4. Unforgivable Sin..
Tripura making circle on her diary page, alone in room at late evening, Pavi comes in room to look Tripura, who completely lost in her own thoughts, Pavi look once on diary page, & she quickly hold Tripura's hand, & stop her to making circle, Tripura look to Pavi with full emotions, & Pavi ask..
Pavi- it's evening, come take some snacks with us..
Tripura shook her head in no only..
Pavi understand her situation, & she just hold Tripura near her chest, Tripura won't control her tears & she quickly round her both hands around Pavi's waist, & start to take sobbes, Pavi start to rubbed Tripura's back for soothing her pain, which is she carry with her since five years behind her busy schedule, she shower her love through kiss on Tripura's head with teary full eyes..
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Karan back from his shoot, he look Tripura who seat in his shirt, who busy with her work, he lock the door, & comes to her, & take seat in front of her & ask..
Karan- what are you doing in my shirt Tripura..
Tripura look him through specs & says- doing my work..
Karan look Tripura again top to toe, who seating on chair, in his shirt, which is cover her till thighs, & he ask her with doubtful tone- haven't you bath yet..
Tripura- no actually I get busy with work, why..
Karan- Tripura on morning we making out, & in between your laptop beep with mail, that's why you leave our making out mid, & wear my shirt, later then gets busy with work, then I get fresh up, & I take a leave for my shoot, before that I feed you breakfast, haven't you feel sticky all the day..
Tripura look with seduce way & says with deep husky voice- I wanted to feel you all the day, that's why I didn't bath, & she start to look him with naughty grin..
Karan lightly laugh & says- some one is here, who teach me something, cuddling & being cosy is a wasting thing, right, & he look her with mocking grin..
Tripura- well, I take that my words back, because I never thought, my so called tenant, is gonna be my future boyfriend, & my cosy & comfort man, even he won't mind on my work, he gives my own space for my work & my passion, I never thought, I love to feel him entire day with me, but as per we both are passionate person won't do that at same time, so I thought why can't I feel you for entire day, till you back again..
Karan- won't you know, but right now, I really need you, not for making out, but for taking shower together, that we can save the water..
Tripura keep her works a side & comes to him, & take a seat on his lap, he hold through waist, & she give him kiss on his forehead, at the same time Karan kiss her on chin & says- I love you..
Tripura- I love you too..
Karan capture her soft lips in his & she start to runs her fingers in his hair..
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Months pass, Tripura & Karan both's love growing up day by day, with their work pressure, in between Tripura grabbed the best project, & her destiny on a peak, but as a opposite Karan, his first ever serial end with flop tag, & again he back to square one, his entire career again got him back on same point, & again he join his old job, for some days Tripura become his guardian angel, but he doesn't like that, she support him for his passion, but that makes him little strange, & he used stay little away from her, she understand his all situation, even she make him understand, even she won't pressurized him for anything, he aware that she is become his shield, at the same time he feel burden on his shoulders, that she is becoming his wings..
Once in night..
Tripura's head on Karan's chest, she caressing his chest with the love, his one hand around her waist, & other hand under his head, he staring at white ceiling, & Tripura sense his upset mind..
Tripura says with soft tone- Karan..
Karan- hmm, without look to her once..
Tripura- don't worry everything will be fine, trust your destiny..
Karan- hmm..
Tripura- you know, what is life..
Karan- what..
Tripura- it's a time pass..
Karan lightly up his head & look her, says- what..
Tripura keep her chin on his chest & says- yes, it's a time pass between life & death, once we born, we take part in race, which race nobody knows it, but everyone wants to reach on top, somebody reach late, somebody reach early or somebody only looking at their dreams, they won't take part in race, they only wait for right time, & we are from them, we are waiting for your right time, & we both know you gonna achieve your dream soon, it's just a bad phase, & I know you will grabbed new project very soon, & do you remember every struggling star shining at the end, & you are one of them, & I trust you & your hard work..
Karan lightly smile & says- thanks..
Tripura smiles back & says- why, for my nice speech..
Karan- no, thanks for trust on me, & my hard work..
Tripura- now you have to pay for it..
Karan quickly change his position, & he comes up on her, she rest her back on bed, & he says- what..
