliot were gonna go out to dinner do you and Jerome wanna join us?
M: Yeah sure me and Jerome could use a night out
T: Awesome well we'll see you later bye
M: Bye
I hung up and laid down on my bed closing my eyes deciding on sleeping for a bit, before the double date so I wouldn't be dying. To be honest I haven't really slept well since the accident, so I really needed this nap.
Jerome's POV (Short)
I was sat on the couch watching whatever was on, not really paying attention since my mind was filled to the brim with thoughts. I know Mitch said it wasn't my fault, but I can't help but think that it is. I sigh, as I walk upstairs towards Mitch's room, I knock lightly getting no answer I slowly open the door. I walk in to see Mitch asleep on his bed, I go over slowly and move some hair that fell into his face I kiss his forehead "I'm sorry" I say again.
I go back downstairs to the kitchen and see Jason getting himself some water "Hey Jason" he jumped and nearly chocked on his water. "Jesus Jerome you scared me" I laugh "Sorry" I go over to the counter and grab my keys. "Where you going?" Jason asks before I leave "I'm going to go clear my head, tell Mitch I'll be back later" he smiles and nods his head. As I'm driving thoughts begin clouding my mind, I try to ignore them, but that's no the case at the moment. I pull off to the side of the road and put my head in my hands All my fault, Couldn't even stop if I wanted to, Be better off without, Stupid, How could you, He'll leave you, He could do so much better, You could've hurt him, hurt him, hurt him, killed him... I screamed out in frustration. I began sobbing hysterically not being able to All my fault...
A/N
So this is kinda just a bit of a filler I'll do a real chapter later this week promise, anyways guys thank you so much for the support and since I'm too lazy to do a real authors note, I'll just ask a question. What's your favorite color? Comment!
Anyways Keep On Hacking And I'll Meet You There Goodnight!
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