I don't even know why I'm trying to write haha.

Beary is never coming back to how she was and it's torturous. It's basically the one of the things I love and enjoy doing so.

I wish I wasn't so down both mentally and physically!

Also Beary knows no one she knows are around anymore, yet I appreciate who ever who has stood by my side patiently. Please please don't hate me for being unable to update, it's just I'm not in a place to think so hard. Suddenly life seems strenuous, I try to keep with my daily things which seems even harder for me.

I'll only be focusing on My Beautiful and Romeo Juliet for now.

Don't hate Beary!

I don't understand how to explain either what I'm feeling so.....

I'm extremely sorry❤️

I love every PuBear here!! With all BEARY'S furry hearty!