Tripura hold his t-shirt & lightly pulled him towards her, & says- desert..
Karan- for desert, I don't have cash..
Tripura- I think you weak in biology while time of school & college..
Karan- no, I average student, but I'm not sure about..
Tripura cut him mid & says- some other things also is avoidable, do you get my point..
Karan pulled his t-shirt while he says- your all points are I get it, & I hate you for that, because by hook or by crook you get what you want..
Tripura- what I do I do, my tenant is so hot, his well set body is tempting me, which is I can't resist my hormones..
Karan lightly kiss on her lips & says- then I would like it to serve myself to my love for all the time..
Tripura- now don't waste the time, because I have work, & she pulled him towards her & he catche her lips, & start to give each other pleasure, which is they craving for long..
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On a next day Tripura take a contrasptive pill for avoiding pregnancy, & they both start to take step together for every way, he is happy for her success, & she is become his pillar in his bad days, she become his philosopher, sometimes become his caring mother, for her two things become her most important, one is her work, & other one is Karan, & for Karan she is everything, but his insecurity makes him shaken, that if he can't achieve his dream then how will he gives best life to Tripura, that's makes him little upset..
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Tripura comes to home with small wooden box, which is little comfort too, & she look Karan who busy in kitchen, she little amazed by his presence, & she walks in kitchen while keep wooden box on her chair..
She gives him back hugged, he turns & round his one hand around her waist & give quickly peak on her head, & turn the paratha, he turn low the stove & ask- tea or coffee..
Tripura think for moment & says- you & your small pinch of time..
Karan- ok, & he turn off the stove, & hold her through waist, she start to look him in his eyes for few moments, & hugged him so tight..
Karan ask her with little upset mind- hey, what happened..
Tripura- nothing, & she look him up..
Karan- is day go so bad..
Tripura- not bad, but little changes happened in my post..
Karan ask to Tripura with serious tone- what do you mean..
Tripura- umm! I become junior scientist now, & here after 10 new comers will report me, & I'll have get one power that I lead any kind of project, if my head & senior scientist won't available..
Karan's serious face light up with happiness & he says- wow! Why are you saying everything with sadness..
Tripura- stupid, here after I can't give you that much time, most of time I'll be in office for my work..
Karan- ohh, it's ok, we will figure it out later..
Tripura- but I did something..
Karan ask her with doubtful tone- what you did..
Tripura hold Karan's hand & says- come, & she dragged him with her..
They come in live area, & she make him stood near wooden box, & she says- open it..
Karan look her once & open the box, & he found in that box & little golden retriever puppy, who cover in brown cotton candy, Karan pick puppy in his arms with carefully, & says after give soft kiss on his forehead- he is so cute Tripura..
Tripura- well he gonna give you company while in absence of mine, & his name is Bruno Tripura Karan Nagrajan Khanna..
Karan laugh & says- so we are planning our family, & he is our older son..
Tripura goes near to Karan & give kiss on his cheek & says- yes Bruno's Dad..
Karan brush his lips on her lips & says- ok Bruno's Mom..
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Tripura gets busy with her work, she start to work so hard, & that makes missing days from house, & Karan start to taking care of Bruno..
Karan talk with Bruno, who eating his food & he says- so Bruno missing your mom, because I'm terribly missing your mom, since two months she gets busy with her work, & I'm busy with you, busy with auditions, & of course job too, but Bruno my baby is very much good boy, who understands his parents so well, even he never trouble his Dad for anything, so Bruno should I call you Pooh because, it's my favorite cartoon character, do you know Pooh is a bear, a beautiful bear just like you, who understands everything..
Bruno barking with his assurance, & Karan says- and now here after you become for me a Pooh Bear, & it's secret in between me & you, tomorrow Pooh gonna turn to three months, yes! So we both gonna celebrate..
Bruno/Pooh barked again, & Karan start to caressing forehead of Pooh..
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At Tripura office, Tripura feel nauseated & she use bathroom for third time since morning, & clock showing 11, even she feels some changes in her body, back pain, morning sickness, tiredness, sore breast, & most important mood swings, most of times craving for tasty food, & after eat her craving food, that food puking, & it's happening since week, & unwilling she go to doctor for regular check up..
