Heh...... not me joining as a judge in  award shows and then stressing if I want to write my book or read participant's books

This chapter broke my record of most words it's fricking 2270+ words
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_Kim mental hospital_
_Y/n P.O.V_

_I waited behind the door till Taehyung or precisely V ran out of things to throw at me, once all the throwing went down I took a deep breath and peeked inside_
_I was right, the table infront of V was now empty  but he was still fuming with anger_

_As I reached near him I noticed that his face was red with anger, his eyes keeping check of my every step, the only sound that was heard in the room was his erratic  breathing my steps crushing  broken pieces of things he had thrown around in the room_
_My eyes drifted to his wrist where his chains were placed...My eyes drifted a little above on his arm and noticed the bandage that was taped on his arm the day he stabbed himself with the fork....That must've hurt alot_

_I shaked my head and cleared my throat, his actions shows that he don't know who I am. Well that's a symptom of Multiple personality Disorder but I should confirm if what I think is true_

V: Are you going go say anything or just stand there like an idiot staring at me! (His loud voice boomed in the room as I flinched)
Y/n: Right. Um.. Hi, do you know me? (I said before processing the words and mentally facepalmed myself)

V: What kind of question is that?! Of course I don't know you, I just met you like 1 minute ago, Dumbass!
_Well that clears my confusion_
Y/n: Ah sorry I felt like I've seen you before...ha ha (I complete the sentence with a fake laugh)

Y/n: So let me introduce myself, I'm Kim Y/n, 21 years old and I'm a psychiatrist.
V: Really? You look really dumb to be a psychiatrist (he said as he arched an eyebrow)
But whatever I'm V, you don't have anything to do with my age and I don't think I have an occupation.

_I nodded my head processing what he said_

Y/n: So umm V can I ask why were you throwing things everywhere in the room?
V: Well, I tend to do these kind of things when I'm Angry or stressed. (He said slowly, his eyes seem tired might be because of loss of energy)

Y/n: What were you angry about?
V: Well what would you do if you wake up in dark and shady room with chains around your wrist (he said pointing at the walls and his chains) I don't like being caged. (He said in an annoyed voice)

Y/n: hmm...what if I say I can help you?
_The room fell silent as V just stared at me_
V: You? Hah have you ever looked at yourself...What makes you think that I'll I'll believe you (he looked a little shocked but still laughed a little)

Y/n: You shouldn't judge a book by it's cover (I said in a dark tone)
V: Well then,...I'm listening (he said as he arched an eyebrow)

{(•_•) I wish I knew how to do it....Wait- I shouldn't be here}

_I cheered from inside but didn't show it on my face, my plan was working but he just the second part of the plan_

_I took a deep breath and said_
Y/n: The person who owns this place has kept my family captive and is forcing me to work under him, He have many people locked up in this building and is planning to sell or use everyone's body for transporting illegal stuff and I think I'm the only one who can help you escape. (I said and looked at him with every second passing nervousness is developing inside me)

V: Why would you help me?
_oh shi- I should think quick!_
Y/n: You resemble my brother alot and your name is last on the list.
V: What list? (He asked sharply squinting his eyes)
Y/n: The list from which we decide whose body will be used for transporting. I don't have much time, decide if you'll help me or not. (I said and looked at my non-existing watch)
V: I think I'll help you but it'll take a little time for me to believe you.

_I smiled and this time it was genuine one_

•°•°•°•●Time skip●•°•°•°•
_Inside Y/n's cabin_

_I was writing about the things that I've discovered about Taehyung in his medical file_
Y/n: this is going to be really difficult from now on..
_I said as I covered my face with my hands and let out a loud groan_
_I don't know why I made up that story, at that moment it seemed right_

Y/n: Whatever now I cannot undo what's done so I should just play along.

_Suddenly I heard knocking on the door and I fixed my demeanor and shouted a calm 'Come in'_
_A nurse walked in said_

Nurse: I'm sorry to disturb you Miss Y/n but Mr.Sunoo want you to come to his office
Y/n: Okay, Thank you for telling me (I said as I smiled at her)

_I started walking towards Sunoo's office wondering what does he want_
_As I reached his office I knocked on the door three time and walked in when I heard Sunoo say come in_

_I went inside and noticed there was another boy beside Sunoo in the room_

Y/n: You called me sir?
Sunoo: Aish..miss y/n please don't call me sir, just call me Sunoo
Y/n: Alright Sunoo, what's wrong?

Sunoo: So yeah...as you're well aware about the condition miss Lisa is in, so I decided that in the meantime when she's not with us we have to do something about her patients (when he said that something stinged in my heart) ....so I came to a decision to devide her patients between you and Heeseung standing here, hope you don't mind. 

_I looked at the other boy I think who is Heeseung and he waved at me while giving me a small smile_

_Great! More work nothing can go more worse than this_

Y/n: Okay, as you say
Sunoo: Ah! Good (he said as he clapped his hands and walked to his desk and picked up some papers) you might need this (and he handed those papers to Heesueng)
You both should go to Y/n's cabin and devide the patients.

