Louis pulls in front of his house and parks without saying a word, he watched as Harry looked outside at the place.

"What's this?"

"Th-this is my-my h-house... I-" He's cut off by Harry turning to look at him quickly, "I fucking knew you didn't live at the hotel!"

"Harry..."

"Why'd you bring me here? I don't wanna see your lies come to life! Not like this.." Harry pulls his hand away and turns away from his boy, which shattered both their silent happy bubbles... They were no longer feeling that comfort and calmness that came from each others touch.

"I don't w-want them to-to be-be lies anymore! I-I want you to know e-everything, I need-need you to-to know e-everything! I can't do-do th-this anymore with-without you."

"You've been doing it without me. What's changed now?"

"Knowing what it-it feels like to lose you-you... knowing that I can't be afraid of the-the sit-situations from my-my p-past anymore, if I want to-to move forward with you. If you still let me of course..."

Louis takes Harry's hand in his and kisses the back of one like Harry would do randomly, mostly when they were watching telly and he assumed Louis had fallen asleep and wouldn't notice.

Harry blushes deeply, "You faker." He says with a slight grin threatening to show, he giggles manly as a tear rolled down his cheek. "I hate you.."

"I h-hate you too." Louis says back before wiping the stray tear and kisses his mans hand again.

"How much more?"

"One big one..."

"Big?" His eyes widen, "You not already married, are you?"

"No no. Oh m-my." Louis giggles. "I-I couldn't h-handle t-two men."

"Can you just tell me now then?"

He shakes his head and smiles sadly, "It's b-better if I-I l-let you see... on Sa-saturday."

"Why Saturday? I don't want any tricks, Lou. Please just tell me."

"B-be patient please."

Harry sighs but agrees to wait.

~~

After getting food as promised, they went back to the BnB finding Niall and Liam passed out on the floor with a blanket wrapped around them and their clothes all over.

Louis blushed hard not saying a word while Harry just laughed softly.

"At least someone's getting laid here." He says jokingly while making his plate.

"H-have you... b-been with-with anyone since..."

He looks at him and smirks, "Yeah.. Plenty of guys. Just one after another, everywhere."

Louis looks away in despair, "Oh... Cool..."

"Just banged them anywhere trying to distract myself..." The older man hums as if imagining himself with them.

"Okay Harry."

"Just ripping their cloth-"

"I said okay Harry!" He yelled, turning to look at Harry again, tears poured from his eyes like nothing Harry's ever seen before. Harry frowns quickly moving in front of his boy and holds him tight.

"I'm so so sorry. I was joking. I would never touch another man. And definitely wouldn't brag about it like that. I'm sorry, baby. I would never do that to you, even if were on a "break".

"Oh God." Harry spoke again feeling so bad as he feels Louis trembling against him as he continues to cry. He lifts Louis off the chair, wrapping the boys legs around his waist so he could cradle him while walking around as if he was a baby.

Liam wakes up on the floor and looks over at them confused, but doesn't say anything not wanting to ruin their moment, knowing Louis needed to cry.

"I'm sorry I said those things."

"It h-hurt so-so much hearing y-you s-say that.. I'm s-sorry I never g-give you th-that..."

"Hey. I do not love you for your body. We'd never have sex if that's the way you want it, okay?"

Louis sniffles and hides his face in Harry's neck while crying a little less. He nods without a word.

Harry leans against a wall in the hallway before slowly sitting down, not want to drop his boy, he rubs Louis' back and kisses his head trying to fully calm him.

"I'm really sorry..." He says in a soft voice. "I for-forgive you if-if y-you forgive me t-too..." Louis replies.

"I already have..."

   *How was that?!! Too soon to be back "together"?!! 👉👈 Idk- 🥺*