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In doctor cabin..
"How is that possible" Tripura ask to doctor with upset mind..
Doctor look Tripura's upset face & says- I think you are not happy at all..
Tripura- no, it's not like that, but I take contrasptive pill, then how is that possible..
Doctor- look sometimes contrasptive pill won't work, or not give 100% results, look it's only five weeks done for your pregnancy, & if you want abortion, then it's perfect time..
Tripura- no, no, it's not about abortion, actually I'm not prepared for pregnancy right now, I mean, plan baby after 10 years later, for that I had freeze 20% eggs too, but now it's unexpected too, that's why I'm little upset..
Doctor- well sometimes unexpected things are good..
Tripura- that's true, well thanks doctor, hope baby doing well..
Doctor- it's little bit complication, but it will be sort after sometime, like you have to concentrate on your food, don't take stress too much, because it's baby's crucial stage, so be careful towards your health & towards baby, most important, don't give any stress on your womb, it's very much important..
Tripura- ok..
Doctor- and don't forget to come for regular check up..
Tripura shook her head in yes & take a leave..
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Karan back to home with frustrated face, because on last moment of signing day for his next project, they back out to take Karan for their next project, on his place they select someone else, & for that he backs to home with anger, frustration, & irritation..
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Tripura reach to home with upset mind after two months..
She entered in house, & look Karan, who seating on couch with head down, she comes to him, & give kiss on his cheek..
Tripura- hey!
Karan- hi, & he give warm hugged to her with love..
Tripura feel a warm of love in his hugged- how are you..
Karan break the hugged & give deep forehead kiss to her & says- missed you so much, now feel much better..
Tripura smile & start to caressing his cheek through her thumb, & look Bruno, who sleeps peaceful on his bed, & she ask- what happened..
Karan hide the thing from her & says- nothing..
Tripura- ok, but I have one news for you, I don't know, how you will react, because I was little surprise after hear the news..
Karan- what news, & he start to look her with smile..
Tripura make her mind & take a long breath with nervous & Karan look her very closely, she take his hand in her & he hold her hand in his, & she says- look I'm settled in my career so well, right..
Karan- yes, & I'm proud of it..
Tripura- you are too settling your self in your career, right..
Karan- yes, of course..
Tripura- you know that I freeze my 20% eggs for career, right..
Karan- yes baba, & I'm happy to have you..
Tripura- and I'm very much happy to have you, you know that..
Karan- yes, I know..
Tripura- look we both take lot's of precaution while making out, right..
Karan- yes, if I didn't used protection, you take contrasptive pill, now what it is, will you please tell me, which point you are coming..
Tripura- after lot's of precaution we take, still I gets pregnant, & it's five weeks done, now it's six week running..
Karan quickly lose his grip from her hands & getting up from couch with upset mind- what, how's that even possible..
Tripura feel bad, that he quickly lose his grip from her hand, she feel, she lose him forever, & she too getting up from the couch, & touch on his shoulder & says- I asked to doctor, & she told me that sometimes contrasptive pills won't give 100% result, because of that I get pregnant..
Karan runs his fingers in his hairs & says- no it's can't be possible, for one more time can we check, may be it's false report..
Tripura shows the report to him- look this, & it's showing one dot, that is our baby..
Karan looks that, he take deep sigh & says with deep heavy voice- abort it, I'm not capable to give a secure life to baby..
Tripura try to make him understand- Karan it's ok, till you gets success I'm there for you, I'll give secure life to our baby, & to us, you don't worry about anything, & she cupped his face in her palms..
Karan hold her both hands in his & says- Tripura abort it! I don't want baby in our life, right now, it's not right time, you & me both are not capable for anything..
Tripura till make him understand- I promise, I won't pressurized you for anything Karan, but I can't abort the child, we both take so precaution, but still I get pregnant, unfortunately, I start to taking care of baby, I understand, it's not right time, but we figured out something, I do something..
Karan quickly laugh with sarcastic way- wow! You mean to say, I'm useless, right, I'm good for nothing, right, & he turn his face to other side with anger..
Tripura- you getting me wrong Karan, & you are now in anger, we talk later, you take your time..