_I sighed and muttered okay. Me and Heesueng walked outside of Sunoo's office and I started leading the way to my cabin_
_All the way we both didn't said anything. As we walked inside my cabin I directioned him to sit down on the chair opposite of mine_

_We both stayed silent for whole one minute both of us waiting for other to say something. I sighed and decided to start the conversation. I cleared my throat_

Y/n and Heesueng: Hi (we both said at the same time. I widened my eyes at the situation but later we both started giggling)

Y/n: Hi, I'm Kim Y/n
Heesueng: I'm Lee Heesueng

(I swear I'm not trying to kill y'all~)
(BUT DAMN MR. ETHAN LEE-  I MEAN LEE HEESEUNG WHY ARE KILLING ME ALWAYS I SEE YOUUU LIKE---i should go, continue)

Y/n: Nice name, but we should discuss who's going to treat which patient
Heeseung: Alright

_After that we divided the patients between and talked a little more, I found out that we both share alot of hobbies. We both talked for 1 hour and then separated as it was lunch time now_

_As I entered cafeteria sudden thought of Lisa passed my, mind truth be told...I miss her...My mind and heart are still getting pressed by the guilt_
_I sighed while some food for me and sat down on the empty table I found nearby_

_As I was eating silently I felt someone sat infront of me. I looked up to see Jay, Jake and Sunghoon sitting infront of me, Jake was smiling ear to ear and it seemed like he wasn't even blinking while Jay and Sunghoon seemed normal, I looked at them and knitted my eyebrows_

(They're sitting like this
Jake-> Jay --> Sunghoon)

Y/n: What happened? Why are you three here?
Jay: umm...Jake start the talk as we decided (he said and poke Jake with his elbow)

_Jake was still looking at me smiling not responding to Jay, Jay poked him again with his elbow but this time harder Jake flinched and looked around him_

Jake: Wha- oh yeah...So umm H-hi miss Y/n we wanted to t-talk to you about
s-something

Jay: leave it I'll do the talking (As he said that Jake glared at him, jay ingnored him and cleared his throat)
Y/n: ok continue then (I said putting a spoon on my food in my mouth)

Jay: yeah so, when you left with ms. Lisa. We all thought to leave the house right away but as we were leaving the room, Sunghoon's eyes caught  a Letter kind of thing on the Table... (I choked on my food because of shock and drank water) We could've read it but we thought that we don't have any kind-of right to read it or it might be personal-

Sunghoon: We thought that if it was Suicide note or letter, It must contain the last word that would be roaming in Mr. Lisa's mind for people close to her.....and certainly we're not one of them.

_I looked at Sunghoon and he just nodded_

Jake: So I- we decided to tell you this
Y/n: (I stayed silent for awhile and then said) T-thank you for telling me (I tried to say it with a confident voice but it still came out shaky)

Sunghoon: H-here please take the keys to her apartment (He stretched his arm towards me and placed the keys on my palm but I noticed his hand was shaking)

_I didn't mind it..he seems like he don't have much experience in talking to new people_

°•●○○●•°Timeskip°•●○○●•°

_ It was a little hard but I informed Namjoon and Yoongi about the situation and we decided to meet at Lisa's apartment_

_I would've entered her apartment alone but...I was scared, i was scared to not see Lisa in there, scared to not hear her angelic voice, scared to not feel her warmth and happy vibe when I'm hugging her, Scared to remember that I have partially lost her_

_I took support from wall and tried to blink of the tears that were forming in my eyes..  I can't cry now_
_ Just then I heard Elevator's doing and I saw Namjoon and Yoongi appear from inside, I stood up straight as they reached near me_

Namjoon: Sorry, did we keep you waiting? ( Namjoon asked while rubbing back of his neck)
Y/n: No, I just came here (I said smiling a little, I don't want him to get more sad, I feel it..that he's also sad from inside)

_I blinked away small tears that  still  remained in my eyes and turned towards Yoongi_
_As our eyes made contact, I felt a little spark in his eyes  as he lightly squinted his eyes towards, for a second, it seemed like he knows all my secrets, all the hidden emotions...He then shaked his head and looked at Namjoon_

Yoongi: let's go inside, I want to see..that note.

_Namjoon nodded as I passed him the keys and opened the door_
_As the door opened, we walked inside...tbh the house is in a better condition than I thought, still some bits of food were scattered on the floor. We all tensed as we walked towards Lisa's room, Namjoon leading us. Soon we stood infront of the door and Namjoon abruptly stopped, I looked at him, he was hesitating to open the door. I immediately understood_
_He is scared, I mean anyone would be if they were in his situation. I can understand he don't want to show that he's hurt, but deep inside Lisa's incident made a deep cut inside him, inside all of us and that cut is not going to fade away easily_

Y/n: If you want to , i can open the door (i said placing my hand on his back and he looked back at me)
Namjoon: B-but--
Y/n: It's okay...It's not a crime to not do things out of fear.

_Namjoon was going to say something but stopped and stepped away.I stood up infront of the door and putted my palm on it_

Yoongi: You can do this (he said slowly)

_I took a deep breath and collected some strength and opened the door_
_I dared not to look at the place where I saw Lisa yesterday and my eyes immediately landed on the Letter kind of thing on the table top_

_Yoongi went near the packet and picked it up and brought it toward us_
_He looked at Namjoon first nodding to him. Then at me and gave me a little nod_

_And then Yoongi took a deep breath and opened the letter_

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