Karan again turn to her & says- look, this is what I'm saying, this is my position in your eyes, do you want I'm be your puppet, or you want commitment from me, that's why you stop taking precaution..
Tripura with surprise tone with annoying tone- what! Have you lost your mind Karan..
Karan says with fake laugh- wow! What a player you are, fuck man, I be fool all the time..
Tripura try to hold Karan, & Karan hold her hand, he push her hard, & Tripura lose her balance, & she fall down on table, table's one corner hit on her lower womb, Tripura hold her stomach through both her hands & she start to wincing in pain, Karan turn to her..
Karan- Tripura, & he look blood stain on her jeans, blood start to oozing through her vaginal, & he look she wincing in pain a lot, & Karan quickly pick her in his arm, & take to doctor where she did her check up..
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Through emergency room, they shift Tripura to OT room, Karan start to pissing out from the OT room, two hours gonna & doctor coming out from the OT room, & doctor informed to Karan, to meet him in cabin..
Karan entered in cabin, he take a seat..
Doctor look to Karan & forward glass of water to him & Karan ask to doctor with shaken voice- how's Tripura, & baby..
Doctor take a deep sigh & says- baby is no more, & Tripura is ok, but..
Doctor take pause, & Karan's heart beats rise by the doctor's pause, doctor again take deep sigh & says- I don't know how I tell you next words..
Karan- doctor please, tell me what happened exactly..
Doctor- here after Tripura can't conceive, already I was informed her, that it's her crucial time, she have to be careful, then how she being careless..
Karan numb by the doctor's words, he not understand, how he will tell these to Tripura, he was against for the pregnancy, but he snatch a pride from her of being mother that too forever..
Karan ask to doctor- should I meet her..
Doctor- yes! She is in anesthesia still, after six hours, she wakes up from anesthesia, then you talk with her..
Karan only shook his head & he coming out from the cabin, & walks towards the Tripura's room, he look her through glass & take a seat on bench..
A six hours later, Karan goes to take medicine, that time Tripura coming out from her anesthesia effect, & nurse calls to doctor..
Doctor comes & check to Tripura..
Tripura ask to doctor with upset mind- doctor! Baby is fine..
Doctor only shook head in no..
Tripura gulp her dry throat & says- can you informed to my family, that I'm in hospital..
Doctor- ok, give me a number, I informed them..
Tripura- one more request doctor, please don't send Karan here to meet me, please..
Doctor- ok..
Tripura ask to doctor with shaken voice, because she feel something weird- any other complication, after abo, abortion..
Doctor take a seat on chair, & she make understand everything to Tripura, Tripura listen everything with senseless, emotionless, she wants to cry hard but could not understand, doctor left the room, after taking number from her, Tripura start to stare to ceiling, Karan entered in room, & he look she is waking up from anesthesia, he take a seat on chair..
Karan softly call her- Tripura..
Tripura listen his voice, & she take a seat on bed, Karan try to help her, but she didn't take his help & seat on bed, she look him, he goes to ask her, & before he open his mouth, she hit a hard slap on his cheek, & says- just get lost! You snatch everything from me, you were not ready for anything, I understand that, but what you did with me, that is unforgivable sin, you snatch my motherhood pride forever Karan, just get lost, don't show me your face, & she push him..
Karan didn't say word, he just walk off from there, Tripura start to cry uncontrollably..
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Pavi hold Tripura's hand in her says with soft tone- baccha you ok..
Tripura- yes mom, but sometimes that past makes me down, & couldn't control my tears, today I don't know, what makes me down, but it's unbearable, that's why I cried..
Pavi keep her palm on Tripura's cheek & says- it's ok, & crying is good for health, & I feel good that you, showing your rights on me at least..
Tripura- Mom, you are the one, who support me that day, on very next moment, when you know I'm in hospital, you present there on very next moment..
Pavi quickly says in mid- but still you didn't tell me, who was that guy, who snatch a most wonderful thing from you..
Tripura- mom sometimes it's good to not reveal anything to anyone..
Pavi- ok, but when I know, who's the person, I won't leave him..
Tripura give warm hugged to Pavi, & Pavi caressing only Tripura's back with love..
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